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Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home
#7576240 - 10/30/07 11:25 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Let me start off by saying this is all true, and it's a mess. The whole weekend shouldn't have been , and because it got forced, the cosmos came crashing down on me in way more ways then one.
This is long. It takes the course of friday night, saturday night, and a little bit of sunday night ( it all ties together ).
So my 360 nitrous chargers come friday. Yay. Decide a trip would be fantastic. Friday is my grandpa day, me and him always go out for a lunch and I work on whatever needs done at his house, I left his house in the nick of time to get back to my house to sign for the chargers ( 1 hour drive to gpa's 1 hour drive home). Luckily I didn't have to drive even further to pick them up.
Once the nitrous is aquired I had to run and pick me and a few friends up some green . My normal dude is out, so I end up having to drive 1.5 hours to and 1.5 hours from a different dudes house, and come back with green that I wasn't as happy with as normal. Stop by a fellow shroomerites house and chill for a little while, the only pleasant part of my weekend, in retrospect, and then head for home.
On my journey home ( now about 5-6 hours of driving ) I decided acid isn't in my plans for the evening ( my original intentions ) and I would just go home and relax, ha.
I get home and my room mate and my good friend are there already, and they had full plans of devouring two gels and inhaling nitrous all night. Who am I to ruin their plans right? Well we don't have balloons and it's 11:30 so I drive to a store ( 20 minutes ) no balloons, drive to another store ( 20 min ) no balloons. Ended up going to a third and then a 4th store before they were finally aquired, both my room mate and friend are tripping ( they dosed right before we left ) and I'm sober as hell and quite grumpy at that.
We get home and watch a bullshit movie, The Invisible, I mean this is complete and utter trash don't even waste your time reading this sentence, If you already did I'm sorry.
By the end of the movie I realize I'm not going to be able to sleep with two tripping fools jamming tunes in my living room, so I proceed to eat 3 mg of xanax ( usually knocks me right out ) and smoke a little herb. Now here's where the trip actually starts......
The xanax is acting way different then normal, making me feel amazing, and euphoric. Usually I'm groggy and trashed off xanax, now I'm feeling great. In fact I'm feeling so good I want to trip. Everyones on acid though, and if I eat acid now by the time I'm peaking they'll be coming down, so I go for the ol' mushy in lemon juice. I figure I'd have to dose heavy from the xanax so I soak 5.2 grams of pan subbs in lemon juice and soak it for 20 min then slam it down ( my g/f also took 1.75 grams of cubes in lemon juice at this time ) . Effects start quickly, this is roughly 2 am.
Effects are astounding, the xanax is taking all the edge off the mush, everythings great. Listening to Radiohead- In Rainbows, inhaling nitrous and loving everything. All four of us tripping quite nicely, with the nitrous adding an amazing journery every couple of minutes, to one side of the universe and back, for me to explain in detail all the whip its I did, you'd be reading for hours, so we will skip that and get right down to why I even wrote this report.
This whip it was so good I had to take it further.....
I grab my stash of n,n-dmt and load a pile on top of a pipe ( my 300 dollar bear claw) it's the pipe in the very front of all the others in the pic below.

I fire the pipe up and take a massive dmt hit, I blow the hit back into the balloon and start huffing the balloon ( of course taking breaths every three huffs ). This was unimaginable. Nothing I could say can do it justice. It was the most intense experience, while at the same time being the calmest experience ever. The shift in reality was so great I was not even a human anymore, just part of innertangling cords, made out of red and white stripes. I was lost for a good ten minutes, in about 16 different places at once, thinking from so many different points in my mind, I was everything, and I knew it, and it wasn't hard to believe. I mean it wasn't shocking what so ever, it was like hey OF COURSE, jees and all this time. once I got back to reality it was crawling from every inch with a fuzzy cover of patterns and beings and just craziness.
This was so goddamn awesome, it made the next series of events worth it I think.
I gave everyone else in the room dmt hits, everyone had profound amazing results, and lots to tell once they were back. I decided more would be fine, and smoked it again.....and again....and again....probably about 8 times total, all being every bit as intense as the last. The very last dmt hit I took ( after my gf went to bed ) was where things got weird and wrong.
I shot out of my body, and came to at a huge black/clear pyramid. It was completely pitch black, like dark solid black, but I could see through it, around it, under it, above it, very real. Then 8-9 entities appeared around me, all a different color, they had no form except a gaseous floating color, like pixie dust. They all were very glad I came and told me very casually that I belonged in the pyramid, in more ways then one. The odd thing about their precense is how casual I felt towards them and how casual they felt towards me, it was like we were long friends reunited. I chose not to enter the pyramid and came to on my couch, I stood up in shock at what had just took place, and when I did bumped the table knocking my pipe onto a pile of empty nitrous chargers, breaking.
Now I wasn't in the right state to be doing all these drugs in the first place, what with 7+ hours in a car all day, and just being general pissed off, so this occourence just made me irate. I picked up what was left of the pipe and slammed it down on my hard floor, shattering it everywhere. I then got in my car, and drove down the road.
Now let me say this. Driving on what I had taken was so irresponsible and stupid, HOWEVER, I live in the middle of nowhere, on a dead end road, with literally 7 houses. The road is a quarter mile long, and completely straight. I was only driving up and down this road to calm down, breaking things are not fun, and I didnt want to be a dick to everyone else, though looking back, driving was a dick move.
I drove for maybe 5 minutes, doubtful if even that, mind you I only had strong visuals when smoking dmt or huffing a whip it, other than that it was a very mild level 1-2 trip with barely any traces ( on account of the xanax I assume ), so the drive was really nothing, I pulled back in and went to clean my mess up.
While I was cleaning I took 3 more xanax to completely kill the trip, and started bitching up a storm, mainly about how I dind't want to trip in the first place, and now this had happened. My roommate started talking mad shit, called me a whiney little bitch, and to shut the fuck up. I shot back at him and told him he had a lot of room to talk condsidering all he does is work and bitch about working, and then mooch weed off everyone else.
He tells me to say it to his face...
"Well then, joe, you are a piece of shit mooch"
He blasts me in the face, really hard, and jumps on top of me blasting me in the face over and over. It caught me off gaurd for a second, but somehow ( on 5 grams of mush and 6 xanax ) I came back with a flurry of fists ( this is all told to me by my roommamte who is joe, my friend and my girlfriend, she woke up when I got in my car). I hit him in the face a few times and picked him up and slammed him right through our kitchen table. He got up extremely fast and tackled me getting on top of me, he punches me in the face one time, and I shoot up and bear hug him to my chest and started plowing the back of his head with my fist. I grabbed a pressure point on the back of his neck, and proceeded to hit him in the head til the back of his head split wide open and blood started gushing everywhere. He started begging for me to stop, saying he was going to die, so I got up and being in a raging state, grabbed a pan of grease ( not hot grease cold grease ) and dumped it on him, then hit him in the head with a glass jar. As soon as the glass jar hit him I realized what the fuck was taking place and stopped, panting extremely hard, and just awestruck.
He was bleeding badly, both eyes blackened, I still don't know why me calling him a mooch made him hit me, me and my friend were dumbfounded. I couldnt believe I even won the fight, that motherfucker is big, and he hits hard.
Nights over, clean up, no apologies, straight to bed.
Saturday.
I wake up to him gone and a note. Pretty much saying sorry in twenty different ways, and telling me that he understood if I wanted to move out. I left him a note saying, its all good, and I'd be staying.
