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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7607854 - 11/07/07 05:01 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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How do you know there is a "penalty"?
Do you mean you can't go to heaven if you kill yourself?
Hang in there dr_gonz, when life gets grim you've got to just keep hanging on.
You will die eventually, I can guarantee that for you. It is strange how we sometimes want to end it sooner, isn't it?

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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: GGreatOne234]
#7607893 - 11/07/07 05:08 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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What is it about the world that creates the discord with yourself?
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7607967 - 11/07/07 05:19 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: The world shouldn't be the way it currently is.... Humans have fucked shit all up.
unfortunately (and it's taken me years to almost-fully accept this) this seems to be the natural way of things though, however unnatural it may seem, we are animals living out life and this is what we are doing with it
there are ways out and into other cultures that don't involve death. having an appetite/curiosity for it doesn't help, though
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608033 - 11/07/07 05:35 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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mister gonz, i don't know if your being serious or not.
but life is as grim as you make it. no one puts a gun to your head and tells you how to feel, you determine this for yourself.
I can assure you that your current existence would seem mighty nice if your were born without a penis or without the ability to speak.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608080 - 11/07/07 05:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: I've been through some shit in life that most people wouldn't have been able to handle. More than my share.
How the hell do you know this?
And how the hell do you know the world is not as it should be? Maybe everything is on track...
I say just wait it out, it's exciting to see everything speeding up and getting nuttier and nuttier.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608082 - 11/07/07 05:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Stop crying and get back to work. Also, look on Ebay for some Piracetam from superior_nutraceuticals and take one or two scoops a day. You'll feel a lot better and be able beat a lot of other losers in the capitalist game.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608088 - 11/07/07 05:50 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have a friend who has been a long-time sufferer of depression; just recently he started watching this guys' videos and says that they have helped to some degree. Maybe it will for you too?
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: mushroomplume]
#7608104 - 11/07/07 05:55 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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What the hell is that guy talking about? Yeah, very good.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
#7608126 - 11/07/07 06:00 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Just check out your avatar for guidance.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
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I guess there's about 10 min of bull so to say. He then goes on to explain how we condition our minds to experience depression and what the real reasons are behind lonliness, etc, etc, it's very informative.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608152 - 11/07/07 06:03 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: I've been through some shit in life that most people wouldn't have been able to handle. More than my share.
Well you did handle it so far because you are still alive and your heart is still beating. What you are having a hard time handleing what is ahead in your future.. you are in the darkness right now my friend, and you need to spend your life right now searching for light, and believe me it is there for you. Somewhere down that deep tunnel you are in there will be a light to be seen, you just can never stop searching for it as long as you are alive. All your suffering you are experienceing right now will teach you how much more to appreciate the light once you find it. You don't see it right now of course, but it is there waiting for you in the future.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608183 - 11/07/07 06:10 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: I've lost reason to hold a vision of any future. Nothing in my world is real or worth living for.
that is both true and untrue at the same time
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608205 - 11/07/07 06:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Gonz you know I love you and this is a forum for support but sometimes - and, you know, I realize that the portion of the human being behind each username that we see on the shroomery is only a small portion no matter how well we may think they know them - i think you need to cut way back on your porn intake, stop complaining all the time, sober up, and cut the word "should" out of your vocabulary.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608252 - 11/07/07 06:28 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: I've lost reason to hold a vision of any future. Nothing in my world is real or worth living for.
Believe me, you are not the only one out there feeling the way you do. There are millions of people in this world sitting on the same boat as you, and they are all searching for something worth living for. So start looking for it.. I am sure you have family and maybe a friend or two who would be devistated to find out you offed yourself, no? Are you too deeply depressed and foggy and selfish right now to realize there are people in this world that are pulling for you, and would deeply miss you if you were to go? I'll tell you one thing, this website would be very sad to hear you are gone. You've got 19,000 friggin posts here so you have clearly touched the lifes of many people here at this website alone. I know you don't want to hear it, but you have to actually fight for you life at this point, you've got to fight your way through all the madness you dispise and find a new place where you are more comfortable, because being in the position where you want to kill yourself f.cking sucks. I can vouche for that my own self personally..
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608316 - 11/07/07 06:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You need Jesus.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: Penguarky Tunguin]
#7608318 - 11/07/07 06:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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And Jesus needs you.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608429 - 11/07/07 07:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: My mom has disowned me. I've had serious drug problems for the past 6 years, I have no close friends. I have nothing
You've got yourself still and that is the most important thing.
