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shiznackazane
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Did I take mescaline?
#7719305 - 12/05/07 11:37 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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About three months ago I was offered the opportunity to buy hits of synthetic mescaline on blotter paper. Stupidly and somewhat unlike me, I did little to no research on the drug before dosing. Now I say blotter paper, but I'm not even sure that you can call it that...it was thinner than usual, and had noticeable liquid droplet marks on plain white paper.
I made the assumption that it would be similar in potency to a hit of LSD, so I took two of the blotters. The guy who sold it to me told me "taking more than 4 serves no purpose..I took 6 once, orbited the moon, and didn't come down for three days."
What followed was something I've never experienced before, and never since. Within about an hour and a half of dosing, I was already tripping very hard visually and my whole thought process was overwhelmed by the drug. I was euphoric and terrified all at the same time. The patterns in the wood walls and the carpet moved like a network of rivers and tributaries, something I've only experienced on high doses of LSD.
Then the purge began. I became afflicted with a very dry cough, and each time the coughing began I would vomit. After vomiting, I would be left with the strangest bitter taste in my mouth, a taste I had never experienced before. Initially, when the visuals became very intense I already assumed that I was peaking. That wasn't that case. The trip kept intensifying until visual distortions started becoming full blown hallucinations. The euphoria disappeared, and I experienced an ego-death like I've never experienced before. I had absolutely no control over my actions and became terrified. I spoke to my friends who were there about the ferocity of the trip for what seemed like an hour before I realized they weren't there at all and I was carrying on a conversation with a hallucination.
I walked behind the house to a patch of small trees and a garden where I hallucinated the corpse of a young girl in the garden. Steadily becoming more terrified it took all the will I could gather to somewhat regain my composure and retreat back inside the house, where I had another bout of throwing up. The throwing up continued all night, and the trip never really stopped intensifying.
I sat in bed trying to will myself to sleep so that the trip would end, but my racing thoughts and brutal hallucinations would barely allow me to close my eyes. I don't have a clear memory of this duration, but I know that I was going completely insane. I couldn't distinguish reality between hallucinations. I would carry on conversations with people who weren't really there, people who didn't even exist. At times I didn't even believe I was in a room in a house, but I believed I was at restaurants or walking the streets.
Physically I was exhausted and sick. The vomiting never stopped, and I had been sweating profusely since 3 hours into the trip. I, for whatever reason, hallucinated track marks on my arms and decided that I was a heroin addict (I've never done heroin, nor do I have a desire to). Sunrise rolled around and I had gotten worse if anything. I had accepted that I was going to trip forever, no matter what my past history with hallucinogenics had told me. I believed myself to be going completely insane.
Noon came and I was scheduled to work at 12:30. If I had any control of my thoughts or actions whatsoever I would have called in sick, but at the time I decided I had to go. I took a shower, put on my work clothes, and somehow drove myself to my job. I realize that this was completely idiotic and endangered myself and the lives of others, but at the time I had truly lost touch with any common sense or knowledge of what I was doing.
I remember being at work, running to the bathroom every 10 minutes or so to vomit. I was still sweating very badly, seemed to be running a fever (although I never actually took a temperature), and was obviously in no condition to work. I wore a long sleeve shirt that day, to cover up the track marks on my arms that weren't really there. I was still hallucinating so badly. I couldn't carry out basic tasks, and one of my coworkers was very aware that I was extremely sick and suggested I go to the hospital. I ignored his advice, knowing that sooner or later the doctors would figure out what I had done to myself. I made it through an 8 hour shift, amazingly without revealing the reality behind my condition or without jeopardizing my job.
I made it home again, this time getting someone to drive me. I was still sick, vomiting out the passenger window on the way home, and the hallucinating had not let up at all. I remember lying in bed at midnight the next night, and all I could do was cry at the realization that I had taken a drug and had damaged myself so bad mentally that I had gone insane. At 1 a.m., I had decided that if I couldn't fall asleep by 2 that I was checking myself into a hospital. Luckily I finally fell asleep, woke up the next day at 10 a.m. and the trip was over.
It was something I had never experienced before, and hope to never experience again. I love tripping, I believe its a beautiful change of consciousness and can really teach you alot about yourself and the world around you. It can make you appreciate so much more. I've had amazing trips, some of the best experiences of my life, and I've had bad trips. But this was just insanity, truly 28 hours of hell.
I mentioned earlier that after vomiting, the 'synthetic mescaline' left behind a very odd taste. It left behind a very strange and unpleasant smell as well. The next day, anything that had been in contact with my sweat from the night before had a smell that was exactly like the bitter taste.
So my question for you guys is this: Did I actually take mescaline? Is it possible that I just dosed far too much, and these were the consequences? Or did the synthetic mescaline contain other impure chemicals that could have accounted for my experience?
Thanks
Edited by shiznackazane (12/05/07 11:42 AM)
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pazzy
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That sounds like you ate an RC.