I decided to go to a halloween festival after this, 40 dollars to get in. Me and a different friend get there and it's crap, thick mud everywhere, rain, no camping spots, bad crowd, lame staff. We ate 2 gels a piece and walked it for a while and decided to get a ride home, on the way to our ride, we pick up half a gram of K and 10 G's up Hoes down rolls.
On the journey home my friend complains of chest pains and his arm going numb, I tell him it's just psychopsamtic and to calm downm everythings cool. we get home and he says it's passed and everythings fine now, and we decide to sample one of these rolls out, now I had a tolerence from the night before, so was once again barely tripping and knew I could handle it, I think he just ate the roll cause I did, knowing he couldnt handle it. About 45 minutes after he ate the roll he screams....
"Somethings wrong, Somethings wrong, I can't feel my arms or legs, and my chest hurts". I tell him everythigns cool, don't worry, he's tripping and it's just a physical hallucination. I tell him not to fight it and to just relax. Nothing is working verbally, I try for 10 minutes. It gets to the point where he can't form words anymore except " my hands are turning blue" and " I'm dying " ( his hands were not blue, his vital signs were not deadly, he was just freaking out ). I can't talk him down anymore, he is fiddling with his phone to call 911 but can barely move his hands. With options running out, I grabbed 1 mg of xanax, and tell him to try that before he calls, very calmly might I add, I didn't wanna make him feel like if he needed medical attention I wouldn't give it to him. I crushed up a xanax and dumped it in his mouth with some water ( he couldnt move at this point except to just barely swallow ) now I start talking to him very casually, telling him he CAN feel his hands again ( not asking him if he can, telling him that he can ) and it worked, the more I told him calmly and positively the more he believed me and went with it. I did it for a good twenty minutes and he could move again and was coherent. He ate another mg of xanax just in case it crept back in.
Sunday.
I sit at home winded exhausted and just plain out of it. My room mate comes home and says, "I'm sick of being a fucking loser mooch, so I'm going to move back in with my parents"....just think about that sentence if you will......im sick of being a mooch.....moving in with my parents......
I tell him what the fuck ever, I don't need friends that are going to call me a whiney bitch and then attack me when I break a 300 dollar piece of glass, and then move out and leave me stuck with bills. He packs his shit and is out in 3 hours.
I sit alone, just completely...what the fuck...from the weekend, and decided to chill with some herb. Nice pipe packed up ready to go, and I go outside to smoke it while my dog pees. I smoke it fast, it's cold, I want inside, I smoke the whole pipe in like 2 minutes.
Whats this.....
The last couple hits taste funky.....
*BAM* Hyperspace.
Skyrocketed to the land of dmt and back, without even knowing I was about to go, when I got back I remember we were using this pipe first on friday and I didnt cash it out, just put buds on top of it.
I come inside, hallucinating pretty hard, when my two friend pull in the driveway followed by my hysterical mom. She's bawling and screaming, I invite my friends in and have her outside, tripping fairly now, asking what's wrong.
Her third dog in two months to get hit by a car, the first of the three she had for 15 years, this one she became super super attached to, and it was laying dead in her backseat. She was a little loopy, she didn't wanna bury it at home because my sister let it out and she didn't want to scream at her while she buried the dog. She was also so mad at my family over it , she for some reason thought the dog didn't deserve to be buried there. So she demands liqour, I go inside and get her a half gallon of jack, she sits outside chugging jack and digging a hole over the next hour or so, bawling her eyes out. She buries the dog and drives home, against my say so, and I'm left alone again, with even more on my mind.
So I think I'm going to slow down a little, and go with how I'm feeling a lot more. Anytime I go against my better judgement it ends in catostrophy, and on this fateful weekend way more ways than one.
If you read that entire thing, bravo.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7576309 - 10/30/07 11:37 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think it might be time to stop doing drugs.
For a while.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: boxcarguy07]
#7576326 - 10/30/07 11:41 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Really now?
I think that my roommate who starts attacking people and insulting them, and the guy who is having mental heartattacks, should give it a rest for a while.
But I definetely am going to slow down, no psychedelics for months. Ghonj, however, I plan on smoking.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7576417 - 10/30/07 12:07 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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No offense but you sound like bad times.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Stizzle]
#7576895 - 10/30/07 02:08 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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wtf? most of these things were out of his controll. It sounds like he just picked a bad set and setting, and the people he was with couldn't handle they'r shit.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Dreamer987]
#7576943 - 10/30/07 02:19 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Too many substances... check Popping xanax like they're candy Not in the right state of mind & pissed off Emotional outburst Driving while fucked Insulting statement Violent tendancies
Yep nothing was in his control
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7577032 - 10/30/07 02:37 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey man. It was tough to read that trip report. I read the whole thing and I was just blown away.
How are you feeling now? Having not only personal problems (a serious fight with a friend, having your mother's dog die) but also the intense spiritual rollercoaster it sounds like you went on, I think it's very cool that you're even able to reflect clearly on what happened and convey your experience to us. Thanks for doing so.
Best of luck using the intensity of this weekend to grow as a human being.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7577695 - 10/30/07 05:28 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Wow, helluva trip. Good luck in the future.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: mecreateme]
#7577912 - 10/30/07 06:25 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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well i guess its kinda late to say this but dont use a 300 dollar pipe to smoke dmt.
Fucking sick collection there though, you might have lost a good pipe but it looks like you have a fucking army of bongs and pipes. Sorry to hear about all the shit, hopefully it clears up and stuff and you find another roomate to help you out, shouldnt be too hard if you put that pic in the paper with the title "roomate wanted"
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7578348 - 10/30/07 08:37 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think you're behaving like a serious idiot and you do way to many drugs, and you don't respect them . Not to offend you, but it's the truth. You're behaving much too recklessly and if you keep on going you'll end up in jail where you belong. Your behaviour is so reckless it could easily have an impact on others, and that makes you a serious danger to society. And the people you associate with are idiots too. Stop it and get new friends.
My honest opinion.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
#7578841 - 10/30/07 10:56 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Damn, sounds like a crazy weekend, that sucks your pipe broke. I hope things get better.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago] 1
#7579923 - 10/31/07 09:21 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I don't know what these other people are talking about, but it's clear to me what the cause of your problem was:
You should have gone into that fucking pyramid.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: BrandNoob]
#7580033 - 10/31/07 10:11 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Agree with the above comment of set, setting. Also, not a good idea to trip if you're in a previously fucked mental state (i.e. agitated, depressed, etc.). I prefer to trip alone, out in nature. The trees and creatures never give me any hassles.
Sorry for all the strife you're experiencing.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: EthericOctopuss]
#7580117 - 10/31/07 10:36 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Popping xanax like they're candy
Popping xanax like theyre candy?
3 mg is a very moderate dose for a person my size, especially for the purpose of sleep. And I took the next 3 mg some 5 hours later, to kill off what pyschedelic effects I somewhat had.
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Not in the right state of mind & pissed off
I stated in my report that I was in the right state of mind, hence why I said the weekend shouldn't have happened and why I wasn't planning on taking drugs in the first place. Not everyone has a smile on their face 24/7. And especially considering the fact I had been busting my ass for everyone elses benefit all day, ya I'm just a terrible guy to be around.
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Emotional outburst
That's right, I forgot, when you break something special too you, when your on a drugs that can widely effect your emotions, getting upset is uncalled for. When someone is on a load of mind altering drugs, and something like that happens, it can definetely set off emotions. I'd expect the same from others in the same situation......except the driving.....the driving was uncalled for.
