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Cepheus
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So its my time... w/ report.
#7617697 - 11/10/07 06:15 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Last night due to a random set of events.. I ended up with 2 hits (?) of dmt.
I plan on doing it later this evening.. after an hour or 2 of meditation and relaxation.
I'm going to construct a crack pipe out of a light bulb and a metal tube.. 
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Edited by Cepheus (11/10/07 06:09 PM)
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7617705 - 11/10/07 06:26 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Enjoy it, DMT is a spectacular substance.
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Re: So its my time... [Re: MrKite1]
#7617721 - 11/10/07 06:47 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Enjoy it, indeed.
That DMT looks mighty strange in that picture. It doesn't look like normal DMT crystals, to me. Is it saturated onto pieces of paper or something?
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Cepheus
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no, its a yellowy white powder.. its in a 'wrap'.
Its 'shiny' and almost translucent. Its from a friend who I haven't seen in ages, however I do trust that it is in fact dmt.
Its sort of stuck to the paper because its been in my wallet for a day or so
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7617785 - 11/10/07 07:38 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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What does it smell like?
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Cepheus
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Re: So its my time... [Re: MrKite1]
#7617805 - 11/10/07 07:49 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I can't tell.. all I can smell is the glossy paper smell..
If it was off some random shady drug dealer, I would be worried by now, but its off of an old long time 'hippie' friend (I don't think he'd appreciate me calling him that though ) So, I'm going to maintain that it is infact dmt.. If its not.. I will find out later 
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Edited by Cepheus (11/10/07 07:52 AM)
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dirtworshipper
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7617871 - 11/10/07 08:26 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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ohhh, I got'cha. It looks like the right color, the texture and shape just threw me off.
As for smoking that DMT, I would recommend not using a vaporizer type pipe.. but to use a regular tobacco/herb pipe.. place some ash in the bottom, followed by the spice.. hold the lighter above the spice, without letting the flame ever touch. I've found this way to be much easier, and surprisingly less harsh.
But maybe I just suck with "crack pipes"
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enesi
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doesn't look like a whole lot in there, have you weighed it yet? i would say 2 doses should be about 100-120 mg range. (if you're smoking it)
Here's what 60mg of un-cleaned freeze precip'd spice looks like sitting on a dime.
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Re: So its my time... [Re: enesi]
#7618601 - 11/10/07 12:40 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Theres probably about that much there to be fair.
I don't have scales accurate enough to weigh it.. so I'm just gonna go for it. I imagine the doses are around 30mg each.. but he reckons thats all you need.
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7618778 - 11/10/07 01:22 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Look forward to hearing your results...
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enesi
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I would suggest loading up everything you've got. Smoke as much of it as you can before you blast off.
More often then not, people underestimate how much it takes. Before i got a good scale, i probably had 5 attempts before i figured out how much was really needed. Just dont want you to be disappointed and realize afterwards you should have done more, but are now empty handed, lol
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Re: So its my time... [Re: enesi]
#7618823 - 11/10/07 01:31 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
enesi said: I would suggest loading up everything you've got. Smoke as much of it as you can before you blast off.
Very good advice You don't want to smoke what you think is a dose, only to find you didn't actually blast off.. especially since you have a limited amount.
Maybe i'm just hard-headed, but I've found the best doses are around 60-100mg's. But even knowing that, I'd still put more than enough in the pipe. If you don't smoke it, someone else can. Or you could leave it there to smoke again later.
let us know how it goes!!
 you'll never forget that first blastoff.. the vibrations upon exiting this reality are intense, my friend
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Re: So its my time... [Re: enesi]
#7618825 - 11/10/07 01:31 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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have a fun journey through the universe!!!!
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I agree with loading it all up and going for it. That is exactly what I would do and indeed have done.
Enjoy and good vibes.
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Cepheus
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Hmm.. I would like to just go for it.. but some part of my psyche is telling me that I should test the waters first.
I've had a few tokes on a dmt spliff before .. and that put me in an alien feeling place. I intend on doing 1/4 of what I have on top of some weed / ash in my regular bud pipe.. to see what I have to expect, and then afterwards go for the real thing.
I can get more if I need to; its just its a bit of a treck (40min train journey) and I'm a poor student (it was only £15 for "two" hits, but 15 is a lot of money to someone that has none).
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7619438 - 11/10/07 04:26 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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My...god.
The fear of unfamiliar territory got the better of me in the end.. I only loaded up about a 1/4 of what I have.. and then I only took one toke. Theres still some left in the pipe.. and I'm gonna reflect on this and have another go.
After my lighter first hit the bowl.. I got the most beautiful taste of bud and perfume.. sort of like parma violets.. it was a lovely taste. I breathed out and my heart sped up dramatically.. it felt like it was going to beat out of my chest (and its still beating quite fast). I had an enormous amount of energy build up in my stomach and lower back.. I shut my eyes and tried to let go.
