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Grok
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7591038 - 11/03/07 01:10 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don't generally give a fuck about how people use drugs, and am not one to preach, BUT
Shit like this is what perpetuates the bad rep that drugs in general and psychedelics in particular have. I think that's why you're getting the emotionally charged responses you have here. Much of what you said you've done just seems incredibly irresponsible and/or immature. IMO. Hopefully you took something valuable away from this weekend.
BTW the title of your thread makes it seem as if DMT is to blame for all your problems. Perhaps that's unintentional, but it kind of irks a person like me. The days of easy DMT are already numbered, don't give it a bad rap.
We've all done stupid shit man. Sometimes it's best not to tell the world about it - you can't expect to post something like this and not get trash talked.
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notapillow
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Grok]
#7591098 - 11/03/07 01:25 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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earn somthing from this about how how you and the universe function together. this all resulted due to the path you chose. snap decisions, harsh judgment, violent tendencys, and a generaly atached ego are the resson you are streched so thin
if you had one ounze of respect for that breif expereince you had, both on dmt, and the mushrooms (despite you just xing t out wwith xannys ) you would know its not worth all the strife. you brought all this upon you. sit and fucking think
and wait to rot, its that easy
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eve69
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7592163 - 11/03/07 07:18 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Actually, you are right, I was being an asshole. I am sorry. I have no right to judge you or anyone, and I don't. I just liked sounding like I knew something, but I really don't. Well, sort of. I mean, I am L7 now but so what. So hey, don't be so down. If you only knew what drugs I had done. I have never been AA. Anyway, I just thought some tough love right now would go a bit further, but who am I. Noone. So best wishes.
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vandago


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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7594104 - 11/04/07 10:43 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Really, I'm not one to blatently abuse drugs, and let things get so out of hand like they did ( mainly taking such large amounts of everything ). There's a million and one different paths I could've taken that night, to improve what had happened, or avoid it all together, and I didn't and am surely paying the reprecussions for it.
I've had that gram of DMT since june 10th or so, and that's only the 2nd time I've smoked it ( sadly the second time was 8 times or so in one night ), so clearly it's not a habitual thing for me to do this.
It's funny because most of you, who responded with why I am a jackass, act like I just forgot this weekend happened, and plan on repeating it sometime in the future. It's not the case whatsoever, in fact I've completely eradicated my xanax ( just gave the 4-5 mg left to a friend ), and I think I'm giving psychedelics up all together. I know for a fact I won't eat any hallucinogens within the next year or so, I actually just got done doing a three month break from them.
There is a lot of times I use drugs for recreation, I know some don't approve, but hey I get a lot out of it recreationally ( honestly sometimes more than when I go into it with spiritual intentions ). A lot of people I associate with, however, do not. They all take drugs, simply for the purpose of getting fucked up, and have for years now. Amazingly a majority of them haven't had an ass kicking experience, that made them start respecting drugs. These people are a huge factor in why I don't want to use psychedelics for a long long time, it's just not good to be around a lot of these people. Not only that, but it's just bound to happen again and again with some of these certain people until they get the slightest grain of appreciation for any one drug.
I admit, I took things over the line, and kept going. Factors played in that I couldn't control, but could've handle more appropriatly. None of you have to explain where you're coming from when you point the finger at me, I already know, trust me. I just wish you'd think about where I must be coming from after all this happened.
And as for the title of this post, it's more of just a list as to what took place that evening.....dmt changed my life......I got my head smashed....broke a 300 dollar pipe....got forced out of my home.
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notapillow
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7595361 - 11/04/07 05:00 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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glad to see its on your mind.
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GGreatOne234
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my home [Re: vandago]
#7628668 - 11/13/07 01:01 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hm, too many drugs, wrong place wrong time.
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bmy
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: GGreatOne234]
#7630990 - 11/13/07 02:58 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I for one enjoyed reading your story. It sounds life changing, and I hope it was. The only thing I would judge for was the violence. Realize you didn't start it, but nether the less unnecessary. Then again, I've never got hit and never hit, so I do not know how I would react myself, I want to think I would not hit back. Hopefully I'll never find out 
A shame about your smoking piece there Nice collection though! Shivadas?
for well written story!
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andrewss
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: bmy]
#7633065 - 11/13/07 10:24 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Crazy story, glad nobody got seriously hurt. Good luck learning from the experience.
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fazdazzle
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: BrandNoob]
#7635415 - 11/14/07 02:25 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
BrandNoob said: I don't know what these other people are talking about, but it's clear to me what the cause of your problem was:
You should have gone into that fucking pyramid.
No doubt!
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pasteface
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: fazdazzle]
#7654754 - 11/19/07 01:26 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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I didn't read all of the responses to your trip report so sorry if I repeat something someone else said, I didn't read past the first page. I'm not going to lecture you about bad decisions made as you've already admitted that yourself. I am going to suggest that you stop trying to place the entirety of the blame on other things as you seem to do in some of your responses. All in all it sounds like a very very bad weekend for you and I hope you're feeling better today. This is an experience to learn from, not just you but everyone can take some lessons away from this one. thanks for sharing and good vibes
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Mourningdove
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: pasteface]
#7678827 - 11/25/07 04:43 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Perhaps the mods could change the name of the thread to "teenage Retards on Drugs"...
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vandago



