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Offlinewhy_not_me
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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: GGreatOne234]
    #7622990 - 11/11/07 06:20 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

sounds more like bipolar then depression but im no psychiatrist


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: why_not_me]
    #7623010 - 11/11/07 06:25 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Pong, I know what you mean with the fading happiness. Its like no matter how happy I get for that precise moment, I will just fall back to where I started. I cannot retain that happiness forever. It always fades to black and I am left wanting more well knowing it won't come.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: why_not_me]
    #7623015 - 11/11/07 06:27 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

well i once tried to diagnose myself from internet info and i came up with manic depressive bi polar.

some mornings i am king, others i wake up crying, like today.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623072 - 11/11/07 06:41 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Dude I've been there, many of us have. I can remember a time when I felt numb during the day, but at night of when not distracted my brain would continually chew itself apart with worries, issues etc. I tried antidepressants once - they made me feel ill. Of course the doc was like, "we can try other ones, different doses" etc., but I was convinced they weren't for me.

What did help? Regular exercise certainly did, especially if it doing something you love to begin with. For me that was surfing, kayaking, playing basketball to name a few. Long solo hikes in nature, or even the city is another option which I use all the time. In fact many studies have shown exercises to be about as effective as antidepressants for mild depression.

Also, in retrospect I think actively seeking the Zen of the moment helped a great deal. What I mean by this is, when engaged in something (say, washing dishes), simply get into it and allow your mind to empty but for the task at hand, no matter how mundane. This is essentially a form of meditation. I found that I discovered I was enjoying myself sometimes and didn't even know it - the warmth of the water on my hands, the rhythm of wash, rinse . . .

Anyway I know a few internet paragraphs can't solve this situation, but it is a soluble dilemma. At least up to a point; the human condition will always be a mix of highs and lows I suppose. The annoying thing can be that these peaks and valleys can be quite disconnected from external circumstance.

As stated previously I also recommend that you take atvantage of student services and talk to somebody. It could help.

There is a lot of love out there. Regardless of how you feel, be honest, kind and positive to others (not that you aren't already) and it will return to you.

Much luck, much love. You are not alone.







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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: antiPock]
    #7623101 - 11/11/07 06:50 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

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antiPock said:
I can remember a time when I felt numb during the day, but at night of when not distracted my brain would continually chew itself apart with worries, issues etc.






That line describes me perfectly almost. During the day I almost feel nothing at all. no happiness, no sadness. Its like I have no thoughts at all during the day. Like my brain is just switched off. At night though my brain is like a crazy mathemitican looking for that something, that pattern. All my worries, problems, hatred just come out full force at night.

I need to start to work out because
1) It releases dopamine in your brain
2)it just gives you a more positive outlook on life
3)chicks dig it


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: Tangerines]
    #7623179 - 11/11/07 07:14 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Maybe instead of talking to the shroomery drugheaded layman, you could go to a counselor at your school who is trained to deal with this.

Like I said: Take matters into your own hands. What the fuck is holding you back? If it's a chemical imbalance, then it is that. You aren't giving us much to work with and you seem eager to jump on the dopey-pill train


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: VisionsToReality]
    #7623192 - 11/11/07 07:17 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

I am no good face to face. Internet is better for me. I would just lie and be untruthful if I was face to face with a counselor.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623216 - 11/11/07 07:26 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

SSRIs are known to make peoples' problems even worse.

beware and take responsibility for your emotions.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: Tangerines]
    #7623218 - 11/11/07 07:28 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Victimization:
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i cant sleep on a regular basis just cus i worry about shit. i make plans to fix my life up but somehow they always fuck up(i forget to set the alarm before bed etc).




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i feel helpless and lost i have nobody to love here at college. nobody to hug. i fucking hate it i cant tell any of this to my parents either cus i promised them i would get really good grades. FUCKKKK my mother is calling me right now and i am afraid to pick up because she might think that i am losing it.



1) there are countless others at college who are lonely. MAKE FRIENDS and toughen up in the meantime.

2) parents and kids should have open relationships. by keeping secrets and not being open with your parents you're only hurting yourself


YOU ARE IN A DEPRESSED STATE and assuming you have no prior mental conditions there is no fucking reason for you to become a drugged out pill zombie. Toughen the fuck up and take control of your life, no one's gonna do it for yourself! Good luck, more people go through exactly what you are saying than you think and they do just fine without artificial tampering of the brain's biochemistry, this is a classic case of homesickness, and countless others at your school are feeling the same way.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: lukeboots]
    #7623303 - 11/11/07 07:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Yeah man, i can relate to that. Though what i have realized about feeling you are something, like a failure or success is that it true if you believe that you, like the idea of a failure or success, are an idea.