No offense but you sound like the complete ass. Judging from a very jaded point of view might I add. My insulting statement wasn't an insult, I called him a mooch after he started getting shitty with me yelling and calling me a whiney bitch. He'd been bumming rides, smoke, doses, and all kinds of other things worthless to list so I pointed out he shouldn't be talking when he's such a mooch. My violent tendencies were complete self defense, how are you going to tell me when some random asshole starts insulting you and swinging at you that you aren't going to defend yourself, and I don't know if you've ever been in a fight, let alone one on drugs, but you tend to just black out from adrenaline, the fight is all told to me by my friend and girlfriend, I barely remember any of it.
You obviously are either un experienced, or just an asshole. My combination of drugs wasn't all that outrageous. The pan subbs were super weak, the xanax kills effects of mushrooms anyways, and smoking dmt and inhaling nitrous on psychedelics is not unheard of whatsoever. Being around violent people, people who can't handle their drugs, and bad emotional situations, was a big part of my problem this weekend.
Driving once again was the one thing I did, that I truley hold myself accountable for and regret, though nothing came of it which is a blessing, and I wasn't exactly in a decision making state of mind, it was wreckless and stupid.
I agree though, I bet the pyramid was the answer. I got a cosmic kick in the ass for backing out
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7580163 - 10/31/07 10:46 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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And might I add, I'm not proud of anything that happened this weekend. I once again stated it shouldn't have happened. It was forced, and not meant to be, but I have learned quite the bit from it, and it's definetely somewhat traumatized me, just from the general craziness of everything happening so fast, and all being very impacting emotional situations.
I do have to move out of this house now if I don't find another room mate that isn't going to attack me for virtually no reason. I definetely won't being doing any psychedelics for a while consdering all I have in my head associated with them now, I really need time to sort it out. I do appreciate the understanding repsonses, don't really see the need for the hate.
Anyone who thinks innocent people belong in jail, should be castrated. It's amazing you can tell I'm a menace to society, just from a trip report, way to go detective.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
#7580174 - 10/31/07 10:48 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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jonathan_206 said: I think you're behaving like a serious idiot and you do way to many drugs, and you don't respect them . Not to offend you, but it's the truth. You're behaving much too recklessly and if you keep on going you'll end up in jail where you belong. Your behaviour is so reckless it could easily have an impact on others, and that makes you a serious danger to society. And the people you associate with are idiots too. Stop it and get new friends.
My honest opinion.
that's not very nice
Edited by today mylove (10/31/07 10:50 AM)
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: today mylove]
#7580267 - 10/31/07 11:23 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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What bugs me is that despite all these bad things happening (driving for 5+ hours, friends being annoying, wanting to sleep) you continued doing drugs throughout the weekend.. it's like, when something bad happens due to drugs (fighting, glass breaking), doesn't something register in your brain, that you should step back and chill offa that shit for 24 hours at least?
When people say you're being irresponsible, they mean things like smoking a pipe that you forgot had DMT in it. A responsible person would stop & think "Hey, I left some DMT in here last night", that's all.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Cyrone]
#7580408 - 10/31/07 11:48 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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The dmt was stuck on the bottom, of a pipe I packed weed on top of, without knowing there was still dmt on it, that was a complete accident, anyone can not dig a pipe out all the way. I don't use a dmt pipe, because I don't want another pipe laying around my house, let alone a crack pipe.
I really don't need the lecture, I didn't come here asking for advice, it's a trip report section, I'm giving you my trip report. It's a troubling situation, It's an intense experience, I figured it should be shared with a drug community I frequent. If a few narrow minded assholes want to place judgement on me for a brief series of events that took the course of three days, I wonder why they even post on a site like this.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7580590 - 10/31/07 12:37 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sorry I wasn't trying to be an ass but the way you wrote your trip report and headline sounds like DMT is to blame, your roommate is to blame, etc.
You gotta expect people to make observations and comments if you post a crazy ass story like this. Not trying to give you a narrow-minded asshole lecture
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Stizzle]
#7581810 - 10/31/07 06:05 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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1- Lay off the xanax. I've been tripping for quite a while and never taken it. Just be smart and you won't need any extra drugs to "fix" a trip. I don't get why it's so popular around here.
2- DMT and nitrous? No wonder you broke something.
3- If you make the shitty decision to trip when you shouldn't have (and knew it all along) do not get hostile with your friends about it. Major dick move.
I think my advice is pretty easy to follow. Sorry if I come across as an ass, I just think these are fairly obvious guidelines.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
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Ok let me say first off I met vandago at the gathering we had a couple weeks ago and he is one of the most chill/coolest guys I have met in a real long time.
Vandago dude I was just about to call you and see how gory fest was (I really wanted to go but was broke) and came across this post, all I can say is fuckin A man. What an incredibly fucked up weekend.
I really hope you don't blame yourself for any of that shit that happened. I'd think that after a drug cocktail like you had (and the collection of pipes you have) forgetting which one you had the dmt in is completely understandable I can't believe people are breaking your balls about that.
Also if someone punched me in the face drugs or not shit would definitely hit the fan. When you get hit it just flips that switch where the adrenaline flows and the punches fly with no thought frankly I think a lot of this wouldn't have happened if your room mate could have controlled himself.
Hopefully all this will be chalked up to the drugs and it will blow over and you guys can get still live together...
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
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I think vandago's right about most of what he said but i will have to disagree with him on a few clauses:
- You DID take too many drugs, i'm sure if you had not taken just one of those drugs the night would have been alot better
- It was irresponsible what you did, and although you blame the bad trip on your friend, if you knew he was such a dick its kind of your fault for tripping with him in the first place.
However, it is quite possible that that evening COULD have gone swell i think alot of it had to do with chance. I'm sure you learned your lesson, and i'm glad nobody was SERIOUSLY hurt and that you didnt get arrested or charged or anything like that. Losing your glass pipe and just generally having a shitty time is a good enough punishment lol
I dont see why people have to flame this guy, especially after what he went through, he didnt post this on here to get shit from you guys, he's had plenty of that, maybe next time you can try using more constructive criticism and not just "your a complete dumbass"
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7582652 - 10/31/07 11:07 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Vandago said:
We ate 2 gels a piece and walked it for a while and decided to get a ride home, on the way to our ride, we pick up half a gram of K and 10 G's up Hoes down rolls.
So how are those G's up Hoes Down pills? I've got 2 white ones that I haven't tried yet, I've heard they're good though.
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#7583008 - 11/01/07 05:53 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dreamer987 said: wtf? most of these things were out of his controll. It sounds like he just picked a bad set and setting, and the people he was with couldn't handle they'r shit.