Look I'm not a psychotherapist or a drug counsler, but I have learned through life, the people I have known that killed themselves all did it out of the blue giving no-one a chance to stop them. I bet that if you truly wanted to kill yourself you wouldn't have made this topic, you would have just done it. You're scared of a lot of things I can tell. You've admitted you are scared of things that happened in the past. You're clearly scared of your present situation. And most of all you are scared for your future, which is all understandable to me. If you're hooked on hard drugs and its having a negative impact on your life than just quit. Any doctor will tell you that. And even though you say your mother disowned you, I bet every dollar I have she still loves you. She probably loves you more than you could ever comprehend.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608559 - 11/07/07 07:43 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Gonz, I'm here with you..same thoughts. Why participate in this ordeal? I reason that some universal power has granted us the gift of the human mind. At times it can be nasty, and other times I really am WOW'd. It's up to us to manipulate our perceptions for the good. The mind can be re-trained for the positive. To be ALIVE is an ongoing process and I think it helps to recognize and find sanctuary in the fact that we all have the ability to change.
The past does not exist. What we had or what we were are merely snapshots of the present, existing only in the incredible database of our present mind. It is up to us, the depressed, to take advantage of our current situation and realize that painful thoughts are only manifestations of are mind.
Who doesn't love a double cheeseburger?
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7608664 - 11/07/07 08:09 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I remember saying the exact same shit when I was about 14. Man the fuck up. Life is beautiful.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: Thin White Duke]
#7608924 - 11/07/07 09:19 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Phum,
aren't you only 18 or sumthin?
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7609066 - 11/07/07 09:56 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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oliveplume said: mister gonz, i don't know if your being serious or not.
but life is as grim as you make it. no one puts a gun to your head and tells you how to feel
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7609532 - 11/08/07 12:04 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: My mom has disowned me. I've had serious drug problems for the past 6 years, I have no close friends. I have nothing
well what the fuck do you want a mom? dlean veins? freinds?
go do it
i know just as well as anyone that i could never know what you are goin throught we all do it we all LIVE IT its hard it IS competition it is strife and pain
but trust me things will get better.
focus on truth. not blame, hate frustration and depression
focus....is key 
life has its ups and it sure as hell has its downs but thats all you can ever hope for
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7609707 - 11/08/07 01:09 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yes, on the offchance there is a hell, I'm a bit offput at killing myself
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: notapillow]
#7609724 - 11/08/07 01:16 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've been there and thought the same things you have thought for years (from as early as I could remember).
During one trip I realized that I'm the only person in this world that can make my life worth living. If you're unhappy with how it is or the direction it's going, you have the power to change it. I agree that most of the world is garbage, and humans are shit, but that doesn't mean it has to affect my life.
I still FREQUENTLY go through spells of depression, but instead of moping about it, I try to change my life to be how I want it to be. I'm getting my debts paid, getting back to school, taking a break from psychotic women, and just enjoying my own time and doing what I want. Staind song about suicide, "was life as bad as it should seem, that there were no more options for you." Unless you are incapacitated, poor, alone, not intelligent, and overall have NO option, go ahead. Even not knowing you, I know that you have options. Drug abuser? Stop the drugs. Mom disowns you? Who gives a damn, you can't force someone to let you into their life. Do the drugs have anything to do with her disowning you? If not then what's the reason and can you change your lifestyle to be accepted by her? No friends? I doubt it. There are people here that care about you and I'm sure there are people in real life that do. If you need someone to talk to feel free to shoot me a message, I'm not a great speaker or motivator since I suffer from similar issues, but I can at least relate to you.
Suicide is a waste of a life. Make your life what you want it to be, and be the person you want to be. Nothing can stop you except yourself.
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#7609778 - 11/08/07 01:46 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Penguarky Tunguin said: You need Jesus.
Anything but the Jehovah's witness Jesus plz PLZ!
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7609789 - 11/08/07 01:57 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I had to move far far away from people in general to get back to being me. If you are taking any advice, get yourself to a new enviroment. It is amazing what a different point of view can do for you. Living isolated, in the mountains for me, is what makes life worth hanging on to. My little garden, my birds, my dogs, my hikes along a mountain stream. That to me, is what life is worth hanging on to. You just have to find what it is for you, and GET THERE. Life is a gift, wanted or unwanted. Why not try to make something beautiful out of it.
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aren't you only 18 or sumthin?
I'm 19 and a half actually.
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#7610437 - 11/08/07 10:14 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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#7611167 - 11/08/07 01:12 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Luddite said: Stop crying and get back to work. Also, look on Ebay for some Piracetam from superior_nutraceuticals and take one or two scoops a day. You'll feel a lot better and be able beat a lot of other losers in the capitalist game.
