I was a junkey for about 4 years and I have not had a hit in about two years now, but for the past week all I can think about is scoring again....
Has anyone else had this problem?
I don't think I have taken anything to trigger my cravings, I don't want to relapse but I can not concentrate on work or anything else.....
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Look, don't feel bad about where you posted this or that you have craveings after all this time. It has been 10 years since i have done Heroine, 8 years since i finished the methodone program & i still crave at times. It just happens at times, yes you are going to feel like you fucked up & failed yourself, but just hang in there. Try to be strong, i had like nobody to keep me abnove ground & as i was in heavy detox from methodone i was going through a bad divorce, in a place i just moved to, no friends, it was honestly hell.
I know people here really don't know me & think i am an asshole, but what ever. There are others here who know me in person & know the truth, know who i am.
I am going to out my self & offer you a hug brother man, try to hang in thre & stay clean, ( as boreing as it is for me )
a3eyedfish
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