You need 300mg of mescaline for a small trip which could definitely not fit on a single blotter.
It could have been 5-meo-amt but I am not sure.
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shiznackazane
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: pazzy]
#7719385 - 12/05/07 12:01 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah I'm beginning to think the same thing regarding RCs. I just don't know which one would have created an experience that lasted that long. I mean, when I set off for work the next day the visuals themselves weren't as bad, but some huge hallucinations (such as the track marks) were still occurring and I was still very off touch with reality.
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wow man sounds terrible. definetly not mescaline. you might have taken bromo dragonfly or some shit. that can come on blotter and last a while.
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Robo
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Yeah no such thing as mescaline on blotter
A good trip is in the 400-600mg range,there's no possible way it was mescaline.
I suspect a DOx compound
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: Robo]
#7719529 - 12/05/07 12:35 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Definitely DOx
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: Ness1]
#7719593 - 12/05/07 12:58 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wow... that sounds horrible man
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: andrewss]
#7719902 - 12/05/07 02:28 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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its so shitty how people pass DOx and other drugs off as other drugs. this could cause for some potentially dangerous situations of overdose or in this case very very bad trips.  that shit is just fuckin horrible.
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: Phish_Dude]
#7720059 - 12/05/07 03:09 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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This was a DO(x) chemical for sure. I would probably guess that it was not the common DOB but rather DOI or DOC. The bitter taste, the nature of the visuals, the tweaked out headspace all point to one of these chemicals.
The one thing which confuses me is how much it upset your stomach.... I've heard of these chemicals causing some nausea but such a prolonged reaction seems odd.
I actually really enjoy these chems myself, particularly DOC. But when i get it, i want to know that im getting it so i can plan accordingly. First time i did it i ate 5-6 hits spaced out over 3-4 hours thinking it was acid, ended up tripping for around 24 hours.
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: opensaysme]
#7720304 - 12/05/07 03:56 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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This may be a stupid question but what is a RC, DOC, DOI, and DOB?
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: opensaysme]
#7720320 - 12/05/07 04:00 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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5meoamt produces non stop nausia for some people. i cant handle the long, intense trips.
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: WeedyWonka]
#7720341 - 12/05/07 04:05 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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wmb81387 said: This may be a stupid question but what is a RC, DOC, DOI, and DOB?
RC = "Research Chemical" DOC = 2,5-dimethoxy-4-chloroamphetamine DOI = 2,5-dimethoxy-4-iodoamphetamine DOB = 4-bromo-2,5-Dimethoxy-amphetamine DOM = 2,5-dimethoxy-4-methamphetamine
DOx's are psychedelic phenethylamines. They're related to stuff like MDMA,Mescaline,and 2C-B,etc.
They're pretty potent, effects are felt on as little as 1 to 2mg.
Edited by Ombient (12/05/07 04:08 PM)
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: Robo]
#7720764 - 12/05/07 05:31 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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yea the nausea was consistent with the effects of 5-meo-amt but the duration of effects and psychedelic properties really point to a DOx in my opinion.
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shiznackazane
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: opensaysme]
#7721130 - 12/05/07 06:27 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thanks for the help..after doing a little research and DOx chemicals at Erowid, I read a few trip reports about DOI.
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=54224
This one is remarkably close to my experience, down to the violent and sexually aggressive images that wouldn't go away.
Phew..huge load off my shoulders. I used to always be so intrigued by mescaline until taking this supposed synthetic mescaline. Now maybe I'll search for some real mescaline and have a great time without being completely fucking terrified by it.
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Robo
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DOI is suppoused to be the worst of the bunch.
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Quote:
shiznackazane said: Thanks for the help..after doing a little research and DOx chemicals at Erowid, I read a few trip reports about DOI.
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=54224
This one is remarkably close to my experience, down to the violent and sexually aggressive images that wouldn't go away.
Phew..huge load off my shoulders. I used to always be so intrigued by mescaline until taking this supposed synthetic mescaline. Now maybe I'll search for some real mescaline and have a great time without being completely fucking terrified by it.
chances of finding it are low, chances of getting ripped off again are high. I suggest looking up a simple tek and making it yourself.
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Robo
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Quote:
DeathCompany said: chances of finding it are low, chances of getting ripped off again are high.
very low. Even if you managed to find it, it would be very costly.
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: Robo]
#7721263 - 12/05/07 06:50 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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doi is the worst drug ive ever taken
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: 2859558484]
#7721280 - 12/05/07 06:54 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yea honestly if you're interested in mescaline and you think it's something you'd like to try then just order up some cactus cuttings and trip the light fantastic!
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Robo
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Re: Did I take mescaline? [Re: 2859558484]
#7721286 - 12/05/07 06:55 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
wowitch17 said: doi is the worst drug ive ever taken
lol see what I mean
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