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Mushrooms from god?
#7574316 - 10/29/07 08:15 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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So this is pretty fucking real. I met up with my girlfriend yesterday and she was here as i filled a 60 cc syringe with plain old water and pressure cooked it along with a rye jar.
now lets back up to friday night. ...
I had my first level 5 trip. You just cant describe this shit. some of you know what im talking about. I had a few insane meditations with obe's. I gained esp during several parts of the trip and i could hear peoples thought all around me. I could shoot energy out of my body and for a long time my vision was blured so i went to a mirror and i reallized there was a white energy coming out of my body like steam / or flame. it was 3 inches thick! wow.
so during all this i hear a voice, and it was revealing things to me that realate to the meaning of life etc. I decided i was going to meet the person and i went into the bathroom with all the lights off and lit a candle. I meditated for prolly a half an hour and i became clear i was in the presence of god. God told me i had many lessons to learn and it was not clear if we would speak directly again. What he taught me was his greatest gift is love, and that the only thing i need is myself to create love and be happy. Also any other mysteries i came accross in life would not be immpossible if i use what god has given me, as he has shown me to look inside myself to ovrcome and remember to make love happen and be happy as gods child.
crazy right?
then i blew up, i was still in the bathroom i guess but i compleatly lost track of myself and had no physical presence. i think i saw the "4rth" demension. Its not explainable. I was here for a while.
When i came back to conciousness i was sitting cross legged in a mystical position on a small stool in my bathroom with my palms upward and open. I went out to the livingroom and looked in the mirror. I Was a snake.
i wont get into all the rest but heres whats going on now.
I have a 60cc syringe in my fridge with plain water in it, that was pressure coooked yesterday. I look in there today and there is mycelium floating around!! There is no way it could be possible. I think god has sent it to me!>
Im going to try and grow out of it. Perhaps god's shrooms were left from him as proof of the exsitance of the almighty?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574336 - 10/29/07 08:20 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Grow them and tell me whats up def. yo can i buy some of those spores off you? cause your probly gonna have the greatest shrooms alive with god in them. how much for 10cc's
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574342 - 10/29/07 08:23 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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contamination? Rediculous coincidence? Message from the other side?
Why would you prepare a plain water syringe for inoculation anyways? And if it's plain water, what nutrients is the myc. living off of?
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its gods syringe. it doesnt need nutrients
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7574383 - 10/29/07 08:36 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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IncenseTool said: its gods syringe. it doesnt need nutrients
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7574415 - 10/29/07 08:43 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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IncenseTool said: its gods syringe. it doesnt need nutrients
but seriously, take pictures. sounds like the spores are just clumped together, germinating. mycelium occurs in LC usually. i wouldn't take that as a sign of god, though.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7574424 - 10/29/07 08:45 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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IncenseTool said: its gods syringe. it doesnt need nutrients
OOOOOOOooooohhh
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: StreetFreak]
#7574456 - 10/29/07 08:53 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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well, it was a new syringe so i sterlized it in my pc with it about half full of water, my plan was to empty most of the water, then asperate it into one of my baby bottles and suck out 60ccs of lc with a filter held to a fresh hole in the bottle, but before i could do all of this there was spontanious growth in the water itself!!! it looks just like myc. to bad i cant get a good pic of whats floating inside, it looks just like a young LC!
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574474 - 10/29/07 08:57 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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if they grow i promise to provide spore prints for anyone who wants one. It will be my calling in life.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574506 - 10/29/07 09:04 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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great ill be waiting for these prints.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574512 - 10/29/07 09:05 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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If it does grow, and is psilocybin containing, I'm gonna make a new cult and you'll be our prophet radio.
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dont call me radio unit 91. It will be done. I start tonite. Tonite i will innoc BRF jars and soak rye and wbs. Tommorow I will pc and innoc. the grain jars. Wish me luck, not that god needs luck. god
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574533 - 10/29/07 09:12 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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so what do you think god's mushrooms will look like?
