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WoldoFoSho
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#7643798 - 11/16/07 11:38 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don't really know where to start on this so here it goes. Any help or input would be greatly appreciated. I sort of came to a realization myself but some second opinions would be nice...
Anyway, I recently got out of drug treatment and moved to a new city. A couple of friends I know live here and I was hanging with one of them a couple nights ago. I was curious to smoke some pot so I took one hit from a bong. From there shit got crazy. I started to panic inside myself and asked them if I took any other drugs. All they said was I hope not. But at the same time, it seemed as if I was having a flashback. It was like everyone there was trying to tell me something but I wouldn't listen. I stayed for a little longer and smoked some cigs to calm myself down and tried to remember the day. I was basically going in and out of reality and decided fuck this and left. I left and was driving around looking for my other friends house and I kept getting lost. I was having audio hallucinations in the music I was listening to and they all were about death. I believe I almost fell asleep behind the wheel but then I turned my car around and got a call from my friend. I drove to her house and talked to her for a few hours till I came down.
I guess I should say I have had 4 previous bad trips. All on different types of drugs. Every one of them has been similar to this. I should also say that I have a family history of mental illness. I know it's blaintly obvious, I came to that realization myself, but what the fuck is going on really? I took one hit of pot and pretty much was put in the place of forgetting what drugs I took.
Any suggestions?
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WhiskeyClone
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You say you just got out of drug treatment. Why were you in drug treatment?
What drugs gave you your four bad trips? Have you had any good trips?
A massive bong hit can do all kinds of things for somebody unprepared for it, especially someone with no tolerance. Hallucinations and panic are not unheard of.
Please don't drive when you are that fucked up.
-------------------- Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it. ~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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WoldoFoSho
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I was in drug treatment because I couldn't pay my rent and the only way back into my parents house was to go to treatment. Also because I had another bad trip.
I've had one bad trip on acid, one on morning glory seeds, and my last two were with DXM or robo-tripping.
Yes, I've had many good trips.
And about the hallucinations..they didn't seem fake at the time. Which sounds contradictory to the word hallucination..it wasn't really like a trip to me. Maybe a trip to the ER or something but not a 'trip.'
You're right. I shouldn't drive when I'm fucked up. Nobody should.
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WhiskeyClone
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I would be wary of dosage for future drug experiences. If you think you may have undiagnosed mental illness, speak to a doctor about it. From experience I know that marijuana in particular can be quite ferocious if you take too much.
Be safe.
-------------------- Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it. ~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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