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I grabbed a pressure point on the back of his neck, and proceeded to hit him in the head til the back of his head split wide open and blood started gushing everywhere. He started begging for me to stop, saying he was going to die, so I got up and being in a raging state, grabbed a pan of grease ( not hot grease cold grease ) and dumped it on him, then hit him in the head with a glass jar.
doesn't sound like 'handling your shit'
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: stefan]
#7583185 - 11/01/07 08:23 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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When one finds themself confused and in a bad way, and one has all the characteristics of drug seeking behaviour, then one is an addict, even if not a physical addict, and one is only going to get worse. Or one can quit everything. That's the best way is clean out for awhile, or else you will just make worse and worse karma until you don't recognize your own life any longer. I have been there. It hurts to hear, so sorry. But after watching my friend threaten to kill his wife and two kids with his 2x barrel while shooting Xanax and heroin, I had the first bright thought of my life and it was this, drugs can easily lead to hell. Literally. In this very life. Sounds like you have a foot on that road. Be well.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: stefan]
#7583222 - 11/01/07 08:51 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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No, the fight did get out of hand, the last two things ( pan of grease, glass jar, which didn't break ) were out of sheer rage from getting attacked, and isn't typical of me. I've never fought on drugs before, barely fight in general, so throughout the fight I blacked out. When I grabbed the pressure point on the back of his neck, he was on top of my chest hitting me in the face. How do you go about that sitaution, I'd like to hear how you'd have handled things differently.
Fighting on drugs was something I would choose never to do again if at all possible, it's well harder to control then just the drugs, which you can't really control at all times. I hope you understand where someone who gets blasted in the face several times on mushrooms and xanax must be coming from.
As far as people calling me a dumbass, why would I not realize this? I clearly stated several times in the post I was not very happy with the outcome of this weekend. I am not blaming dmt for the pipe break, however I do blame my friend ( he'd been living with me for over a year, paying half the rent ) for in a difficult situation, throwing out insults instead of helping words, and then walking up to me and straight out attacking me.
Xanax is usually not a common drug I use by the way. I actually refrain from it's use as much as possible, it either makes me a babbling idiot, or knocks me straight out, both ways usually leaving me with amnesia. For recreation I don't take it, for sleep yes, and sometimes for a rough trip.
G's up hoes down, really good, these were speckled tye dye, with a period by the G. Felt extremely clean, if not pure.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7583270 - 11/01/07 09:12 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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By the way, I do appreciate peoples "advice" on what they think is my situation, which I'm amazed they can tell from one trip report. I know, for the most part ( the guy calling me an idiot and that I belong in jail, needs to get off his high horse ) you are all just trying to help, and I do appreciate that. There's so much more in depth to the entire situation, for you to analyze me over these key points, is useless for you, and gives me even more garbage to think about. This whole thing has changed my life, I just put the dmt did, because it was while I was smoking it, and it somewhat correlated. I have plenty to think about from this, all your words of wisdom, all your gripes about what moves I made wrong, I've already thought about and then some.
I lost a friend. I have to move. both could've been avoided if I'd have played my hand a little better. And I didn't. I have to reflect in this now, so trust me I'm way ahead of you. But once again, I know most of you are just trying to help, and I knew plenty of you wouldnt agree with much of what was put in that story and would have comments, but it's what happened, I can't take it back. You are allowed to disagree with the way I handled everything that weekend, I for the most part, feel the same.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7583289 - 11/01/07 09:19 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Xanax is usually not a common drug I use by the way. I actually refrain from it's use as much as possible, it either makes me a babbling idiot, or knocks me straight out, both ways usually leaving me with amnesia. For recreation I don't take it, for sleep yes, and sometimes for a rough trip.
Xanax can make shit get a little crazy... I have a friend that likes to eat them all the time... like 5+ bars at once. He's tried to fight me so many times... and the next day he doesn't remember a damn thing... Xanax just make me forget shit... I have a bad enough time remembering as it is... haha >_< Hope things work out for you, man..
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7583302 - 11/01/07 09:25 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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vandago said: I agree though, I bet the pyramid was the answer. I got a cosmic kick in the ass for backing out
I think the pyramid was created by your spirit guides to protect you from the very situation you found yourself in. Not exactly a cosmic kick in the ass, just remember that those guys are looking out for you. They exist outside of time, and knew just what was about to happen in your home. I suggest you take their comfort and protection next time.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: BrandNoob]
#7583900 - 11/01/07 12:27 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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defensiveness usually points at the truth and it is the mirror of ones face as being the cause of their own suffering. thus the more defensive one becomes the closer to their own face they are.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: eve69]
#7585863 - 11/01/07 10:15 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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In any case, In Rainbows is sex, and that's all you should care about.
I mean, when you post such a personal experience, you should expect that people are gonna be asses. If you're not looking for advice dunno what you'd be looking for.. that's what people are assuming anyway, just FYI.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Cyrone]
#7586912 - 11/02/07 08:50 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's just that for some DMT and other spirit drugs are to be used for spiritual insight and not just dosed wholesale for sport. That sort of makes them pointless. I mean what sort of values could be said to have been obtained when it led to cracking someone in the head with a jar. Coupled with Xanax and etc. Part of the safekeeping of these drugs is that they are not recreational in the sense that they have side effects in reality. Mixing pharma and nature is like mixing wine and cocacola. You're gonna vomit the combination. I just think people who have absolutely no respect for their own spirit are going to crash in a hard comedown. People think that the Earth is the Ground, but that's not so, ones Being is the Ground. Which means that if a person cannot get with their own inner spaciousness then they will have a hard time when they finally drop their flesh. Mind training is the issue here. And just abusing drugs wholesale is not mind training nor special insight. Someone is not going to develop as a person under these circumstances, so they are just devolving. The natural visionary drugs, since they have no other use besides the visionary are thereby for those who use them for visions. When I hear of people who use them combined with other things just to make some suicidal coctail then I get rather miffed. But luckily, his is not my life. I have respect. I respect the visionary as a personal tool for becoming a 'better' human, not just a rampaging animal. If one is becoming more compassionate and caring, and more wise, then great! If not then they should just go straight to heroin and jail, because that's the long and short of it. I have seen it too many times. In any case it's just better to be L7. If one cannot utilize vision. Later.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: eve69]
#7587845 - 11/02/07 01:22 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You sound like you have your beliefs so far up your ass, you're just spewing shit from your mouth ( the problem with a lot of people with really strong beliefs, IMO ) . Most people would defend themselves when people insult them, because the fact that you are passing judgment based on your beliefs ( not only that saying I belong in jail, you sound like you're on the right path as well ) is an insult. Everyones different, there's plenty of paths, it's not just one way or the other. The path I am on may not be your path to self righteousness, or whatever in your mind, that you'll achieve, but I know I'm a good person.
What you consider a spirit drug, anyone can consider recreation.
I've read of shamans in brazil using crack cocaine as a spirirt drug, to help them communicate with god.
Is crack a spirit drug?
In my eyes, in my mind, everything is how we want to perceive. One will better himself through whatever means he deems necessary. One can improve himself and just because you don't see it, or think thats the proper way, doens't mean it isn't occuring.
I was expecting a lot of people, who seem to not be able to look through other peoples eyes, and deem it necessary to not only judge another, but to insult one, to come forth and post their trash, I mean it is the shroomery.
I posted this because it was life changing for me, the actual trips themselves, and what took place during these trips. To me, they seemed worth a write, worth sharing with people. I'm sure I've not only gained plenty of insight from everything that has happened, but just from reading my story, a few people can know what not to do.
Not trying to really be rude, but for some odd reason, it just seems you are
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7588739 - 11/02/07 05:34 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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pull your dick out in the street, some people might look, some might reach for it, one will bust you, but you only have yourself to blame. one is really stupid if they think they will get a full blow job from anyone without rotten teeth. later...dipshit.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7589577 - 11/02/07 09:41 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I was expecting a lot of people, who seem to not be able to look through other peoples eyes, and deem it necessary to not only judge another, but to insult one, to come forth and post their trash, I mean it is the shroomery.