I shut my eyes and immediately saw white square type things snake their way across my vision.. I'm not sure what they were but whatever they were it was comforting. A huge amount of positive warm energy erupted from my body and overcame my head.. It felt like I climbed back inside the womb of my mother.. or into a cave. A cave is what I initially thought as I climbed into it. I fell backwards into my bedroom wall which dissipated as was thrusted further into my cave. It was sort of like a tunnel.. the word that jumped to my head was fractal, and I also thought (bizarrely of this gremlin however it was going the other way.. I was absorbing the universe around me and the 'cave' was absorbing everything around me into it).
I didn't try to fight it.. I let go and I was pulled further (or fell.. I'm not quite sure).. eventually it was like I fell to a gate type thing (it was actually a whitey red semicircular thing of energy) .. I felt completely at one with my wall and beanbag.. it was the most rewarding and warm cozy feeling ever .. it was like I was inside my mothers womb or something.
This is as far as I got.. But it was the most 'enlightening' feeling I've ever had. I felt completely at one with the nothingness I was in.. It felt like my consciousness had merged with a sea of white nothingness.. the image that came to my mind was the time I got put under by nitrous for an operation.
I could hear the goings on in my house around me.. they sounded distant.. however they grounded me.. I couldn't completely let go of normal state and transverse this plateau I had reached.. I know this semicircular mass of energy would of taken me a lot deeper if I had smoked more and been able to let go of the setting... However my rapid heartbeat (even though a lot of what I felt physically compared to Leary's description of ego death) had me somewhat worried and grounded to normal reality.. The thumping energy of my heart was echoing throughout my psyche.
When I have my next attempt (which will be shortly.. I want to regather myself and allow myself to return to a more sober state) I'm going to smoke the remainders plus a little.. I feel the need to familiarize myself with the physical sensation so I'm able to let go of the physical (after some introspection, I'm an extrovert and depend on the external world)...
My god.. it was the most amazing psychedelic experience I've had so far.. I've never felt that degree of deep introspection before.. Initially it felt like a stage of meditation I reach (but I'm unable to go any further than).. but it shot me straight through that into a deeper level of thought.
Sorry for the sporadic dispersion of ideas here.. I'm still not quite sober 
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7619538 - 11/10/07 04:51 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Heh-I would say that DMT and Salvia experience reports are probably my favorite reads on these boards. Both seem to rip ones consciousness out of this dimension straight into another in dramatic fashion. Like an out of body trip straight down the rabbit hole.
Can't wait to see where the larger dose takes you!
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Cepheus
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The longer I spend comprehending, the bigger the amount of dmt in my pipe seems to get.
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"...and I know that I have to keep breathing, as tomorrow the sun will rise, who knows what the tide will bring?" Free Spore Ring Europe Send any spare spore prints you might have and help the distribution
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Re: So its my time... [Re: Cepheus]
#7619642 - 11/10/07 05:12 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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spectacular. good luck with your next attempt.
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Re: So its my time... [Re: waixingren]
#7619829 - 11/10/07 06:05 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Well.. attempt number 2.
Hmm... This dose was considerably more noticeable.. after Inhaled after my second toke immediately my psyche was crawling with these blue white worms of thought.. I began to feel overwhelmed, due to the quick onset.. compared to last time, which was a relatively smooth onset.
The anxiety built up inside me and was filling me full of negative vibrations.. It felt like the opposite of my last attempt.. I went outwards and fell into the universe. There was an eternal darkness where lots of these blue negative thought worms.. I started to get scared.
The top of my head had a burning sensation.. I've never experienced anything like it.. I thought 'oh ... this is it' as I grasped madly for some sort of ground to the external universe.. and fought the falling feeling.
As I fell further into the negativity I realised what I was doing... I stopped trying to fight it, and attempted to calm myself down by not thinking of anything.. it began to work, and the negatively began to fade. It took me about a minute or 2 before I was able to let go of the fear I had due to the intense onset. As I let go of the worry, fear and thoughts of my physical self and surroundings I began to drift to the place I was before. At this point I picked up the pipe and ripped it again... unfortunately I had burnt most of the dmt and it didn't propel me liked I hoped it would.
I sat again at this plateau, but I had conquered my fear. I had let go of all physical grounds and was floating at this state.. unfortunately I had already began to come down when I'd hit this state.. so my attempts to elevate past it were unsuccessful... However the unnervingly fast onset (compared to my last attempt) threw me off the path.
I'm going to sit and meditate for a bit.. reconfigure the connection between my inner and outself, so that I'm not so dependent on my outerself.
Unfortunately I rushed myself into this.. during my pre-trip meditation I began to think of negative things (i.e that I was tired and maybe I should save this for another day) but just decided to go for it (my main mistake). If I had meditated for a bit longer, and been more comfortable with it, it would of been more positive.
However.. even with the unpleasant ascent to the peak.. It was still a n interesting, beneficial experience.
After some introspection I will smoke the remnants of the dmt (which will be my biggest dose yet). However this time, I will be more prepared and I will not do it if I have even slightly negative thoughts about it.
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"...and I know that I have to keep breathing, as tomorrow the sun will rise, who knows what the tide will bring?" Free Spore Ring Europe Send any spare spore prints you might have and help the distribution
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