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emilbus
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Adios Ass Holes.....
#7683924 - 11/26/07 11:18 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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today while at work i was thinking and this is what i came up with. I'm going to give up all the random shit that i do, its not that much, but still. this means, no more drinking, no more pills, no more E, no more DXM, no trying new shit, no more coke, and well thats pretty much it. i will, however, dip into an occasional mushroom high and if acid ever does find me i will go on no more then a few trips. I'm going to focus more on my health and mind. shit will be changin' drastically over the months ahead and i really need to have a clear head and great health no matter what the outcome is. this means taking vitamins, working out, no fast food, eating right, daily exercises AND NO DRUGS OR ALCOHOL. since none of you really mean anything to me and i really have nothing to prove i will start updating this thread every time i fuck up.
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AlteredAgain
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7683929 - 11/26/07 11:21 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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prohibiting yourself makes things more difficult.
just simply go for what you want.
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Jeebies


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yeah man...
seems like you're setting yourself up for disaster.
and I wouldn't say that the people of the Shroomery mean nothing to me. Obviously it's not really a personal thing, but there's something about the Shroomery that means something to me. Maybe it's because there are so many like-minded individuals.
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Leanin
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7683963 - 11/26/07 11:33 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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u smoke bud?
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Leanin]
#7683971 - 11/26/07 11:36 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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nah, i haven't been able to smoke for a while, Ive been on fucking probation.
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#7683972 - 11/26/07 11:36 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Jeebies


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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Jeebies]
#7683974 - 11/26/07 11:38 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dude, tough it out. By cutting out things that you can obviously enjoy on some occasions, you set yourself up for even more depression and continue the cycle of depression.
Figure out exactly what you don't like in your life and tough it out.
Life goes on, if you let it.
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Cheezit
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... *DELETED* [Re: emilbus]
#7683975 - 11/26/07 11:38 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Cheezit]
#7683985 - 11/26/07 11:39 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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depression, who the fuck said i was depressed?!
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684016 - 11/26/07 11:47 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Excuse me for making the assumption, but if you're not depressed, what's wrong with how you're living your life now?
I guess I just thought that because you're on probation and want to change your life drastically, that you'd be depressed to some degree.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Jeebies]
#7684019 - 11/26/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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oh, no. heh heh, heres the story.......
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AlteredAgain
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684020 - 11/26/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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who cares? go ahead and impress yourself.
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jewunit
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Jeebies]
#7684021 - 11/26/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You don't have to be depressed with life to think you need a change.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684026 - 11/26/07 11:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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are you gone yet??
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684064 - 11/26/07 11:56 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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my chick is pregnant and shit has been pretty rough. if you check through some of my threads you will find that i have complained about this more then a few times. anyway, i found out she has chlamydia which is fucked cause i haven't cheated on her since we have been together which is 3 years. some how she got the shit. now I'm thinking the kid may not even be mine. i figure i quit all my shit now, start working out and get my health together so when the kid is born and if it is mine i wont have any of that shit to innerfear with me being a father. if i quit all that shit and work out for the next 7 months i will be in great shape and have a great body and if for some fucked up reason the kid isn't mine i will be ready to jump right back into the game looking and feeling great. sounds kinda gay but its the best and fastest way to explain it.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684087 - 11/27/07 12:00 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I quit pot and cigarettes over a year ago. I'm considering giving up alcohol as well. I think I could be happy just doing E and psychedelics a couple times a year.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684091 - 11/27/07 12:01 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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and i don't literally mean the people on shroomery don't mean anything to me. if that was the case i wouldn't waste half my time on here tryin' to make friends or asking what you all think. i just meant that i don't care if yall don't care.
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: Silversoul]
#7684093 - 11/27/07 12:02 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I am still on the quit cigs bandwagon. Drink 1 day a week if that. Which is rare for a sophmore at a large state uni.
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emilbus
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684096 - 11/27/07 12:03 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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E is the shit but its so hard to find good shit anymore that i gave up on that game a loooong time ago. there were random times where it was given to me for free and i accepted. fuck how are you going to say no to free E?
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Re: Adios Ass Holes..... [Re: emilbus]
#7684115 - 11/27/07 12:08 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
since none of you really mean anything to me
Sorry I (and many others) ever tried to be supportive...
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