Isn't it ironic that such "responsible and spiritual" people are coming in here and totally insult you? I mean I'm not accounting for everyone but yeah there are a couple asses that barged in here to do just that, to be hypocrites. I doubt they read the whole thing
If you look at the facts though, you treated DMT as a recreational drug and had a bad experience - if you HAD treated it like "spiritual" stuff, then you wouldn't have done it in the first place and none of it would have happened. It's experiences like these that make people think twice about DMT and treat it like it's "sacred" and thats where their viewpoints come from. BTW did you ever .. ASK why your roommate punched you over calling him a mooch?
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: eve69]
#7589636 - 11/02/07 09:59 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think you guys need to lay off this guy. He's just trying to express himself, he's had a horrible week and wants to express that.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Cryogenicz]
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It sounds pretty bad. Reminds me of when I was detoxing off opiates and weed, and spending all my money on Vedic performances and I couldn't sleep for four months and then I gave my 20,000 dollar rudraksha collection to a Tibetan Lama. I was seriously out of my mind at that point. I had to stop having yajnas done and really chill out from all addictive strategies and games at that point. So many things in life demand all our attention and as addicts it becomes very difficult to separate drug seeking behaviour from normal behaviour. Addicts are anal retentive in many cases.
Naw, bullshit, some loser tokes himself to near death and violence and crys over his fucking glass pipe. What a dork.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: eve69]
#7590666 - 11/03/07 10:58 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Naw, bullshit, some loser tokes himself to near death and violence and crys over his fucking glass pipe. What a dork.
Is there a singal brain cell left after your "addiction" or are you just a mindless drone?
There was no "near death", that "deadly drug cocktail"was not that at all. Those drugs, in combination, will not lead to death, you are a pretty ignorant person, to come in here ranting your AA crap, and not know anything about what you are talking about.
Just because you can't get a grip on a certain drug, does not mean every bad story you hear is " just like what happened to me". I don't take opiates, I like being alive and alert, not straining to open my eyes. I don't take xanax but maybe once every two months....if that, I actually hate the stuff, except what it's medical values are, for recreation it's garbage.
If I were to give you a "life report" about the last say, 3 months. It'd be pretty fucking boring, Lots of excercising, work, and boring nothing. You'd have maybe 5-6 actual trip reports in their, maybe one night of drinking. I'm not going to even respond to anything else you typed, you seem like a very narrow minded person, in fact you seem like a complete moron.
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Addicts are anal retentive in many cases.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Cyrone]
#7590700 - 11/03/07 11:11 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I did ask him why he hit me, but it was only 10 minutes after the fact, and I don't think either of us had calmed down much.
I mean he is a mooch. He tries not to be, but only by bitching about it, not by actually making an effort. I don't think on a sober mind he would've hit me, I think the drugs and him already being pissed at himself for being a mooch just irated him to the point he swung on me, maybe feeling insecure.
He moved out, stiffed me on octobers rent money ( total being 750, and I have 400 of it ) so he not only insulted me, swung at me, and moved out, but he stole that months half of rent as well.
I don't really know why though, he's a good guy, always been on of my most trustworthy friends. He's in a rough spot financially ( completely poor in debt ) so that might have influenced his decision to rip me off, but I dunno.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7590730 - 11/03/07 11:24 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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this is WAAAAAY DUMB
sorry you caught raped up in dumb town USA
dmt is not for busing up your room mates brains
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
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I don't generally give a fuck about how people use drugs, and am not one to preach, BUT
Shit like this is what perpetuates the bad rep that drugs in general and psychedelics in particular have. I think that's why you're getting the emotionally charged responses you have here. Much of what you said you've done just seems incredibly irresponsible and/or immature. IMO. Hopefully you took something valuable away from this weekend.
BTW the title of your thread makes it seem as if DMT is to blame for all your problems. Perhaps that's unintentional, but it kind of irks a person like me. The days of easy DMT are already numbered, don't give it a bad rap.
We've all done stupid shit man. Sometimes it's best not to tell the world about it - you can't expect to post something like this and not get trash talked.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Grok]
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earn somthing from this about how how you and the universe function together. this all resulted due to the path you chose. snap decisions, harsh judgment, violent tendencys, and a generaly atached ego are the resson you are streched so thin
if you had one ounze of respect for that breif expereince you had, both on dmt, and the mushrooms (despite you just xing t out wwith xannys ) you would know its not worth all the strife. you brought all this upon you. sit and fucking think
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7592163 - 11/03/07 07:18 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Actually, you are right, I was being an asshole. I am sorry. I have no right to judge you or anyone, and I don't. I just liked sounding like I knew something, but I really don't. Well, sort of. I mean, I am L7 now but so what. So hey, don't be so down. If you only knew what drugs I had done. I have never been AA. Anyway, I just thought some tough love right now would go a bit further, but who am I. Noone. So best wishes.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7594104 - 11/04/07 10:43 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Really, I'm not one to blatently abuse drugs, and let things get so out of hand like they did ( mainly taking such large amounts of everything ). There's a million and one different paths I could've taken that night, to improve what had happened, or avoid it all together, and I didn't and am surely paying the reprecussions for it.
I've had that gram of DMT since june 10th or so, and that's only the 2nd time I've smoked it ( sadly the second time was 8 times or so in one night ), so clearly it's not a habitual thing for me to do this.
It's funny because most of you, who responded with why I am a jackass, act like I just forgot this weekend happened, and plan on repeating it sometime in the future. It's not the case whatsoever, in fact I've completely eradicated my xanax ( just gave the 4-5 mg left to a friend ), and I think I'm giving psychedelics up all together. I know for a fact I won't eat any hallucinogens within the next year or so, I actually just got done doing a three month break from them.
There is a lot of times I use drugs for recreation, I know some don't approve, but hey I get a lot out of it recreationally ( honestly sometimes more than when I go into it with spiritual intentions ). A lot of people I associate with, however, do not. They all take drugs, simply for the purpose of getting fucked up, and have for years now. Amazingly a majority of them haven't had an ass kicking experience, that made them start respecting drugs. These people are a huge factor in why I don't want to use psychedelics for a long long time, it's just not good to be around a lot of these people. Not only that, but it's just bound to happen again and again with some of these certain people until they get the slightest grain of appreciation for any one drug.
I admit, I took things over the line, and kept going. Factors played in that I couldn't control, but could've handle more appropriatly. None of you have to explain where you're coming from when you point the finger at me, I already know, trust me. I just wish you'd think about where I must be coming from after all this happened.
And as for the title of this post, it's more of just a list as to what took place that evening.....dmt changed my life......I got my head smashed....broke a 300 dollar pipe....got forced out of my home.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home [Re: vandago]
#7628668 - 11/13/07 01:01 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hm, too many drugs, wrong place wrong time.
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I for one enjoyed reading your story. It sounds life changing, and I hope it was. The only thing I would judge for was the violence. Realize you didn't start it, but nether the less unnecessary. Then again, I've never got hit and never hit, so I do not know how I would react myself, I want to think I would not hit back. Hopefully I'll never find out 
A shame about your smoking piece there Nice collection though! Shivadas?
for well written story!
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: bmy]
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Crazy story, glad nobody got seriously hurt. Good luck learning from the experience.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: BrandNoob]
#7635415 - 11/14/07 02:25 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
BrandNoob said: I don't know what these other people are talking about, but it's clear to me what the cause of your problem was:
You should have gone into that fucking pyramid.
No doubt!
