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Caribou_Lou
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: DreamSignals]
#7681890 - 11/26/07 01:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm sure the mushrooms just made you curious, and at the time it didn't matter who was there. There's a lot of girls I would only touch if I was fucked up.. I was like best friends with this girl for awhile and I never wanted to do anything with her, until I was drunk as hell and then we had sex and never talked again HAHA.
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clorox
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: Tangerines]
#7682366 - 11/26/07 03:59 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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yikes, such homophobia, its disgusting.... anyway, hope things work out, maybe stay away from psychedellics, or boys for a while?
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Maron
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: DreamSignals]
#7682564 - 11/26/07 04:35 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Highschool or not, for me it's a problem. To a certain extent, I'm glad I can't remember, because I'd be really upset about the things I've done with Tom. (Now I know I did them, but I don't "feel" it, if you know what I mean).
when I told a friend of mine about the trip and everything that happened, she said: "You should trip with someone you like! Because apparently when you trip, you get sexually aroused and you should try to learn from this and try to enjoy it instead of pushing it away."
I don't think learning to enjoy sex while being drunk/high/on drugs etc, is the best way though. I guess it can make things more fun, because you let go of all the things in your mind, and feel the "feelings" of your body better, but if I can only enjoy while being in on drugs, that's not the way it's supposed to be. (And I don't even enjoy it when I'm on drugs or when I'm drunk. Then it just happens.....)
(ps: I'm 22, a bit too old for highschooldrama , but loveproblems/sex issues are for all ages, right?)
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: clorox]
#7682601 - 11/26/07 04:42 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Are you calling me homophobic? Why?
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Maron
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: DreamSignals]
#7682603 - 11/26/07 04:43 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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DreamSignals said: I think mushrooms have a strong psychic effects on the trippers. I know because me and my good friend did an eight of mushrooms with one of his friends, and it was her first time. I think we were both mildly attracted to her sexually, and during the trip our desire for her become very real, but not because of us, but because she started to get really horny and started stripping, suggested a three-way right then and there (we were in a public park) and then jumped into the river half naked. She had paranoid delusions after that. I think both of our desires combined with her sexual frustration (she also had "sex" issues, since her last boyfriend took advantage of her while she was drunk). She ended up screaming for hours until cops came over, and took her to the hospital. She claims she doesn't remember ANY OF IT, so I find your story very similar. I will also add that when she took off her top the energy around us got extremely primal, as if we were pure instinct at that point, very very weird. We could also "predict" the waves of screaming and nonsense a few moments before they happened because the energy around us would get tenser and tenser.
What kind of shrooms did you take? Thai as well? I searched for ppl who couldn't remember things as well (as in: forgetting a few hours, or something big that happened, like with me and your friend), but I couldn't find any. Did you ever trip again with your friends? Or didn't she want to trip anymore? I'd still like to do it again with a good friend of mine (a girl), because the things I do remember were really fun to experience. But I'm a bit afraid something weird is going to happen again.
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Ness1
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: Maron]
#7682627 - 11/26/07 04:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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^It could be that tripping is an excellent way for you to work through repressed issues. Might I suggest taking mushrooms again, not for the purpose of recreation, but rather for the purpose of self exploration?
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Caribou_Lou
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: Ness1]
#7682683 - 11/26/07 05:04 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why are you afraid of being sexual? It's fun.
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Caribou_Lou
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: g00ru]
#7682710 - 11/26/07 05:10 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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guruu said:
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emilbus said: im 100% sure that i would not want to fuck a guy or be fucked by a guy. there is nothing that would turn me on about any of that.
Thanks for clearing that up.
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Maron
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: Caribou_Lou]
#7684573 - 11/27/07 04:23 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Caribou_Lou said: Why are you afraid of being sexual? It's fun.
If it would be that easy, the world would be a much better place. You can;'t just easily say it's fun. That's like saying to somebody who doesn't like chocolate: "why don't you like chocolate? It's delicious."
People differ, tastes differ, and sex differs as well. And if there's one thing you can experience in a thousand different ways or more, then it's sex. So don't say it that it's fun that easily!
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outhere4
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: Ness1]
#7684921 - 11/27/07 08:20 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Some kid punched me in the face when he was on shrooms, the ones I gave him, but I didn't hold it against him he, it was obviously under the influnce of drugs.
Who cares if you're gay or bi or straight with odd tripping tendencies...why are you wearing that human suit in the first place? I'd work on the confidence of who you are, or better yet, who you are not.
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BrandNoob
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: clorox]
#7685112 - 11/27/07 09:13 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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such homophobia, its disgusting
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Re: I did something really bad and forgot that it happened [Re: BrandNoob]
#7685224 - 11/27/07 09:42 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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If you talk to your friends if they are reasonable they will understand. You took drugs, got a little wet in the pants, and made a move on a friend. Shit happens.
You don't sound like you're holding it against those guys, why should they hold it against you?
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