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Speculation: what mushrooms look like in heaven, tie die and with smiley faces.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574626 - 10/29/07 09:39 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol tie die, wow does this meen your a profit of the bible or some shit? if this whole god thing is true.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574641 - 10/29/07 09:44 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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What if it isn't myc? What if what forms starts to look just like you?
It's the frog eggs all over again.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7574648 - 10/29/07 09:45 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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IncenseTool said: lol tie die, wow does this meen your a profit of the bible or some shit? if this whole god thing is true.
immpossible, the bible was written long before i was born.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574767 - 10/29/07 10:10 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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If the water had sufficiant nutrients in it, the syringe could grow mycelium within.
In a room temp or 75+ degrees environment there is no telling what is growing within that syringe. It just depends on what was inside it besides water and spores.
People use potato water to cultivate bulk mycelium for example.
I personally have seen a mushroom grow from a cup of water before. On accident actually.
My mycelium water used to inoculate cakes sat around for a long while at room temp with syran wrap on top, and had enough energy and enough brf to create a web on the surface of the water and grew one very ugly small cube mushroom. Was it potent for its size. Yes, it was just fine but was just a waterlogged mini shroom. I ate it by its self just to see. Weirdest thing I have ever seen when it comes to growing. I mean shit.... I have seen mycelium water double in mycelium content in only a few weeks. Thats just crap I kept lying around with syran wrap on top of the coffee cup or whatever.
I have a feeling that this is the kind of thing you are dealing with if your syringe's spores all of a sudden started making mycelium within the syringe.
The fact that it was in your fridge is kinda weird though.
Its possible even that someone sold you mycelium water(highly unlikely) and the shit just became small chunks of myc slime as it tried to live on.
Sounds fishy.
If you want to compare your syringe to the virgin marry, then be my guest. Im not a christian, but thought that was a funny way to explain myself.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: yageman]
#7574808 - 10/29/07 10:20 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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What spores and nutes?
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I have a 60cc syringe in my fridge with plain water in it, that was pressure coooked yesterday.
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"nutes?"......?
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The syringe was fresh out of its sealed pkg and the only thing in it was tap water! Interesting sugestion / story tho .
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574901 - 10/29/07 10:53 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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yageman said: "nutes?"......?
Sorry... nutrients.
Thought most would know.
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just got done pc'ing the BRF jars; time till holey inoculation: 8 hours. Substrait= 3 cup BRF 3 cups Verm 1.5 cups water 1/4 cup coffee grinds.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574935 - 10/29/07 11:06 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Is it a coincidence that today is my first day of access to the "market place" forum?!>!?!
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7574942 - 10/29/07 11:09 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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I will medidate for many hours sending energy to the holy mycelium. May it grow strong and connect us with the great spirit.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7575023 - 10/29/07 11:44 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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IncenseTool said: lol tie die, wow does this meen your a profit of the bible or some shit? if this whole god thing is true.
if it's true, which it sounds like to me, then it would mean, i suppose that god wants him to grow shrooms and spread the love!!! what else could it mean?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: sleepy]
#7575038 - 10/29/07 11:49 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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and i definitely want some of those spores too, for uh microscopy... i bet they have OM written on them or some crazy shit. but yeah, put me on the list for a syringe
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: sleepy]
#7575236 - 10/30/07 01:26 AM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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no problem
Any one else? lols. . . .
I want other people to eat them (if they grow) and i want them to trip god-balls
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7575241 - 10/30/07 01:27 AM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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nah thanks, i'm still waiting on my satan shrooms to be revealed to me.
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so you dont want god's-spores?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7575268 - 10/30/07 01:45 AM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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i think that's really up to god. if i'm meant to get them i will.
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I'm not being a dick, but this sounds a little too hopeful to be for real. I mean, to assume "the mycelium of god himself" before any simpler explanation is just... silly. Hopefully everyone was kidding and I missed the sarcasm?
Anything could be in that syringe, and if you were thinking about "God" so intensely after that trip and wanted to see "gods mycelium", you'll see "gods mycelium." Think of it as something like the placebo effect.