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: fazdazzle]
#7654754 - 11/19/07 01:26 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I didn't read all of the responses to your trip report so sorry if I repeat something someone else said, I didn't read past the first page. I'm not going to lecture you about bad decisions made as you've already admitted that yourself. I am going to suggest that you stop trying to place the entirety of the blame on other things as you seem to do in some of your responses. All in all it sounds like a very very bad weekend for you and I hope you're feeling better today. This is an experience to learn from, not just you but everyone can take some lessons away from this one. thanks for sharing and good vibes
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: pasteface]
#7678827 - 11/25/07 04:43 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Perhaps the mods could change the name of the thread to "teenage Retards on Drugs"...
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Mourningdove]
#7681332 - 11/26/07 10:53 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why even bother posting?
And just for reference I'm 22 and younger then most of my friends.
And just for an update, it's been exactly 1 month since this all occured, and aside from pot and alchol this recent weekend, I haven't done any hard drugs.
Room mate moved out and I've been living alone, lot of time to just think really.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7682342 - 11/26/07 03:55 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why's everyone gotta come across as an asshole in this thread. vandago fucked up and he knows it, no need to rub it in.
I hope everything works our for you vandago.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: RobMarley420]
#7683031 - 11/26/07 06:50 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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The easiest way to call someone an immature asshole, is to act like one I guess?
It's pretty obvious this has had quite an impact on my life, and definetely won't be repeated. So many people gotta act high and mighty, but oh well this is the internet...
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7687695 - 11/27/07 07:11 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You should lay off the drugs for awhile Vandago. If you live anywhere in New England I can come and dispose of them for you.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7697608 - 11/30/07 04:03 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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sorry about the experience man, sometimes shit like that just happens, it comes with the territory. But all in all i'd say you handled your shit well. I'd definitely mellow out on the psychadelics for a while but keep smokin the ghanj, it'll help you deal with the inevitable stress of finding a new roomate.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#7701566 - 12/01/07 12:53 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Wow dude. Look I gotta agree with BrandNoob.... Shoulda gone in the pyramid. But as for my opinion, which you didn't ask for, on the whole it looks fucking horrible. But you factor in the time, and settings, it becomes a bit better. I mean I can totally see your side of it. Friday, all that bullshit happened and you wanted a little pay off. It got a little outta hand and you accidentally broke a nice piece that you had sentimental value with. Driving was a mistake yeah, but I'ma be honest, when I've started to come down I've done it too on those empty roads near my area, so I can relate. Then your friends got an attitude for whatever reasons and is looking to pick a fight, really thats what he did. 300 dollar piece, calls you a whiney bitch. And the say that to my face line, looking for a fight. So you defended yourself. The jar was a little much dude but good on you for not actually killing him.
So Saturday comes and you musta woken up with a realization of "Ah what the fuck" and decided to get outta the negative environment, so you hit up the festival, drop some L, and it turns out to be a bust. So you left there and your friend starts freaking. Thats not on you, and I'd like to say you handled it pretty well IMO. Night over.
Sunday, you're looking to relax, you forget somethings in your pipe. Really thats not such a horrible thing to do as its essentially forgetting which beer is yours and you grab your friends instead, only this was a pipe with dmt. Your moms dog dying... Well that had nothing to do with you.
Again not justifying anything, just saying I could see how you're mindset might have gone. Had similar experiences myself. Never with that many hallucinogens back to back though.
But yes, next time, go in the damn pyramid and you can avoid all this.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#7737642 - 12/09/07 06:20 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Gave me anxiety reading it, ugh
get things straightened out man
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: eve69]
#7759297 - 12/14/07 05:30 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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dam if i lived in the middle of nowere id fucking drive on w.e drugs i was on that must b crazy 2 b blasted into hyperspace without knowing ahhahahahaha, note 2 self cash dmt bowls
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Coaster]
#7759464 - 12/14/07 06:11 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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"Oh God damn this headache.... Oh thank god, some weed. -spark, inhale, cough.- Ah... Thats the stu-OH SHIT!"
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: ZeroBoyWD]
#7761256 - 12/15/07 09:30 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds like you made some (reasonable) mistakes, and a lot of bad shit happened that was out of your control. Glad that you learned from your experience. Take it easy for a while. Sorry to hear about your shitty weekend!
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: LSDaytripper]
#7771984 - 12/17/07 10:17 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Crazy fucker mind blowing experience. This shit sucks same shit happened to me.
I was in a bad mood but against better judgement decided to dose 1500mg ... not to mention the largest dose I had taken. Experience was mind blowing. Black out, Screaming of satan and suicide, break my hand, streak around my parents neighboorhood, get the cops called on me, get restrained put into the ambulance, taken to hospitial and tied down on a bad. Huge medical bills + broken hand... out of work for 1 1/2 months.
But hey most amazing shit ever seen or felt. And I still love lucy, just staying away from it till im more stable.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: pooppoop]
#7773130 - 12/18/07 09:20 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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You should write up a trip report for that night, pooppoop. Sounds like an interesting read.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: RobMarley420]
#7809502 - 12/29/07 01:31 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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how the fuck are you still alive from all that shit.
goddam dude, ur a fucking warrior.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: zZZz]
#8532537 - 06/17/08 03:53 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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in my opinion thats a fucking awesome weekend
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Jufin]
#8532927 - 06/17/08 08:54 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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From what I have read it seems as though this entire weekend would have been sweet, if you were alone. Your former roommate using the typical "say it to my face" line, makes me think he's a real douche, who can't resolve a dispute with words so he needs to take it to a physical level. In hindsight, I bet you wouldn't have taken those drugs if you knew these problems were going to arise.
Sweet drug combos, shit people around you.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#8534260 - 06/17/08 04:18 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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vandago hey man enjoyed ( sorry don't know if enjoyed was the right word considering your circumstances but u know what i mean) reading your report as it reminded me of a similar experience Ive had and to be honest i felt empathy with you man.
not that i want to go into my own experience because i feel it would just piss me off writing the details but it was a 1 day binge which in fact turned into a 3 day nightmare where it wasn't actually about the drugs i took or bad trips but more about the events that unfolded and became consequent of the whole experience.
thanks for sharing your experience with us man thats what this place is all about. don't ask me what all the negative harsh comments are about. an aspect of shroomery which really gets me down is the counter productive, negativity which sometimes seems apparent in every post i seem to read. yeah but to be fair there are a lot of kool ppl on here with very very innovative and informative opinions and advice.
take it easy man. life gets that way sometimes where u think nothing else can go wrong then it does. but rest assured be positive get that spring back in ur step and that grin on your chin..things will brighten up for you man.
take it easyyyyyyy;)
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: phonodelic]
#8540231 - 06/19/08 09:29 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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One of those should've stayed in/went to bed weekends. When your house turns into the party/fun place, its hard. I recommend ear plugs. You did make a good effort though and it backfired. A risk we take.
Now that its 08 whats happening?
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: ManeKast]
#8565449 - 06/26/08 03:50 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Common stuff, Vandago. Hard to hear, but common indeed for the chaos magician.
The monkey touches many, but only the fortunate or blessed learn from the raw energy that it brings. I cant count the amount of times this kind of shit has happened to me- now, I can kind of begin to see the signs.. and the best shit is when the unioversal shit hits the fanm, you know its coming so you wear the raincoat.