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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Mourningdove]
#7681332 - 11/26/07 10:53 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why even bother posting?
And just for reference I'm 22 and younger then most of my friends.
And just for an update, it's been exactly 1 month since this all occured, and aside from pot and alchol this recent weekend, I haven't done any hard drugs.
Room mate moved out and I've been living alone, lot of time to just think really.
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RobMarley420
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7682342 - 11/26/07 03:55 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why's everyone gotta come across as an asshole in this thread. vandago fucked up and he knows it, no need to rub it in.
I hope everything works our for you vandago.
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vandago



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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: RobMarley420]
#7683031 - 11/26/07 06:50 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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The easiest way to call someone an immature asshole, is to act like one I guess?
It's pretty obvious this has had quite an impact on my life, and definetely won't be repeated. So many people gotta act high and mighty, but oh well this is the internet...
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wendel
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: vandago]
#7687695 - 11/27/07 07:11 PM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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You should lay off the drugs for awhile Vandago. If you live anywhere in New England I can come and dispose of them for you.
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doitagain
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: notapillow]
#7697608 - 11/30/07 04:03 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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sorry about the experience man, sometimes shit like that just happens, it comes with the territory. But all in all i'd say you handled your shit well. I'd definitely mellow out on the psychadelics for a while but keep smokin the ghanj, it'll help you deal with the inevitable stress of finding a new roomate.
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ZeroBoyWD
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#7701566 - 12/01/07 12:53 AM (16 years, 2 months ago) |
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Wow dude. Look I gotta agree with BrandNoob.... Shoulda gone in the pyramid. But as for my opinion, which you didn't ask for, on the whole it looks fucking horrible. But you factor in the time, and settings, it becomes a bit better. I mean I can totally see your side of it. Friday, all that bullshit happened and you wanted a little pay off. It got a little outta hand and you accidentally broke a nice piece that you had sentimental value with. Driving was a mistake yeah, but I'ma be honest, when I've started to come down I've done it too on those empty roads near my area, so I can relate. Then your friends got an attitude for whatever reasons and is looking to pick a fight, really thats what he did. 300 dollar piece, calls you a whiney bitch. And the say that to my face line, looking for a fight. So you defended yourself. The jar was a little much dude but good on you for not actually killing him.
So Saturday comes and you musta woken up with a realization of "Ah what the fuck" and decided to get outta the negative environment, so you hit up the festival, drop some L, and it turns out to be a bust. So you left there and your friend starts freaking. Thats not on you, and I'd like to say you handled it pretty well IMO. Night over.
Sunday, you're looking to relax, you forget somethings in your pipe. Really thats not such a horrible thing to do as its essentially forgetting which beer is yours and you grab your friends instead, only this was a pipe with dmt. Your moms dog dying... Well that had nothing to do with you.
Again not justifying anything, just saying I could see how you're mindset might have gone. Had similar experiences myself. Never with that many hallucinogens back to back though.
But yes, next time, go in the damn pyramid and you can avoid all this.
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ck10n3
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
#7737642 - 12/09/07 06:20 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Gave me anxiety reading it, ugh
get things straightened out man
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Coaster
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: eve69]
#7759297 - 12/14/07 05:30 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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dam if i lived in the middle of nowere id fucking drive on w.e drugs i was on that must b crazy 2 b blasted into hyperspace without knowing ahhahahahaha, note 2 self cash dmt bowls
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ZeroBoyWD
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Re: Smoking dmt changed my life, got my head smashed, broke a 300 dollar pipe, forced me out of my [Re: Coaster]
#7759464 - 12/14/07 06:11 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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"Oh God damn this headache.... Oh thank god, some weed. -spark, inhale, cough.- Ah... Thats the stu-OH SHIT!"
-------------------- I'm done trying to be "right." I want the exchange of ideas to be the currency of my economy. If you have something I can use, great. I'll try it out. If you think my methods are shit, great. Don't use it. We all want yields.
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