|
Some of these posts are very old and might contain outdated information. You may wish to search for newer posts instead.
|
demiu5
humans, lol


Registered: 08/18/05
Posts: 43,948
Loc: the popcorn stadium
|
i feel like i just died
#7749872 - 12/12/07 03:34 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
i'm still somewhat scared from what just happened to me. i was smoking the remainder of a good amount of dmt, and ended up taking in almost all the rest
the experience was hitting me as i was hitting the pipe, but i kept hitting it. i don't really remember much. there was no buzzing. everything was moving incredibly faster than usual, to the point where i thought i was spinning. colors were racing and melting into grays and golds. i felt some food and liquid come up in my mouth and thought i had thrown up, then i couldn't feel myself breathing.
i finally caught my breath and managed it somewhat so i could speak. i was calling out for my roommate but she was asleep. i needed something to hold onto to keep a grip. i really think i thought i was going to stop being, not even consciousness. it felt like even that was being stripped from me.
i got up to walk to my bed, and the walk seemed forever with hundreds of rooms peeling away, split like cracks, which i could have gone into, all stemming from one doorway. i laid on my bed and experienced blackness with no feeling. i don't remember being aware of this place/feeling once i initially recognized it.
at some point i got back up off my bed and walked back to the couch, still tripping very hard.
i'm not as scared or bewildered as i was when i started typing. i really just wanted to sober up and never put another chemical into my body again. i've never been this scared from any of my journeys on any substance.
this might be the end of my run. i've been using pretty heavily for the last 3 or 4 weeks; talking almost every day, sometimes 2-4 times per day. i might give it a go in a few days just not to leave it on a bad note (hopefully), but i think i need to think more about what i'm doing
-------------------- channel your inner Larry David
|
truffleupagus



Registered: 02/19/06
Posts: 3,103
|
Re: i feel like i just died [Re: demiu5]
#7750067 - 12/12/07 04:27 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Yeah, I kinda think I know what you mean. Sometimes even when you overdo it and scare the living shit out of yourself you have that feeling of "Maybe I can do it again and stay in control better?" or "Maybe I should actually do a little less next time?".
Glad you're feeling better now.;)
|
EthericOctopuss
One foot in, onefoot out


Registered: 10/18/06
Posts: 779
Last seen: 9 years, 11 months
|
|
Damn, that sounds terrifying bro. Maybe you went beyond the breakthrough point into an overdose point. Glad to hear you're okay.
|
RobMarley420
LSD Enthusiast



Registered: 05/01/05
Posts: 12,554
Loc: Mushroom Mountain
|
Re: i feel like i just died [Re: demiu5]
#7750794 - 12/12/07 06:52 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Quote:
demius said: this might be the end of my run. i've been using pretty heavily for the last 3 or 4 weeks; talking almost every day, sometimes 2-4 times per day.
You smoked DMT nearly everyday for 3-4 weeks? Damn!
So did you really throw up or was that just a hallucination?
--------------------
|
demiu5
humans, lol


Registered: 08/18/05
Posts: 43,948
Loc: the popcorn stadium
|
|
yea man; at the beginning of september, i had ~3g of dmt, i've gifted probably half a gram, and have about half a gram left, so 2 grams in 3 months, most of which has been recently
apparently it was just a hallucination as there were no stains or liquids anywhere. there were a few pieces of food in my throat, though, so maybe i almost did 
i don't entirely promote doing as much as i have been doing recently, but it's definitely been interesting and not something i'd undo
-------------------- channel your inner Larry David
|
chodamunky
Cheers!


Registered: 02/28/02
Posts: 2,030
Loc: sailing the seas of chees...
|
Re: i feel like i just died [Re: demiu5]
#7752649 - 12/13/07 06:16 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
You must have some killer trip memories if you smoked DMT everyday, probably the most powerful hallucinogen known to man...
|
|