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emilbus
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Adios Ass Holes.....
#7683924 - 11/26/07 11:18 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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today while at work i was thinking and this is what i came up with. I'm going to give up all the random shit that i do, its not that much, but still. this means, no more drinking, no more pills, no more E, no more DXM, no trying new shit, no more coke, and well thats pretty much it. i will, however, dip into an occasional mushroom high and if acid ever does find me i will go on no more then a few trips. I'm going to focus more on my health and mind. shit will be changin' drastically over the months ahead and i really need to have a clear head and great health no matter what the outcome is. this means taking vitamins, working out, no fast food, eating right, daily exercises AND NO DRUGS OR ALCOHOL. since none of you really mean anything to me and i really have nothing to prove i will start updating this thread every time i fuck up.
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AlteredAgain
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7683929 - 11/26/07 11:21 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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prohibiting yourself makes things more difficult.
just simply go for what you want.
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yeah man...
seems like you're setting yourself up for disaster.
and I wouldn't say that the people of the Shroomery mean nothing to me. Obviously it's not really a personal thing, but there's something about the Shroomery that means something to me. Maybe it's because there are so many like-minded individuals.
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Leanin
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7683963 - 11/26/07 11:33 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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u smoke bud?
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Leanin]
#7683971 - 11/26/07 11:36 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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nah, i haven't been able to smoke for a while, Ive been on fucking probation.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... *DELETED* [Re: Leanin]
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Jeebies]
#7683974 - 11/26/07 11:38 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dude, tough it out. By cutting out things that you can obviously enjoy on some occasions, you set yourself up for even more depression and continue the cycle of depression.
Figure out exactly what you don't like in your life and tough it out.
Life goes on, if you let it.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... *DELETED* [Re: emilbus]
#7683975 - 11/26/07 11:38 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Cheezit]
#7683985 - 11/26/07 11:39 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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depression, who the fuck said i was depressed?!
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684016 - 11/26/07 11:47 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Excuse me for making the assumption, but if you're not depressed, what's wrong with how you're living your life now?
I guess I just thought that because you're on probation and want to change your life drastically, that you'd be depressed to some degree.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Jeebies]
#7684019 - 11/26/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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oh, no. heh heh, heres the story.......
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AlteredAgain
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684020 - 11/26/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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who cares? go ahead and impress yourself.
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jewunit
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Jeebies]
#7684021 - 11/26/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You don't have to be depressed with life to think you need a change.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684026 - 11/26/07 11:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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are you gone yet??
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684064 - 11/26/07 11:56 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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my chick is pregnant and shit has been pretty rough. if you check through some of my threads you will find that i have complained about this more then a few times. anyway, i found out she has chlamydia which is fucked cause i haven't cheated on her since we have been together which is 3 years. some how she got the shit. now I'm thinking the kid may not even be mine. i figure i quit all my shit now, start working out and get my health together so when the kid is born and if it is mine i wont have any of that shit to innerfear with me being a father. if i quit all that shit and work out for the next 7 months i will be in great shape and have a great body and if for some fucked up reason the kid isn't mine i will be ready to jump right back into the game looking and feeling great. sounds kinda gay but its the best and fastest way to explain it.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684087 - 11/27/07 12:00 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I quit pot and cigarettes over a year ago. I'm considering giving up alcohol as well. I think I could be happy just doing E and psychedelics a couple times a year.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684091 - 11/27/07 12:01 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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and i don't literally mean the people on shroomery don't mean anything to me. if that was the case i wouldn't waste half my time on here tryin' to make friends or asking what you all think. i just meant that i don't care if yall don't care.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Silversoul]
#7684093 - 11/27/07 12:02 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I am still on the quit cigs bandwagon. Drink 1 day a week if that. Which is rare for a sophmore at a large state uni.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684096 - 11/27/07 12:03 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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E is the shit but its so hard to find good shit anymore that i gave up on that game a loooong time ago. there were random times where it was given to me for free and i accepted. fuck how are you going to say no to free E?
