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TheEyeIsWatching
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First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly..
#7649954 - 11/18/07 03:01 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I tried Salvia for the first time earlier this week and didn't get a complete feeling, but it made me feel really insecure, awkward, and anxious... I felt like I was fighting for my mind to come back.
I decided I wouldn't blow off the drug and gave it another try last night...
We packed the Salvia in a bowl with some MJ and pulled out our butane lighter. I ripped the entire bowl and held it in for as long as I could... The trip began...
At first I started to feel a tugging on the top right half of my brain and then it traveled down through the rest of my body. I felt like everyone was laughing at me or like everyone was weirded out by my tripping... it was not normal. After a while I let it go and I began to see/feel like I was on a big cupcake ride at the fairgrounds and the thing was spinning (I was very dizzy and could not see straight...everything was double). The whole room was dark except for this one part that had a light on ... I designated this area of the room as "reality" and felt the most comfortable there but I REALLY wanted to feel normal again.. There were three others smoking with us and I could not stand being around them.
A feeling of paranoia, anxiety, and worry came over me... for some reason I had this thought in my mind that made me feel like there was something wrong and I needed to fix it. I got up and tried to escape the room but at the same time I didn't want to. I had to remind myself that this would be over and that I'd come back to reality soon enough.
The best way I could describe it is to compare it to the way I felt as a child, minus all of the good things. I felt like every worry I had as a child was representing itself during my trip; from worrying about my mom and dad to thinking the people I was smoking with were monsters out to get me...
I have never felt so sick and tormented in my life... I can't find words to describe it. All I know is that I hated the feeling and I have felt it once before during an immense anxiety attack as a kid...
Sally, you truly are a bitch.
Edited by TheEyeIsWatching (11/18/07 03:37 AM)
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redgreenvines
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: TheEyeIsWatching]
#7650783 - 11/18/07 12:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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use less expect less close eyes lie down let go 5 min max.
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TheEyeIsWatching
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: redgreenvines]
#7651177 - 11/18/07 02:16 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Thanks for the suggestion ... I will give it a try next time. Less being how much?
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: TheEyeIsWatching]
#7651408 - 11/18/07 03:38 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Calling lady salvia a bitch is prolly why you had a bad trip.... these plants are teachers, not internal rollercoasters.
Smarten the fuck up, and treat psychedelics with respect, and they will respect you.
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: RedRainDrop]
#7651540 - 11/18/07 04:19 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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that is a bit like saying that removing the lord's prayer at schools caused the storm katrina. we don't need superstition. but we do need awareness and care.
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redgreenvines
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: TheEyeIsWatching]
#7651544 - 11/18/07 04:20 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
TheEyeIsWatching said: Thanks for the suggestion ... I will give it a try next time. Less being how much?
try 1/4 what you took increment from there if you want . if it's still too strong go for less.
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TheEyeIsWatching
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: redgreenvines]
#7653241 - 11/19/07 12:51 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Thanks redgreenvines.
RedRainDrop,
It was a sarcastic "bitch"... Almost a compliment to "Lady Salvia" as to how much she affected me.
I'd appreciate more useful input next time (as I am sure others would as well) rather than the childish attitude you displayed.
Peace.
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Re: First/Second Salvia Trip...not friendly.. [Re: TheEyeIsWatching]
#7697597 - 11/30/07 03:52 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Closing your eyes can really help. I'm still not sure if I like salvia or not. The first time really freaked me out quite a bit cause I wasn't expecting to wind up were sally was taking me. But I've done it a few more times and keeping my eyes closed seems to help.
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