Anyway, you're entitled to think whatever you want, but I'm just throwin' it out there that it sounds ridiculous.
But good luck, anyway.
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Ell Ess Bree said: I'm just throwin' it out there that it sounds ridiculous.
lol. point.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: tosatori]
#7576186 - 10/30/07 11:14 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm interested in how this turns out.
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Except mycelium liquid culture doesn't happen in plain water, and it is now. Even if it's not really God's mycelium, it is potentially a big thing for the mycology community.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7576285 - 10/30/07 11:32 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Dude, the voice didn't really tell you it was god did it?
What exactly did it (you) mean by 'god'?
Not saying you didn't hear a voice, not even saying that voice doesn't belong to an intelligence apart from you, just arguing with the "GOD" part.
If there really is an intelligence within the psychedelic experience (which I definetely think there is) then calling it GOD is just a distraction. People have a LOT of shit tied up in that word, and no one knows for sure what is truly meant by it (creator of humanity? creator of the universe? creator of existence? alien?).
Are you sure you didn't mistakenly insert that linguistic bombshell into the message yourself?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: AlCapwn]
#7576320 - 10/30/07 11:40 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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AlCapwn said: Except mycelium liquid culture doesn't happen in plain water, and it is now. Even if it's not really God's mycelium, it is potentially a big thing for the mycology community.
And that would be 100% just fine, but didn't he say it just looks like myc? He's not even sure if it is, which means it could be anything. Should probably ATLEAST narrow it down to mycelium before just assuming "Gods Myc".
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ReoSpeedwagon153 said: Dude, the voice didn't really tell you it was god did it?
What exactly did it (you) mean by 'god'?
Not saying you didn't hear a voice, not even saying that voice doesn't belong to an intelligence apart from you, just arguing with the "GOD" part.
If there really is an intelligence within the psychedelic experience (which I definetely think there is) then calling it GOD is just a distraction. People have a LOT of shit tied up in that word, and no one knows for sure what is truly meant by it (creator of humanity? creator of the universe? creator of existence? alien?).
Are you sure you didn't mistakenly insert that linguistic bombshell into the message yourself?
hey if it's god you'll know it
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sounds like a nice trip but i don't like the association of god with a person / the personification of god god for me is energy in its pure and infinite form, it's what we are made of and what we are going to dissolve into
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@rodfarva
i had a mind-fucking experience with God on mushrooms a while ago. he showed me his creation and in this state i could see also the 4th dimension (=time).i really could see it in this state of mind but can´t see it in usual conciousness nor imagine how it looks like.
i belive that God put a "key" in the mushrooms so mankind can enter the real realm.
i wrote my tripreport some time ago but unfortunetely it is in German but i will translate it soon.
peace
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im going to answer a few of these at once. It was god; the catholic one. He even talked about when he created man and told me to say the our father. Then i think he left me my mysterious little gift.
I would like to read your trip report in german via google translator sandman, hook the link up.
and as for this:Quote:
I'm not being a dick, but this sounds a little too hopeful to be for real. I mean, to assume "the mycelium of god himself" before any simpler explanation is just... silly. Hopefully everyone was kidding and I missed the sarcasm?
Anything could be in that syringe, and if you were thinking about "God" so intensely after that trip and wanted to see "gods mycelium", you'll see "gods mycelium." Think of it as something like the placebo effect.
Anyway, you're entitled to think whatever you want, but I'm just throwin' it out there that it sounds ridiculous.
But good luck, anyway.
No shit, i agree, this sounds rediculous, its also rediculous that i eat mushies in the first place. I dont intend on pushing this on anyone, im just telling those who are interested what is happining, and what i think about it.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
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Well, think, are you pretty familiar with the catholic faith?
I understand this kind of thing. Big, booming voice from inside your head on mushrooms, you immediately want to call it god. I had similar experiences. I was convinced I was talking to the ancient hebrew yeshua, and that this was the spirit who led the israelites from egypt, talked to moses through the burning bush and led the people to manna.
