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Anonymous #1

suicide
    #7705055 - 12/02/07 01:23 AM (16 years, 2 months ago)

thought i had beat that monster, and while actively deppressed have not considered suicide since the bad old days of my hellish youth.
Well lately its coming into my head on an almost daily basis. More, and more i'm seeing it as a real possibility.
I don't want people to remember me this way.


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Re: suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #7705195 - 12/02/07 02:06 AM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Find a friend to talk to, go to a psychologist. Just do SOMETHING to get those feelings off your chest and feel better. It's totally not worth going through with it.


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Re: suicide [Re: Silversoul]
    #7705645 - 12/02/07 06:45 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Stay sober, you do not anything to cloud your judgement.


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Anonymous #1

Re: suicide [Re: Silversoul]
    #7706090 - 12/02/07 10:52 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

All my close friends are gone.
I try to tell my "other" friends all about my problems, but there really isn't enough of a connection there for them to be good listeners. Its just kind of akward for them.
I'v been fucked over by psychiatrists, ans psychologists so many times in the past, it is hard to trust them. I think i'll try to find someone anyways. I can't keep all this stuff to myself much longer.


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Re: suicide [Re: Anonymous #1] * 1
    #7706410 - 12/02/07 12:23 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Anonymous said:
thought i had beat that monster, and while actively deppressed have not considered suicide since the bad old days of my hellish youth.
Well lately its coming into my head on an almost daily basis. More, and more i'm seeing it as a real possibility.
I don't want people to remember me this way.




I wouldn't worry about how people remember you. They won't for long when you're gone.

My personal belief and experience is that suicide crops up when we aren't living authentically.


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" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
The more knowledge, the more grief.
Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC


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Re: suicide [Re: Icelander]
    #7706706 - 12/02/07 01:41 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

What does that mean, living authentically?


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Re: suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #7707029 - 12/02/07 03:09 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Suicidal behavior interests me for some reason. Maybe because Ive been there before and can relate. Cant say I could ever figure out why suicidal thoughts happen, its a mystery to me.

Sure you're miserable now, but even though you dont realize it, you are on your way to a better place in the future if you continue living life. Because, your mindset really doesnt get any lower than wanting/thinking about killing yourself. Unless your like jeffery daumer eating peoples eyeballs and testicles for breakfast but I guess that is a little off topic:)

Who knows how long you will feel the way you do, be it a month, or a couple years, somewhere along that road something good will happen to you it always does. So think of yourself on a path to experienceing better things in the future.

Being down in the dumps is something everybody experiences. And those feelings you experience/think/feel will actually teach you how to enjoy/appreciate life even more once life turns around for you for the better.

Good luck, and dont be an emo fag and kill yourself, that would suck.

GG


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Re: suicide [Re: GGreatOne234]
    #7707096 - 12/02/07 03:24 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Suicide is not the answer.. live your life one day at a time and never look back, you need to find something that makes you happy.


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Re: suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #7707240 - 12/02/07 04:10 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Anonymous said:
thought i had beat that monster, and while actively deppressed have not considered suicide since the bad old days of my hellish youth.
Well lately its coming into my head on an almost daily basis. More, and more i'm seeing it as a real possibility.
I don't want people to remember me this way.




are you taking any SSRIs?


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Re: suicide [Re: MOTH]
    #7707255 - 12/02/07 04:15 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

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MOTH said:
What does that mean, living authentically?




being true to our principles.
trusting ourselves moment to moment.

being able to say "Yes" with totality.


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Anonymous #1

Re: suicide [Re: AlteredAgain]
    #7711001 - 12/03/07 01:23 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

i'm not taking any ssri's. They hurt me mentally as a child.
I guess i'm feeling better. Haven't thought seriously about it for a few days.
I think i will always suffer from depression, but i hope i can survive it, and have some good experiences in this life anyway.


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Re: suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #7711357 - 12/03/07 02:56 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Maybe you need to find a spiritual path (now, spiritual doesn't mean religion). Some people find it harder to find happiness when their lives are focused on materiality.


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Re: suicide [Re: EternalCowabunga]
    #7711824 - 12/03/07 04:53 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

^^ Sound advice :thumbup:

Or consult the wisdom of ayahuasca, under a practicing shaman of course. Not the most available option, but still something worth pursuing if one feels the need to be reborn. :smile:


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Re: suicide [Re: MOTH]
    #7714775 - 12/04/07 10:49 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

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MOTH said:
What does that mean, living authentically?




Doing what you want instead of what you should.


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" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

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Re: suicide [Re: Icelander]
    #7727343 - 12/07/07 03:31 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

that might roll off the tongue well, but you should be more careful giving that advice to someone suicidal...


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Re: suicide [Re: MOTH]
    #7728382 - 12/07/07 11:33 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

MOTH said:
What does that mean, living authentically?



Living life how one wants to live it.


However, this is not to say that one can live life totally devoid of all responsibility. Then one would just be some sort of leech.


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Re: suicide [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #7728445 - 12/07/07 11:52 AM (16 years, 1 month ago)

you might need to have a nervous break down thats over before it started. id find a corner and count to ninfinity, write, and then find someone for a hug. know enjoy, please


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Re: suicide [Re: SurReality]
    #7728489 - 12/07/07 12:06 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Don't tell me what I should do. Take care of your own business.


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Re: suicide [Re: Icelander]
    #7728764 - 12/07/07 01:32 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

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Icelander said:
Don't tell me what I should do. Take care of your own business.



wtf? is this directed at me? ok man ill go right about taking care of my own business...


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Re: suicide [Re: SurReality]
    #7729821 - 12/07/07 05:43 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

wtf it sure is. Don't you remember what you post?

that might roll off the tongue well, but you should be more careful giving that advice to someone suicidal...


I'm not telling you what advice to give here. Now you "should" be more careful about remembering what you post :lol:


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" All that lives was born to die"-Anom.

With much wisdom comes much sorrow,
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