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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: Thin White Duke]
#7611175 - 11/08/07 01:14 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I know myself and a bunch of my friends have been talking about the idea of just leaving everything behind for a while and living in the woods. Probably individually, but a group thing might not be bad. Leaving everything behind to be with yourself and the natural world.. and maybe a small amount of psilocybe. 
We are fucking the world, probably more than we even know right now. Maybe, though, we are just in a state of change. I like to think of it like this. First there was the original coal burning locomotive train. It required a lot of maintenance from mechanics, a constant supply of coal to keep it running and it created a lot of pollution. Nowadays, there are the Japanese bullet trains running on electricity and utilizing magnetics (I think). Much more efficient AND much less harm to the environment. I would say our society is in the 'locomotive stage', emphasis on the LOCO. :P
Just hang in there bro. Try overcoming any addictions you may have (this will empower you) and then just go do what you want for a while, be it living in the wilderness or whatever.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7611435 - 11/08/07 02:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You have yourself and your freedom man.
If you dont like how the game is played, then play it another way. life is a joke, yes... i wont deny that, and ill even admit that sometimes its a damn sick one...
but im damn sure that you can find a way out... build yourself a new life!
hang in there man.
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zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7611976 - 11/08/07 04:44 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: This world just isn't for me
Everything in life is a risk. If this world isn't for you then it's up to you to do something about it.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7611982 - 11/08/07 04:45 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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dr_gonz said: I think a fresh bong hit would help me get my head clear, but I can't and haven't smoked in 26 days.
One day at a time
Go find the girl in your avatar. Have some meaningless and fun sex. That should make you feel better for a while
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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ChiefGreenLeaf

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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: Icelander]
#7614269 - 11/09/07 09:39 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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if it makes you feel any better, i don't want to be here either. i wont be going anywhere for a while though
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sirharrynuggz
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: ChiefGreenLeaf]
#7674347 - 11/24/07 12:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Good news, bitch! Suicide does come without penalty! And I agree, this world really isn't for such a cunt like you. So what are you waiting for? Do your family a huge favor and just pull the trigger. Jeez, and they said I was crying? Haha! Do it!
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beneath
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: sirharrynuggz]
#7674424 - 11/24/07 12:35 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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sirharrynuggz said: Good news, bitch! Suicide does come without penalty! And I agree, this world really isn't for such a cunt like you. So what are you waiting for? Do your family a huge favor and just pull the trigger. Jeez, and they said I was crying? Haha! Do it!
what a cunt.
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674635 - 11/24/07 01:49 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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suicide is lame...don't do it. Just live the shitty life you have, and when you die you will die.
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674643 - 11/24/07 01:51 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I suggest playing a MMORPG to pass time. Its an awesome way to kill hours, and its fun...makes me very happy. Happier then any drug.
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: aDoS]
#7674702 - 11/24/07 02:12 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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hey Gonz 
Im Currently quite down myself and have been since about 14, 21 in 2 days.
I have noticed that you think you have nothing to live for but you have overlooked a fundamental purpose for your suffering and shitty experiences.
You create a reminder of an experience(depression) that most of people in the help forum are trying trascend, through doing and loving.
These things directly positivly affecting peoples lives for the good.
But most of all.
You my friend, like all of us in sufferable times, give others the CHANCE to HELP! Without people who need help,in the world, depressed through having had hard struggles, there just couldnt be any helpers and people, including myself, would sadly never-ever be able to experience the LOVING RESONATING of helping another like we do help ourselves.
Peace out bro 
JLm
Edited by JoseLibrado (11/24/07 02:29 PM)
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674768 - 11/24/07 02:30 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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that's the spirit!
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7674774 - 11/24/07 02:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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hahahah
Chips will fall, let them fall...crawl on the floor and find some tasty chips...cuz laWDDD knows, chips go good with dip!!! -Bill Joel
hahaah thats a spirit, i think gonz is back in the HOUSE!
-------------------- The mind is a creative tool. It searches to protect you, through message sensations(feelings). It is no different than a computer, you need to make sure its anti-virus program is in check and that it doesnt have a script that limits your experience, because of to much precaution. And remember the computer does not appear to respond to words of anger and frustration - just give it input, in the form of new meanings that you know to be true and its messages to you and the limits it lays out for you, will change. Guilt is an outcome of believing you are the cause of the problems. Yet, we are not a cause to something, we see is negative or bad - Unless you believe your intentions are directed towards a bad outcome....
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Re: If I knew suicide came without penalty I would already be gone [Re: dr_gonz]
#7675638 - 11/24/07 07:09 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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