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rungold315
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Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise
#7578223 - 10/30/07 07:59 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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By diahrrea effect, I meant the fact that it cleansed (or is in the process of cleaning) all the filth and issues in my mind, and leaving me to eventually be at peace. By filth I mean all the past abuse I endured as a child, all the humiliating things Ive been through, the lonliness and awkwardness of never fitting in, my social phobias. All these things came to surface after my horrible mushroom trip. I am now in the process of figuring myself out and aiming to fix all these things located in my subconscious. For instance, Ive always been into the dominatrix scene and never knew why...after the shroom trip, I remembered childhood things of having a bossy, controlling mother and I know pscyholgoy books support this being the primary reason of men liking that sort of thing. Thats only one example of all the shit shrooms has brought to surface. Another is my intense fear of speaking in front of classrooms, and I figured out the root of this was my older brother always making fun of my stutter and embarassing me as a kid whenever I spoke and making me doubt my verbal abilities and stuff. In the diahrrea analogy I've given, I am currently on the toilet in misery right now with all these thoughts running in my head, its causing me much grief sadness anger and regret about my life. But I know I can clear it up by facing them, and not tucking these things in the back of my head like I clearly yet unknowingly did before. I am seeking hypotherapy to also dig deeper into my subconscious and clear these things out. A hypnotherapist in my area was on Mythbusters and he was determined to be legit. So this is my deal on shrooms- they can be used as an emotional medicine as they have with me, but prepare for misery and anguish as everything comes to surface. (If you have issues, that is.)
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g00ru
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Re: Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise [Re: rungold315]
#7578253 - 10/30/07 08:08 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Paragraphs.
But yeah, interesting read, glad tripping has helped you.
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rungold315
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Re: Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise [Re: g00ru]
#7578844 - 10/30/07 10:57 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well, not necessarily helped, but just shined a lot on everyting.
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Re: Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise [Re: rungold315]
#7578865 - 10/30/07 11:04 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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As they tend to do often.
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Re: Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise [Re: gmuralid]
#7579055 - 10/31/07 12:09 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've had the ol' brain-diarrhea effect once or twice. It's not very fun, but it gives you a very vivid picture of the things that are affecting you most, stress- and anxiety-wise, and how they affect you.
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Re: Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#7579158 - 10/31/07 12:52 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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i feel this is the main function of these substances and i dont know where i would be without them!
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Re: Shrooms had a diahrrea effect on my mind I think...kinda long but interesting, I promise [Re: ZShroom]
#7579162 - 10/31/07 12:53 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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