This is my first trip, and thus, my first trip report. Thanks for reading.
A week ago my friend calls me up and tells me he purchased some shrooms (chocolates). He then asks if I want to trip with him, if i bring the bowl. I said sure, so we walk out to the nature trail around 1:00pm.
We get out there and eat our chocolates, and commence smoking a bowl. We are both discussing the anticipation and what we think will happen. After the bowl is done, we don't feel much, so eat the rest of the chocolate. I consumed about 1.5g, while he ate 2g.
On the walk back, we both begin to feel the effects. I'm not feeling anything strong, just something in the way I was walking. This is about 15-20 minutes in. I put my piece inside and we head over to his room. He plays this "trippy video" he found on YouTube, I wasnt too interested, as I started to become nauseous. While I am lying down, he describes his visuals to me.
He said he saw the "arms of shiva" around my head. (The Hindu Goddess with multiple arms). The carpet pattern was very interesting to look at, very colorful. I don't remember much at this point except for the nausea. I felt like there was a brick in my stomach. After I finally got over the nasea, the effects hit me fairly hard. My eyes became watery, and I was having a hard time reading his computer screen.
I was still lying at this point, and when I sat up I put my glasses on at the same time, and my friend told me he saw me "Grow up". He saw me go from young to old. I went to type on the keyboard, and the keys were melted. Light was flickering through the blinds, looked awesome.
I then began talking to him about his beliefs. He took out some books that he had on Zen Buddhism, and I attempted to read one. The letters were all scrambled together, it looked like a totally different language. Once I held the book closer, I could read it. We then stared at this picture on his computer of a Salvia Flower. If you havent seen one, they are beautiful. But when tripping, they are AMAZING. We sat and watched this flower, die and rebirth, over and over.
Then, the trip goes a little downhill, only because of the situation. These two girls came over, they also had shrooms, but ate them when they got there. I began to get very uncomfortable around them. My friend and I had become sucked into the small world of his room, I felt like I didnt know anything else outside of it. They disrupted our harmony.
So we make it outside. I then turn my phone on, and I have two new voicemails. They are from my dad and brother reminding me that it is my mom's birthday. I freaked out. I felt so bad, so guilty. So I call her to wish her happy birthday, and once she answered the phone, my anxiety disappeared. After we got off the phone, I felt better, but uncomfortable still. I wanted to walk, so me and my friend began to walk, and were talking to each other privately about what to do about the girls.
We were both uncomfortable, so we decided to go chill separately. I head to my room. As I walk in, I talk to my roommate, and look at a magazine on a table, that looks as if it is fluttering. The table that it is on is breathing. I then get into my room and put on some music. I begin to see colors, and my light is floating, as if I have no ceiling. My walls are breathing, I stared at my hands for at least 5 minutes. My drawers are breathing as well, I see movements in the woodgrain. I remember sitting on my bed just laughing from the euphoria.
I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw my head swell a little bit, subtly. I see cool patterns in the reflection. Sometime during all this, my roommate comes in, and I try to explain the experience to him, which is difficult, since I was in amazement. I told him how he was the first real thing I had seen in a while.
I begin to come down, feeling very euphoric, a sweet body high. My friend that I tripped with called, and we went and smoked another bowl. This brought back visuals for him, he saw strange things in the trees, and it increased my euphoria. I stared up through some trees and thought it was the most beautiful thing. Then I headed back to my apartment to munch out.
Overall, this was a great trip, and I can't wait to trip again with a higher dose.
-------------------- "If human beings were shown what they're really like, they'd either kill one another as vermin, or hang themselves." -Aldous Huxley
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