I do not believe you are a concept or idea because i believe that we are.... what understands concepts, ideas, feelings, experiences pleasure pain, successes and failures, the sight of birds, the birth of a child, the love of food, the music, the people. This is who we are is conciousness.
Just imagine, consider that all your memories were wiped out and all you could remember is that you do not remember anything....who are you now, what is it that make up you at that moment. Walk with yourself from the day you were born, from the day you began to experience this world.

YOu are conccious life - you are what expeiences the universe. you need the pain you feel, for the very reason of the pleasure you will get from it not being there anymore, trailing off like the wind and the moon, changing colors like the leaves in the tress.


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The mind is a creative tool. It searches to protect you, through message sensations(feelings). It is no different than a computer, you need to make sure its anti-virus program is in check and that it doesnt have a script that limits your experience, because of to much precaution.

And remember the computer does not appear to respond to words of anger and frustration - just give it input, in the form of new meanings that you know to be true and its messages to you and the limits it lays out for you, will change.

Guilt is an outcome of believing you are the cause of the problems.

Yet, we are not a cause to something, we see is negative or bad - Unless you believe your intentions are directed towards a bad outcome....


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: VisionsToReality]
    #7623392 - 11/11/07 08:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

dude...

visions.

you suck.

seriously, would you seriously believe that i would turn to an option such as pills if it had not been years of this same shit.

5 + years of the same cycle over and over again. i think you would get fed up too.


when was the last time you woke up crying ?

do you even know what that is like?


the problem isnt that i dont have friends.
where did you get that?

before you clasify this as homesickness i should tell you that i have been out of the house for 2.5 years now.

so i doubt that.
i felt like this even when at home so that shit you say is bunk.

is victimization not real?
i am a victim of my own stupidity,and thoughlessness.

but really, why the fuck would i even consider talking about this with people i didnt know at all asking if anyone has med success stories if i didnt think that my condition warrants some help whether chemical or w/e.

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Maybe instead of talking to the shroomery drugheaded layman, you could go to a counselor at your school who is trained to deal with this.

Like I said: Take matters into your own hands. What the fuck is holding you back? If it's a chemical imbalance, then it is that. You aren't giving us much to work with and you seem eager to jump on the dopey-pill train





i dont seem eager. i have been contemplating it and trying alternatives since i was 15.

dont be too quick to judge.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623401 - 11/11/07 08:17 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

regardless, you're not giving anyone near enough info for them to make a difference. you do realize how incredibly vague you are being, right?see how much it took for me to get that info above out of you? i must have assumed your post wrong because i somehow thought you were a freshman at college


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Edited by VisionsToReality (11/11/07 08:19 PM)


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: VisionsToReality]
    #7623402 - 11/11/07 08:18 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

why the fuck should you be trying to get the info?

or even contesting what i write?


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623406 - 11/11/07 08:19 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

you come on here whining with vague posts and expect ppl to help? what gives.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623409 - 11/11/07 08:20 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Yes, they work. Go talk to a doctor and see how that goes. I was suicidal and having physical symptoms on a regular basis. (Every afternoon, at the same time, I'd start getting what felt like that nasty feeling after coming down off of ecstasy. I'd have to lie down, and just listen to my radio for a couple of hours every day. Doing anything was out of the question.)

I responded quite well to SSRIs.

And fuck these people that are all on this, "Don't take pills to change your mind, man" bullshit.

That's the pot talking, which, btw, also changes how you think and feel.

Pot calling kettle black.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623413 - 11/11/07 08:21 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

but seriously where did you get the idea that i dont have friends?

did i state this at all in my post?

u post shit directly from your ass?


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: VisionsToReality]
    #7623418 - 11/11/07 08:23 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

what made you think i wanted help other than reassurance that these pills have a chance of helping me?


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623420 - 11/11/07 08:23 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

Nah nah I assumed u were a homesick freshman, which is where the friends thing came from. I was just trying to help but I assumed wrong and was an asshole about it, so I apologize. But still, I think you need to include some more info if you actually want ppl to help, and actually make this thread worth your while.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: pong]
    #7623427 - 11/11/07 08:25 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

If everything you're saying is true (I believe you but you never know on the internet) then go ahead and get some anti-depressants. They won't make you a pill zombie. These idiots don't know what they're talking about.


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Re: i feel dead inside [Re: VisionsToReality]
    #7623432 - 11/11/07 08:26 PM (16 years, 2 months ago)

damn straight you were an asshole about it.


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