Iv been gangbashed on the peak of a pill.. cricket stumped at a mates b'day.. Lost my cousin, my license and my best mate all in one weekend.. HAHAHAHAHAAH. the list goes on an on. Its fucked, but if chaos is your calling, you'l seek the appropriate technologies and when you look back on this in a year or two.. One can find, just what kinds of special insight and power it has granted and feel totally overwhelmed with gratitude that theyre still alive.
Hey, youve still got a net connection!
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#8569258 - 06/26/08 11:00 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Seriously- write a screenplay and send it into an Indie director. Reading that was a real roller-coaster.
All I can say is, if anything like that happened to me, I'd A) seriously reduce my "tripper-circle" of friends to one or two I know I can count on no matter what, and B) stop mixing drugs. There's no knowing how much a particular mixture of drugs will mess with your brain chemicals and make you do something you would never do sober (something bad).
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#8641604 - 07/16/08 08:21 AM (15 years, 6 months ago) |
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hmmm.. i dont know what to say.. this is fucked up! i think drugs shouldn't be available for people like you! also cars shouldn't. if i were a doctor i'd probably keep you & that violent friend of yours strapped to a bed on a mixture of scopolamine and morphium.
it doesn't seem like taking drugs has brought any enlightment to you. maybe you should think about going to a psychiatrist for a good therapy! no offense.. but ive never seen any violence of such kind from drug users.. usually weed smokers just hit a pipe when they get mad.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: cheech]
#10330723 - 05/13/09 01:49 AM (14 years, 8 months ago) |
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yo how the fuck do some of you guys consider blaming him on this. (im just glad
some people here actually know what a REAL fucked up weekend could be like ) i mean in
my perspective he had a pretty decent setting to trip, he was basically just lookin to end
his trip with an insightful one, albeit he did get pissed and fuck his homie up. i couldnt
blame you for that dude, i mean you were fuckin trippin balls and the dude just happened
to open his mouth at the worst time possible.
i mean dam this shit coulda happened even without any drugs (anyone ever been TOOO
DRUNK???? and had a friend say somethin
completely assanine to you? )that weekend probably had the worst set of coincidences
that i had ever read( should really write a play/ script tho ).
life is always full of learning experiences
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: doyoutrip]
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I hate when you have the most crazy, whacked out weekend that just completely changes your view on life, and then having to go back to work/school on Monday...it just feels.....way too weird.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: LSDaytripper]
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Wow, really pulled this one out of the grave eh?
Still, it's a good post, one worth re-reading a year after the fact. Some people forget just how powerful all these drugs are, drugs we sometimes treat like candy.
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: BrandNoob]
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BrandNoob said: I don't know what these other people are talking about, but it's clear to me what the cause of your problem was:
You should have gone into that fucking pyramid.
LOL
next time you take over 8 hits of DMT listen to the gaseous creatures, duh
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home [Re: vandago]
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vandago said: Let me start off by saying this is all true, and it's a mess. The whole weekend shouldn't have been , and because it got forced, the cosmos came crashing down on me in way more ways then one.
This is long. It takes the course of friday night, saturday night, and a little bit of sunday night ( it all ties together ).
So my 360 nitrous chargers come friday. Yay. Decide a trip would be fantastic. Friday is my grandpa day, me and him always go out for a lunch and I work on whatever needs done at his house, I left his house in the nick of time to get back to my house to sign for the chargers ( 1 hour drive to gpa's 1 hour drive home). Luckily I didn't have to drive even further to pick them up.
Once the nitrous is aquired I had to run and pick me and a few friends up some green . My normal dude is out, so I end up having to drive 1.5 hours to and 1.5 hours from a different dudes house, and come back with green that I wasn't as happy with as normal. Stop by a fellow shroomerites house and chill for a little while, the only pleasant part of my weekend, in retrospect, and then head for home.
On my journey home ( now about 5-6 hours of driving ) I decided acid isn't in my plans for the evening ( my original intentions ) and I would just go home and relax, ha.
I get home and my room mate and my good friend are there already, and they had full plans of devouring two gels and inhaling nitrous all night. Who am I to ruin their plans right? Well we don't have balloons and it's 11:30 so I drive to a store ( 20 minutes ) no balloons, drive to another store ( 20 min ) no balloons. Ended up going to a third and then a 4th store before they were finally aquired, both my room mate and friend are tripping ( they dosed right before we left ) and I'm sober as hell and quite grumpy at that.
We get home and watch a bullshit movie, The Invisible, I mean this is complete and utter trash don't even waste your time reading this sentence, If you already did I'm sorry.
By the end of the movie I realize I'm not going to be able to sleep with two tripping fools jamming tunes in my living room, so I proceed to eat 3 mg of xanax ( usually knocks me right out ) and smoke a little herb. Now here's where the trip actually starts......
The xanax is acting way different then normal, making me feel amazing, and euphoric. Usually I'm groggy and trashed off xanax, now I'm feeling great. In fact I'm feeling so good I want to trip. Everyones on acid though, and if I eat acid now by the time I'm peaking they'll be coming down, so I go for the ol' mushy in lemon juice. I figure I'd have to dose heavy from the xanax so I soak 5.2 grams of pan subbs in lemon juice and soak it for 20 min then slam it down ( my g/f also took 1.75 grams of cubes in lemon juice at this time ) . Effects start quickly, this is roughly 2 am.
Effects are astounding, the xanax is taking all the edge off the mush, everythings great. Listening to Radiohead- In Rainbows, inhaling nitrous and loving everything. All four of us tripping quite nicely, with the nitrous adding an amazing journery every couple of minutes, to one side of the universe and back, for me to explain in detail all the whip its I did, you'd be reading for hours, so we will skip that and get right down to why I even wrote this report.
This whip it was so good I had to take it further.....
I grab my stash of n,n-dmt and load a pile on top of a pipe ( my 300 dollar bear claw) it's the pipe in the very front of all the others in the pic below.

I fire the pipe up and take a massive dmt hit, I blow the hit back into the balloon and start huffing the balloon ( of course taking breaths every three huffs ). This was unimaginable. Nothing I could say can do it justice. It was the most intense experience, while at the same time being the calmest experience ever. The shift in reality was so great I was not even a human anymore, just part of innertangling cords, made out of red and white stripes. I was lost for a good ten minutes, in about 16 different places at once, thinking from so many different points in my mind, I was everything, and I knew it, and it wasn't hard to believe. I mean it wasn't shocking what so ever, it was like hey OF COURSE, jees and all this time. once I got back to reality it was crawling from every inch with a fuzzy cover of patterns and beings and just craziness.
This was so goddamn awesome, it made the next series of events worth it I think.
I gave everyone else in the room dmt hits, everyone had profound amazing results, and lots to tell once they were back. I decided more would be fine, and smoked it again.....and again....and again....probably about 8 times total, all being every bit as intense as the last. The very last dmt hit I took ( after my gf went to bed ) was where things got weird and wrong.
I shot out of my body, and came to at a huge black/clear pyramid. It was completely pitch black, like dark solid black, but I could see through it, around it, under it, above it, very real. Then 8-9 entities appeared around me, all a different color, they had no form except a gaseous floating color, like pixie dust. They all were very glad I came and told me very casually that I belonged in the pyramid, in more ways then one. The odd thing about their precense is how casual I felt towards them and how casual they felt towards me, it was like we were long friends reunited. I chose not to enter the pyramid and came to on my couch, I stood up in shock at what had just took place, and when I did bumped the table knocking my pipe onto a pile of empty nitrous chargers, breaking.
