This was only the 3rd time I had ever taken shrooms and my first two experiences were rather small doses. I wanted to intensify it and actually trip, so I took 4g. I was alone this whole time which I have learned is not the best idea, especially if you are new to the mushrooms.
Most of what I experienced in the first half of my trip are normal and I've heard about it before, such as melting objects, no sense of time, and even forgetting who I was and what I had done.
Now about 3 hours into my trip I decided to go for a walk. I walked through the woods behind my house and ended up in a large field where I had been many times before, though never while tripping. The field is very nice because it is huge and wide open, with no houses nearby. It was was well into the night at this point, though I don't know what time it was..anyway I lied down to look at the sky and stars. This was really cool as the sky was huge and the stars seemed to be swirling and changing colors.
Now this is when the fun began. While laying in the field I wondered if it was possible to communicate with anything out in space, maybe aliens or any kind of life. So what I basically did was stared at a specific glowing object in the sky, probably a star, and concentrated really hard. Basically what happened is I heard extremely loud gusts of something from very far away, on the two opposite ends of the field. These gusts were extremely fast and I felt them zoom across the field in less than seconds and go into my head. As they entered my mind it was the most intense thing I have ever felt. I really can't explain what it felt like, sort of my mind being warped and being thrown around. It wasn't painful but it felt so intense I was worried that I was going to die.
I was able to initiate these gusts entering my mind whenever I wanted to. I can't explain how I knew, but some how I just knew what to do when I wanted to feel it. I really had to focus, which was hard to do at the time, but when I did, I would sort of just will it to happen and it did. I believe I could have held on to the feeling inside my head for a long time, but because it was so intense I got scared every time it happened and abandoned it after probably 1 or 2 seconds.
I managed to do it 3 or 4 times, but in the middle of the last time I heard what sounded like a rather large animal run across the field and hiss at me. When I heard this I freaked out. I remained in the field for a while and heard it hiss unearthly sounds several more times. Eventually I just made a run for it and luckily it didn't follow. It was probably just a deer or some scared animal, but at the time I didn't know what to think; it truly frightened me and made me abandon my gusts which really angered me. I ran for a while and as I felt like I was being watched and stalked from all around, I could feel my trip turning into a bad one. I didn't want this to happen so I just stopped to collect my thoughts and ease myself, and I was able to stop the bad trip before it had really gone too far enjoy the rest of my time in the woods and later in my house.
So I haven't really heard anything like the gusts before and I was wondering if anyone else has felt it. The coolest thing about it was that I was able to control them, and initiate when they would come to me. I know next time I trip I'm going to attempt it again, but perhaps some where I know no scary beasts will be, . Thanks for reading, hope it wasn't too long.
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