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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: soulcircus]
#7664449 - 11/21/07 07:06 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don't understand.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: Justice_Fish]
#7666982 - 11/22/07 01:08 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Justice_Fish said: I don't understand.
Me neither.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: soulcircus]
#7667065 - 11/22/07 01:37 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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What physical pain do you have and why do you have insomnia? Are these two related? Take it slow, relax, and try to explain your situation.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: MushroomTrip]
#7667207 - 11/22/07 02:44 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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hey man, no rush no rush.
I think you may want to let your mind flow with whatever thoughts come and the feelings they create and vice versa. I think the trouble you face is one where you are trying to make that addiction to the rules and the rules from having any control over you, nothing or inexistent.
When all the while, you simply attempting to making them nothing or inexistent
solidifies their existence as something...something you fight.
The precondtioned responses we experience, are simply based in misunderstanding. And like a falsity, means nothing to the truth, so does a misunderstanding of it mean nothing to the true knowledge.
Remember you cant fight a mistunderstanding, just seek its trasncendent understanding.
I guesse that is the futility of trying to take control of our conditioned responses to experiencing life. You just cannot control nothing. haha. As soon as you try to it becomes something.
Through it all recall that; without confusion, without illusion, means a life without knowledge, without reality...
And so
Whatever you are going through right now, is just as important as what you see you do want go through.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: soulcircus]
#7667322 - 11/22/07 03:31 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Maybe taking psychedelics wouldn't be such a great idea right now. Give it time and trust you own body, our organism is smarter and more adaptable than we might imagine.
If you feel the way, it is for a reason and it is probably a defense mechanism, just like fever (as bad as it might feel when we have it) is a defense mechanism against the bacteria attacking our body. My advice is to stop fighting it, stop grabbing on to the idea that you want to get out of your current state as soon as possible. It will happen because everything changes, so stop worrying about the duration of this situation. Playing with esctatic states can lead to big unbalances, and this happens because we're not used to integrating all that information so fast. Take it slow and allow yourself to go through all the phases, because everything that you're going through serves it's purpose.
You're making steps to your healing even if you're not aware of that. The simple fact that now you are much able to talk about it that you used to be, is a good sign. Be open to yourself and have patience. 
I never hurts to have a healthy diet, a healthy life style, exercising, drinking lots of water... all of these are directly related to our state of well being and influence our behavior.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: soulcircus]
#7957211 - 01/30/08 06:47 PM (16 years, 2 days ago) |
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Hey bro I found your post on here and I decided to become a member just to try to help out.
I have had experience with psychedelics as well and I have experienced some of these same thoughts. Not any of the physical symptoms but i went into depression and a long time of confusion.
I could not cope with my thoughts and I was disgusted with myself for a while. I felt for a while like i had gone mentally insane. No one understood and I felt like I was going to explode because I did not know what to do.
I got this quote of another thread but I think it helps show what many of us have gone through with psychedelics.
"Psychedelics have opened my eyes so much that I can't be content with many of the norms of (American) society, including materialism, shallowness, ego, and an everyone-for-themself mentality. This just doesn't work and I see major problems ahead for America primarily because of it's massive ego. It's hard for me to integrate or relate to most people on a very deep level if they haven't experienced psychedelics."
To be honest the best thing to do is stay away from all drugs all together. I have quit using any psychedelics and just recently decided to quit smoking weed.
We as human beings are put here on earth for who knows what reason, but we have to live out every day with the things that we feel is most right. I love to help people and try to be the best person I can possibly be.
What helped me is to stop all use of drugs and try to live my life with this new knowledge and incorporate it to play the game of life that everyone else does.
I would suggest spending time with family and loved ones. But be your own person despite family influence. Try to realize that everyone is just another "animal on the earth" so to speak and we do things for a reason.
Love is the key. Love everyone, everything, and yourself despite everything. You just have to be true to yourself and make sure every action you take is what is good and most fulfilling. Try to live with no regrets.
It is never to late to change yourself into who you want to be. Cling to the things about yourself that you like and work on yourself as a person. That will give you extreme satisfaction.
Obviously you are going through an extreme time in your life, but I have faith that you can overcome it. I wish I could help you more. But if there is anything I can do let me know. Pm me if you like
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: efr523]
#7958236 - 01/30/08 10:23 PM (16 years, 2 days ago) |
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"Psychedelics have opened my eyes so much that I can't be content with many of the norms of (American) society, including materialism, shallowness, ego, and an everyone-for-themself mentality. This just doesn't work and I see major problems ahead for America primarily because of it's massive ego. It's hard for me to integrate or relate to most people on a very deep level if they haven't experienced psychedelics."
This is exactly how I feel. Reintegrating to this shitty operating system(culture) is a bitch and a half.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: soulcircus]
#7971804 - 02/03/08 03:43 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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after my psychosis i smoked ganja sporadicaly. it was allways 50% bad trip and 50% neutral to good trip.. as when i smoke it i have a mushroom flashbacks.
the last time i smoked (year ago) i did just one hit, and needed a week until i was sure the flashbacks are over.. so i decided not to smoke again as there are plenty other ways to get crazy 
so i began to lower the amount of antipsychotics i take and i could enjoy again some symptoms of my mental inbalance but i realized that they were there for the whole 3 years i was medicated, unresolved just put on pause..
my personal opinion is that you need this bad state to be able to change yourself = heal yourself. your situation might be a bit different as i am still taking small amounts of medication.
if you realy want to try to smoke again give it a small try. i needed 15 tries to realize that after psychosis its not the same and it does not work like before.
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Re: reapprouching psychedelics [Re: soulcircus]
#7971815 - 02/03/08 04:24 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I relate.
One of the tricks of marijuana is that it makes you a chronic nostalgic (pun recognised but not intended) and will make one wish they could recapture those wonderful feelings of original use.
But is it really necessary to recapture?
Now in post-game, I am pretty much 'stoned' permanently. Not in the fug, but in the positives of the condition. Lucidity, humour, understanding are all my prizes. Hopefully you can reach a point where you are comfortable that this is the case, without yearning for a weed of which your first communion has ended. Now it is simply a different drug, with a different edict waiting for you.
Try it if you must, I hope it can soothe you like you hope. But if not, if pain surfaces, cast it aside in favour of building yourself a happier existence, however you might do that and whatever it takes.
Unlearn the negative forces, you know which ones they are. Remember what it was that made you you before the psychosis, and focus on that. Build the truth of your existence out of the ashes of before, but coupled with the knowledge, that psychadelic experimentation has undoubtedly brought you. Find yourself there.
I hope this is commenable understanding, as like the post above.
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