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684115 - 11/27/07 12:08 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
since none of you really mean anything to me
Sorry I (and many others) ever tried to be supportive...
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684185 - 11/27/07 12:24 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
emilbus said: and i don't literally mean the people on shroomery don't mean anything to me. if that was the case i wouldn't waste half my time on here tryin' to make friends or asking what you all think. i just meant that i don't care if yall don't care.
read all my posts.............
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whattheheck
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684279 - 11/27/07 12:48 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I haven't read any of your posts, but I can't see how a guy can go wrong cleaning up for a while, or forever. I'm at a similar stage right now, and I've been down this path before, you'll feel great in no time. The younger you are the sooner Good luck.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: whattheheck]
#7684509 - 11/27/07 02:25 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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my metnal health got signifigantly better when i stopped doing drugs. but i got fatter, i gained about 35 pounds in 2 years.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684564 - 11/27/07 04:06 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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emilbus said: today while at work i was thinking and this is what i came up with. I'm going to give up all the random shit that i do, its not that much, but still. this means, no more drinking, no more pills, no more E, no more DXM, no trying new shit, no more coke, and well thats pretty much it. i will, however, dip into an occasional mushroom high and if acid ever does find me i will go on no more then a few trips. I'm going to focus more on my health and mind. shit will be changin' drastically over the months ahead and i really need to have a clear head and great health no matter what the outcome is. this means taking vitamins, working out, no fast food, eating right, daily exercises AND NO DRUGS OR ALCOHOL. since none of you really mean anything to me and i really have nothing to prove i will start updating this thread every time i fuck up.
thats great man - if its any consolation, you don't me shit to me either - but good luck not being a drug addled dad. Cause as soon as that baby is born, and they give it a blood test, and it is positive for something - you are all going to get drug tested. OoD
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Cya later, friends.



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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: truekimbo2]
#7684575 - 11/27/07 04:26 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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goddamit who embedded that audio file it about blew my speakers.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Middleman]
#7684591 - 11/27/07 04:40 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hell yeah man give it all up. I like how people keep saying, don't stop doing what you want, just do what you want... well if you want to stop doing drugs, do it.blkjaslijapiujpUJUJ
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Hrethic]
#7684950 - 11/27/07 08:31 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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i know its possible to repair the body and my health, but what about my mind? Ive killed a lot of brain cells and became quite the retard. lets say everyone starts off with 100%, brain wise, and after doing so much shit or random shit you lose percentage. right now I'm sitting at 45%. what can i do to bring this percentage up?
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7685032 - 11/27/07 08:52 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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who'ever embedded that file needs their ass kicked.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: makaveli8x8]
#7685050 - 11/27/07 08:55 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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what file are you talkin about
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7685067 - 11/27/07 08:59 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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the stupid fucking audio one that makes me feel like I'm surfing a beastiality porno.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: makaveli8x8]
#7685100 - 11/27/07 09:10 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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sorry, i dont know anything about that
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7694655 - 11/29/07 12:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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last night i had 3 24oz beers and 2 vicodins only cause i was celebrating. my chick finally got a job!
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JonnyOnTheSpot
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7694662 - 11/29/07 12:35 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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congratulations, you lasted 3 days.
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VisionsToReality
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wow, you've done way too many shitty drugs. i don't blame you. being sober is GOOD most of the time..
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emilbus
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yea well im going for the gold this time. i will let yall know if i fuck up again. i wont but just in case you will know.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7694986 - 11/29/07 02:13 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hey, who is the chick in your avatar?
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: gENERIX]
#7696286 - 11/29/07 06:35 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think the brain is too complex to assume that X amount of drugs kills X amounts of brain cells. The brain has a vast amount of cells and when some are depleted it has ways of overcoming that depletion and can carry on. But I think it's a good thing you are trying to get your life together.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: altershroom]
#7707974 - 12/02/07 07:00 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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well i just scored 25.5 vicodins so all this week i will be replying on this thread.
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