Now I wasn't in the right state to be doing all these drugs in the first place, what with 7+ hours in a car all day, and just being general pissed off, so this occourence just made me irate. I picked up what was left of the pipe and slammed it down on my hard floor, shattering it everywhere. I then got in my car, and drove down the road.
Now let me say this. Driving on what I had taken was so irresponsible and stupid, HOWEVER, I live in the middle of nowhere, on a dead end road, with literally 7 houses. The road is a quarter mile long, and completely straight. I was only driving up and down this road to calm down, breaking things are not fun, and I didnt want to be a dick to everyone else, though looking back, driving was a dick move.
I drove for maybe 5 minutes, doubtful if even that, mind you I only had strong visuals when smoking dmt or huffing a whip it, other than that it was a very mild level 1-2 trip with barely any traces ( on account of the xanax I assume ), so the drive was really nothing, I pulled back in and went to clean my mess up.
While I was cleaning I took 3 more xanax to completely kill the trip, and started bitching up a storm, mainly about how I dind't want to trip in the first place, and now this had happened. My roommate started talking mad shit, called me a whiney little bitch, and to shut the fuck up. I shot back at him and told him he had a lot of room to talk condsidering all he does is work and bitch about working, and then mooch weed off everyone else.
He tells me to say it to his face...
"Well then, joe, you are a piece of shit mooch"
He blasts me in the face, really hard, and jumps on top of me blasting me in the face over and over. It caught me off gaurd for a second, but somehow ( on 5 grams of mush and 6 xanax ) I came back with a flurry of fists ( this is all told to me by my roommamte who is joe, my friend and my girlfriend, she woke up when I got in my car). I hit him in the face a few times and picked him up and slammed him right through our kitchen table. He got up extremely fast and tackled me getting on top of me, he punches me in the face one time, and I shoot up and bear hug him to my chest and started plowing the back of his head with my fist. I grabbed a pressure point on the back of his neck, and proceeded to hit him in the head til the back of his head split wide open and blood started gushing everywhere. He started begging for me to stop, saying he was going to die, so I got up and being in a raging state, grabbed a pan of grease ( not hot grease cold grease ) and dumped it on him, then hit him in the head with a glass jar. As soon as the glass jar hit him I realized what the fuck was taking place and stopped, panting extremely hard, and just awestruck.
He was bleeding badly, both eyes blackened, I still don't know why me calling him a mooch made him hit me, me and my friend were dumbfounded. I couldnt believe I even won the fight, that motherfucker is big, and he hits hard.
Nights over, clean up, no apologies, straight to bed.
Saturday.
I wake up to him gone and a note. Pretty much saying sorry in twenty different ways, and telling me that he understood if I wanted to move out. I left him a note saying, its all good, and I'd be staying.
I decided to go to a halloween festival after this, 40 dollars to get in. Me and a different friend get there and it's crap, thick mud everywhere, rain, no camping spots, bad crowd, lame staff. We ate 2 gels a piece and walked it for a while and decided to get a ride home, on the way to our ride, we pick up half a gram of K and 10 G's up Hoes down rolls.
On the journey home my friend complains of chest pains and his arm going numb, I tell him it's just psychopsamtic and to calm downm everythings cool. we get home and he says it's passed and everythings fine now, and we decide to sample one of these rolls out, now I had a tolerence from the night before, so was once again barely tripping and knew I could handle it, I think he just ate the roll cause I did, knowing he couldnt handle it. About 45 minutes after he ate the roll he screams....
"Somethings wrong, Somethings wrong, I can't feel my arms or legs, and my chest hurts". I tell him everythigns cool, don't worry, he's tripping and it's just a physical hallucination. I tell him not to fight it and to just relax. Nothing is working verbally, I try for 10 minutes. It gets to the point where he can't form words anymore except " my hands are turning blue" and " I'm dying " ( his hands were not blue, his vital signs were not deadly, he was just freaking out ). I can't talk him down anymore, he is fiddling with his phone to call 911 but can barely move his hands. With options running out, I grabbed 1 mg of xanax, and tell him to try that before he calls, very calmly might I add, I didn't wanna make him feel like if he needed medical attention I wouldn't give it to him. I crushed up a xanax and dumped it in his mouth with some water ( he couldnt move at this point except to just barely swallow ) now I start talking to him very casually, telling him he CAN feel his hands again ( not asking him if he can, telling him that he can ) and it worked, the more I told him calmly and positively the more he believed me and went with it. I did it for a good twenty minutes and he could move again and was coherent. He ate another mg of xanax just in case it crept back in.
Sunday.
I sit at home winded exhausted and just plain out of it. My room mate comes home and says, "I'm sick of being a fucking loser mooch, so I'm going to move back in with my parents"....just think about that sentence if you will......im sick of being a mooch.....moving in with my parents......
I tell him what the fuck ever, I don't need friends that are going to call me a whiney bitch and then attack me when I break a 300 dollar piece of glass, and then move out and leave me stuck with bills. He packs his shit and is out in 3 hours.
I sit alone, just completely...what the fuck...from the weekend, and decided to chill with some herb. Nice pipe packed up ready to go, and I go outside to smoke it while my dog pees. I smoke it fast, it's cold, I want inside, I smoke the whole pipe in like 2 minutes.
Whats this.....
The last couple hits taste funky.....
*BAM* Hyperspace.
Skyrocketed to the land of dmt and back, without even knowing I was about to go, when I got back I remember we were using this pipe first on friday and I didnt cash it out, just put buds on top of it.
I come inside, hallucinating pretty hard, when my two friend pull in the driveway followed by my hysterical mom. She's bawling and screaming, I invite my friends in and have her outside, tripping fairly now, asking what's wrong.
Her third dog in two months to get hit by a car, the first of the three she had for 15 years, this one she became super super attached to, and it was laying dead in her backseat. She was a little loopy, she didn't wanna bury it at home because my sister let it out and she didn't want to scream at her while she buried the dog. She was also so mad at my family over it , she for some reason thought the dog didn't deserve to be buried there. So she demands liqour, I go inside and get her a half gallon of jack, she sits outside chugging jack and digging a hole over the next hour or so, bawling her eyes out. She buries the dog and drives home, against my say so, and I'm left alone again, with even more on my mind.
So I think I'm going to slow down a little, and go with how I'm feeling a lot more. Anytime I go against my better judgement it ends in catostrophy, and on this fateful weekend way more ways than one.
If you read that entire thing, bravo.
I DID BRAVO. WHAT I GOT TO SAY =DAMN!!!!
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home [Re: majicman30]
#24516144 - 07/29/17 12:40 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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Jeez Majicman, - this necro-post may be the oldest one I've ever seen! This thread was started damned near ten years ago. PLEASE pay attention to dates of posts to which you respond!
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home [Re: Nature Boy]
#24516222 - 07/29/17 01:35 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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Man, this thread is old, good story though A+ classic shroomery material. Read the whole thing.
I would love to get vandago in here to comment on his old story now. I wonder what he'd say about his younger self's actions...
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0 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home [Re: nooneman]
#24530457 - 08/04/17 05:12 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
Nature Boy said:
Jeez Majicman, - this necro-post may be the oldest one I've ever seen! This thread was started damned near ten years ago. PLEASE pay attention to dates of posts to which you respond!
LOL yall I knew it was an old thread, but not till after I read it. Then I had to tespond after reading all of that I just had to.Even though I knew it was old before I posted I just had to, shit alott to read, but a good shroomery story, Saved in the archives. Peace & Love
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