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OfflineKamin
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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: Ego Death]
    #7709403 - 12/03/07 12:56 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

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Ego Death said:
Roughly in order of importance heres what seems to occupy my mind most of the time...

Making money - how to get more money so I can move away from this country and make a better life.

Women - Thinking about the lovely lady across the street.

Sex - Thinking about making love to that lovely lady.

Drugs - Mushies, Beer, DMT, MDMA on the brain.

The only other things I think about are playing guitar/making music, playing computer games and the mundane chores of life I have to do.





That's about right for me while substituting in my gf for the lady across the street.


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OfflineCompass
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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: evolprim]
    #7709419 - 12/03/07 01:12 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

what I should be doing
society/drug laws/oil
reality
nature/environment
happiness
my future
anal sex
powerpuff girls / spongebob


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Offlinekriminalelement
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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: Kamin]
    #7709428 - 12/03/07 01:16 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Things like money don't bother me, because I currently have enough and I'm fairly confident I could support myself. I have a steady boyfriend so I don't really think about acquiring a relationship or sex. As a result, I spend most of my time trying to untangle my inner emotions.

This is simple when I am confronted by things like art and music, which speak to me clearly from a perspective I can identify with but is not entirely my own. I immerse myself in these things to avoid my own internal conflicts.

As far as what I usually think about by myself, my thoughts revolve around a series of dichotomized conflicts. Half the time, I think about the terrible pain I'm in or have put myself through. Then I get tired of hurting or worrying and totally shut off emotionally, when I feel and think about nothing, except occasionally why it feels worse to shut down than to hurt.

From what I can tell, most of my depression stems from a flux between morality and self-preservation. The two essential components of my personality are a puritanical conscience and a psychopath hell-bent on protecting my own ass. They're usually at odds.

I usually think about all this when I'm stoned at two in the morning and I've grown to hate both television and guitar hero.

I suppose I don't think about things tied to reality. It's not because I don't function well in it, it's because I just don't find it very interesting. There was a time when I was focused on sex, money, friends, getting fucked up (all of those equated the same things) but it's hard to find the will.... whatever.

nevermind.


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While there is a lower class, I am in it
While there is a criminal element, I am of it
While there is a soul in prison, I am not free.

Eugene V Debs


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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: demiu5]
    #7709437 - 12/03/07 01:22 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

I just think about whatever situation I find myself in, and critically analize it with whatever evidence I have around me. Constantly changing with different set, and settings.


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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: kriminalelement]
    #7709451 - 12/03/07 01:27 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

you'll be alright:hug:


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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: evolprim]
    #7709456 - 12/03/07 01:33 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

My mind wanders...ALOT.So usually its random images,weird fantasies and what not,very undisciplined :nonono:


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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: evolprim]
    #7709472 - 12/03/07 01:43 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

thanks. :hug:

things were so much easier for me when i wasn't so grounded or sensible. i was much happier being a fuck up and a multiple felon. somehow everything seemed clearer. maybe things seem clearer when you have a ton of drugs, a wad, and a bunch of people to share those drugs and that wad with.

it's strange but I feel weird if there's not a felony being committed in my immediate vicinity.

*pouts* being an adult SUCKS


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While there is a lower class, I am in it
While there is a criminal element, I am of it
While there is a soul in prison, I am not free.

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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: Liquid_Dimension]
    #7709476 - 12/03/07 01:49 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

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Liquid_Dimension said:
My mind wanders...ALOT.So usually its random images,weird fantasies and what not,very undisciplined :nonono:




This is usually what's going on in my head lately...i'm really unfocused.  Curious and interested...but no focus.


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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: CherryBom]
    #7709493 - 12/03/07 01:58 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Sucks doesn't?

It really shines when I have a job :lol: (currently not working)


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Re: What do you spend your time thinking about? [Re: kriminalelement]
    #7709548 - 12/03/07 02:42 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

word.... somewhat

i almost never think about money(i don't understand what there is to think about this unless you're in serious debt or perhaps if you have others to support. i'm aware i'm more than capable to earn enough to support myself no matter what situation im in)

rarely think about relationships(in general this is an area of relative unimportance in my opinion)

i very nearly never think about sex(maybe for like half a second a month - i find this quite trivial and definitely one of the least important aspects of a relationship)

i generally just let my mind wander while remaining vigilant that the thoughts don't produce negative feelings, feelings of lack, etc


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