Thanks, this Piracetam looks exactly like what I need.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: Thin White Duke]
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I know myself and a bunch of my friends have been talking about the idea of just leaving everything behind for a while and living in the woods. Probably individually, but a group thing might not be bad. Leaving everything behind to be with yourself and the natural world.. and maybe a small amount of psilocybe. 
We are fucking the world, probably more than we even know right now. Maybe, though, we are just in a state of change. I like to think of it like this. First there was the original coal burning locomotive train. It required a lot of maintenance from mechanics, a constant supply of coal to keep it running and it created a lot of pollution. Nowadays, there are the Japanese bullet trains running on electricity and utilizing magnetics (I think). Much more efficient AND much less harm to the environment. I would say our society is in the 'locomotive stage', emphasis on the LOCO. :P
Just hang in there bro. Try overcoming any addictions you may have (this will empower you) and then just go do what you want for a while, be it living in the wilderness or whatever.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7611435 - 11/08/07 02:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You have yourself and your freedom man.
If you dont like how the game is played, then play it another way. life is a joke, yes... i wont deny that, and ill even admit that sometimes its a damn sick one...
but im damn sure that you can find a way out... build yourself a new life!
hang in there man.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7611976 - 11/08/07 04:44 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: This world just isn't for me
Everything in life is a risk. If this world isn't for you then it's up to you to do something about it.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7611982 - 11/08/07 04:45 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: I think a fresh bong hit would help me get my head clear, but I can't and haven't smoked in 26 days.
One day at a time
Go find the girl in your avatar. Have some meaningless and fun sex. That should make you feel better for a while
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: Icelander]
#7614269 - 11/09/07 09:39 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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if it makes you feel any better, i don't want to be here either. i wont be going anywhere for a while though
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: ChiefGreenLeaf]
#7674347 - 11/24/07 12:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Good news, bitch! Suicide does come without penalty! And I agree, this world really isn't for such a cunt like you. So what are you waiting for? Do your family a huge favor and just pull the trigger. Jeez, and they said I was crying? Haha! Do it!
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: sirharrynuggz]
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sirharrynuggz said: Good news, bitch! Suicide does come without penalty! And I agree, this world really isn't for such a cunt like you. So what are you waiting for? Do your family a huge favor and just pull the trigger. Jeez, and they said I was crying? Haha! Do it!
what a cunt.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674635 - 11/24/07 01:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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suicide is lame...don't do it. Just live the shitty life you have, and when you die you will die.
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674643 - 11/24/07 01:51 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I suggest playing a MMORPG to pass time. Its an awesome way to kill hours, and its fun...makes me very happy. Happier then any drug.
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: aDoS]
#7674702 - 11/24/07 02:12 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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hey Gonz 
Im Currently quite down myself and have been since about 14, 21 in 2 days.
I have noticed that you think you have nothing to live for but you have overlooked a fundamental purpose for your suffering and shitty experiences.
You create a reminder of an experience(depression) that most of people in the help forum are trying trascend, through doing and loving.
These things directly positivly affecting peoples lives for the good.
But most of all.
You my friend, like all of us in sufferable times, give others the CHANCE to HELP! Without people who need help,in the world, depressed through having had hard struggles, there just couldnt be any helpers and people, including myself, would sadly never-ever be able to experience the LOVING RESONATING of helping another like we do help ourselves.
Peace out bro 
JLm
Edited by JoseLibrado (11/24/07 02:29 PM)
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674768 - 11/24/07 02:30 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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that's the spirit!
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674774 - 11/24/07 02:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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hahahah
Chips will fall, let them fall...crawl on the floor and find some tasty chips...cuz laWDDD knows, chips go good with dip!!! -Bill Joel
hahaah thats a spirit, i think gonz is back in the HOUSE!
-------------------- The mind is a creative tool. It searches to protect you, through message sensations(feelings). It is no different than a computer, you need to make sure its anti-virus program is in check and that it doesnt have a script that limits your experience, because of to much precaution. And remember the computer does not appear to respond to words of anger and frustration - just give it input, in the form of new meanings that you know to be true and its messages to you and the limits it lays out for you, will change. Guilt is an outcome of believing you are the cause of the problems. Yet, we are not a cause to something, we see is negative or bad - Unless you believe your intentions are directed towards a bad outcome....
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7675638 - 11/24/07 07:09 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Edited by EntheogenicPeace (01/30/21 07:27 PM)
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