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Binx0101
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LSD Memories
#7657213 - 11/19/07 11:33 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Recently my friend brought up the time i dosed at this carnival last year during the spring. I really havent thought of that night for a pretty long time. It was my first time trying acid. But now when i think about that day i get horrible feelings of depression and anxiety that make me feel like that was a horrible experience that left me traumatized but in fact that was one of the best nights of my life and i had an amazing spiritual trip.
Im kinda confused as to why i feel this way when i think about it. Has anyone else ever gotten feelings like that when they try to recall a past trip?
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Re: LSD Memories [Re: Binx0101]
#7657219 - 11/19/07 11:36 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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write it down more i have nothing to go on. what makes you sad was something painful? is something missing that was there or vice versa?
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Try to not let those emotions control you too much, obviously there was a serious positive aspect to your experience. That is probably all that matters, any fear that might come up from thinking about it is probably too much a gut reaction. With that said, what part about the experience makes you feel depressed/anxious? Do you know?
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i agree. You should post more about the Carnival event so that we can try to help you. Also in doing so you may find the answer to your question.
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Binx0101
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Quote:
redgreenvines said: write it down more i have nothing to go on. what makes you sad was something painful? is something missing that was there or vice versa?
well i had a really amazing time that night. That one trip deffinatly changed my outlook on life in general.
Its kind of like, whenever i think about that day i remember the happyness and the beautiful things i saw while i was tripping. For some reason whenver i recall those things/feelings from that day it makes life seem dismal and dead. It pretty much gives me a physiological trip because i feel so much anxiety and strong sadness when i think about it that i just feel dead inside.
Its not something that i cant handle, its just fascinating and i was hoping somebody else might have had/does have this sort of thing happen
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Re: LSD Memories [Re: Binx0101]
#7657245 - 11/19/07 11:47 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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so it seems like you're not sad about that experience, but rather that the real/normal world doesn't seem as colorful and interesting as that night?
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Edited by citricacidx (11/19/07 11:48 PM)
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Binx0101
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I dont think thats it because if that was the case wouldn't i feel like this all the time, instead of only when i think about those memories?
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Re: LSD Memories [Re: Binx0101]
#7657253 - 11/19/07 11:50 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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well when you're going about your daily routine, You [in general] get so caught up in everything that you probably don't stop to think about that night. So really you don't realize what you miss until you are reminded about that great experience.
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Binx0101
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Thats very possible.
I really think i need to just trip again off mush or acid. Its been a good 4 maybe 5 months since ive done either, maybe my brain just misses the beauty
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Re: LSD Memories [Re: Binx0101]
#7657292 - 11/20/07 12:02 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I remember the first time I did acid, I thought to myself, "how can something that makes the world and life this beautiful be so demonized?" And I wished that I could share everything i was experiencing at the moment with everyone. The colors, the emotions, the thoughts. And then I realized how sad it is that the majority of people will never see the things I get to see, or think the things I get to think, and experience the things I get to experience.
But you just have to remember that you are lucky enough to see, think, and experience it.
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Binx0101
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Oh i do. More than most i think as well.
First time i ever had tripped i ate an 8th of fresh shrooms alone in my house. I was 14 and i barely even knew what a psychedelic was. So going into that trip with almost no knowledge of what was going on made me feel ridiculous things and see the beauty in life. Im happy to know that there are paralell dimensions in my head with infinate beauty, knowledge, color, and feeling that i was lucky enough to visit for a few hours =D
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Re: LSD Memories [Re: Binx0101]
#7657920 - 11/20/07 06:19 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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whenever I talk with friends about past trips I get kinda shaky. not sad or anything, almost hyper.
my brother said the same thing happens to him.
not sure what to make of that.
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It might just be that you miss it. Its like thinking about any other time where you were having a lot of fun and you're just like "aw man I wish I could do that now". When I think about past trips I always get smiley and nostalgic.
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Re: LSD Memories [Re: pasteface]
#7658421 - 11/20/07 10:41 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I get shivers down my spine whenever I think of the most powerful trip of my life. there was nothing bad about the trip... I went through a lot of emotions, both positive and negative... but I do not consider it a bad trip in any aspect.
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