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cam4eva
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finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps
#7592032 - 11/03/07 06:32 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hi everybody my name is Chris, im 21 years old and this is my first post on shroomery.org. Ive been wanting to try shrooms for several months now in hope that i can deeply explore my thoughts and find peace someway somehow. Ive been going through some crazy stuff in my life. About a year ago I began a journey to deepen my faith in God through meditation and praying. Sometimes when i meditated at the beggining of the day its like it swapped the negative Chris out and replaced him with a positive chris who was outgoing, confident and joyfull toward self and others. But he comes and goes in other words sometimes meditation and praying works and sometimes it seems to have no effects. 2 days ago I was bonded out of jail after spending 10 days there for burglary. Wats crazy is during my incarceration I was perfectly fine i was always in a good mood very observant and aware I didnt let my thoughts get to me didnt jerk off(bad thing?) and i maintained that positive mindframe for 10 days in a place where i thought my emotions would be prone to come out the most. I was proud. Then i got bonded out expecting to carry that attitude to the real world. For the first couple of days I was straight and stayed positive but then i started feeling bad mood swings again not as bad but still im suprised that it seems to be harder to control my mood then it was in jail. Plus in jail I found out my girl who I have been dating for 3 years is a transexual and didnt tell me. It didnt bother me in jail for some reason but now I think about it a little more. Anyways the problem Im having with self is consitently keep an open mind and positive attitude, its the best feeling in the world when I have it and the worst when I dont. My friend used to be angry all the time he did shrooms and hes a completly different person in a positive way in other words he loves life all the time. I want to love life all the time not just sometimes. I think with all the bs in my life rite now I want to do shrooms to deepen my faith in God and open my mind to enjoying life all the time. Is it right for me?
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truffleupagus


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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: cam4eva]
#7592081 - 11/03/07 06:52 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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cam4eva said: Plus in jail I found out my girl who I have been dating for 3 years is a transexual and didnt tell me.
OMFG! You poor, poor soul. Was she a hot former dude at least?
You get a rating just for that. Holy crap.
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sleepy
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#7592097 - 11/03/07 06:57 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Robo
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: truffleupagus]
#7592150 - 11/03/07 07:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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cam4eva said: Plus in jail I found out my girl who I have been dating for 3 years is a transexual and didnt tell me.
You dated her for 3 years and never found out? You think at some point you would have found out (In the bedroom, or something)
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cam4eva
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: Robo]
#7592339 - 11/03/07 08:00 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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never even thought twice truffle she always seemed like a pure female even without the clothes , also i personally feel like i would be able to explore myself and get more out of the trip by myself but people tell me that increases the chance of a bad trip for 1st timers, any thoughts?
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Robo
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: sleepy]
#7592376 - 11/03/07 08:11 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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sleepy said: go for it, for long lasting results i suggest a high dose in nature either alone or with a very chill sitter
Not the best advice for a first timer.
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: Robo]
#7592475 - 11/03/07 08:42 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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theres no such thing as a bad trip as long as you don't end up in the hospital
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: Robo]
#7592480 - 11/03/07 08:44 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Adagio said:
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sleepy said: go for it, for long lasting results i suggest a high dose in nature either alone or with a very chill sitter
Not the best advice for a first timer.
i'd be interested in why you think so.
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truffleupagus


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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: cam4eva]
#7592495 - 11/03/07 08:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Well first off, are you absolutely sure she was telling the truth about being transexual? Did she tell you that in person and with a straight face? I'm just wondering if your going to jail maybe made her want to break up. She could have just needed an out so maybe she figured she'd make up something ridiculous like that. Then again, if you're absolutely sure that she was telling the truth then I guess there was a very good surgeon involved.
You're a better man than I am from the sounds of it though. I might have been charged with assault by now. For real. I'd never, ever, ever hit a woman, not in a million years. But a transexual who deceived me for 3 years might be another story. I admire your acceptance of what's done is done, in any case.
As far as the mushrooms go, it sounds like you might be best off having someone with you and being indoors for your first time. Do you have any friends that are experienced with psychedelics at all? I just think that would be advisable for the first time to give you a comfort level. There's gonna be plenty of time after that for you to trip by yourself and possibly further develop your spiritual side.
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AJ4U
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: sleepy]
#7592498 - 11/03/07 08:48 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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"Ignore the Adams apple, ignore the Adams apple
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: cam4eva]
#7592502 - 11/03/07 08:50 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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i've heard alot of people say its good to start with a low dose. i honestly don't know. my first dose was 1.5 grams of aborts. a nice experience but i wish it had been stronger. 3.5 would have been good. in the right environment, it doesn't matter, imo, how much you take, and if it doesn't matter, why not make the first/best trip the best you can?
i mean, taking 1.75 grams your first trip is like getting into a kiddie pool the first time you ever touch water you don't even get to feel what its like to float you just get your feet wet.
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Bridgeburner
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: AJ4U]
#7592508 - 11/03/07 08:51 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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i recommend that you take a low dose in a house/apartment/room by yourself, dim the lights and get some cd's with various music. try to meditate on mushrooms and then, if you feel comfortable, go outside or mingle with people and so on.
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: Bridgeburner]
#7592665 - 11/03/07 09:35 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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timothy leary and ram dass (aka richard alpert) both achieved ego-loss on their first trips (with high doses, alpert took 30mg psilocybin (or maybe 10mg?) and leary a large dose of lsd) and rated it among the very most amazing/important/best experiences of their lives. different strokes for different folks, some people could be thrown off the deep end if you aren't ready for such a large dose.
Edited by sleepy (11/03/07 09:38 PM)
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monkeybus
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: sleepy]
#7592762 - 11/03/07 10:02 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Do me a favour and post a pic of this "girl".
I'll be the judge.
Thanks a lot.
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BiG_StroOnZ
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: cam4eva]
#7593106 - 11/03/07 11:41 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Maybe it's just me, but this story seems overly sincere and to be uhm, slightly peculiar in my eyes.
This might be the dead give-a-way,
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cam4eva said: Plus in jail I found out my girl who I have been dating for 3 years is a transexual and didnt tell me.

Tell him to take and 1/8, he'll be fine.
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Caribou_Lou
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Re: finding peace? Through shrooms perhaps [Re: BiG_StroOnZ]
#7593257 - 11/04/07 12:53 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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BiG_StroOnZ said: Maybe it's just me, but this story seems overly sincere and to be uhm, slightly peculiar in my eyes.
This might be the dead give-a-way,
That makes two of us..
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