I wonder if this was my own speculation bleeding through into the message. It seems more likely now that what I saw and spoke to was an extradimensional entity, and that what the ancient israelites saw and spoke to was also an extradimensional entity.
Maybe that is the deal, you just saw an extradimensional entity in the same way that ancient people did, but the ancient's message was watered down so much over the course of human history, that we don't even know what was originally seen.
It doesn't have to be god in order to have created man.
I won't argue about the mycelium part. Sometimes weird shit happens with these mushrooms. They work on a level we can never understand, and that seems enough like divine intervention to convince me.
Oh yeah, I'm not really trying to discount your experience, I'm just trying to gain a context for it. I'm really just curious about the whole thing.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7580100 - 10/31/07 10:31 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva said: It was god; the catholic one.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: tosatori]
#7580151 - 10/31/07 10:43 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would love a print of these mushrooms. Sounds fucking intense, you spoke to god and he fulled your syringe with spores/myc.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: blacksun]
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Well, think, are you pretty familiar with the catholic faith?
I understand this kind of thing. Big, booming voice from inside your head on mushrooms, you immediately want to call it god. I had similar experiences. I was convinced I was talking to the ancient hebrew yeshua, and that this was the spirit who led the israelites from egypt, talked to moses through the burning bush and led the people to manna.
I wonder if this was my own speculation bleeding through into the message. It seems more likely now that what I saw and spoke to was an extradimensional entity, and that what the ancient israelites saw and spoke to was also an extradimensional entity.
Maybe that is the deal, you just saw an extradimensional entity in the same way that ancient people did, but the ancient's message was watered down so much over the course of human history, that we don't even know what was originally seen.
It doesn't have to be god in order to have created man.
I won't argue about the mycelium part. Sometimes weird shit happens with these mushrooms. They work on a level we can never understand, and that seems enough like divine intervention to convince me.
Oh yeah, I'm not really trying to discount your experience, I'm just trying to gain a context for it. I'm really just curious about the whole thing.
Good point(s) the voice basically told me that reavealing to much would overload my brain: my ability to interperate on a god's level is lacking. So basicly, he wanted me to learn through his questions other that it being explained to me ( which i would not REALLY understand.)
A good way to appear to me would be in the form of somthing i already accept. Still, I reserve the possibility of This being an experiance of an actual god.
The word god itself is a pronoun for a being that, omnicients aside, we dont understand beyond a cursory knowladge.
Those of you who pm'd thanks, and as painfull as it will be i will print anything that grows right away! ( instead of just eating them ) There are four BRF jars going, and three rego jars with normal procedure utilized to offer a side by side pseudo scientific compairison. There is also a jar that will not be inoculated as a control group.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7580519 - 10/31/07 12:10 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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"God", or what you're trying to understand is Infinity.
It is NOT impossible to understand infinity, just....
Once you do, you'll wish you didn't.
It's not impossible, but difficult to operate "normally" within society once you cross those lines.
"I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being. Here is my real head."
It won't overload your brain, but for a long while make you think you have. It might even make you wish you have so the fucking pain will just be over.
Do you want the gifts or not? The only way out of "hell" once you peek inside is alllllll the way through.
Be careful if that's the level you're going to play on.
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These shrooms should be called. "God"
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Ell Ess Bree said: "God", or what you're trying to understand is Infinity.
It is NOT impossible to understand infinity, just....
Once you do, you'll wish you didn't.
It's not impossible, but difficult to operate "normally" within society once you cross those lines.
"I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being. Here is my real head."
It won't overload your brain, but for a long while make you think you have. It might even make you wish you have so the fucking pain will just be over.
Do you want the gifts or not? The only way out of "hell" once you peek inside is alllllll the way through.
Be careful if that's the level you're going to play on.
So can you like... explain your evident understanding of the infinite to us?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: StreetFreak]
#7581037 - 10/31/07 02:28 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think maybe you picked up that Globe, or maybe hit some crack in your trip... =} hehehehehehe best of luck though
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7581258 - 10/31/07 03:20 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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IncenseTool said: These shrooms should be called. "God"
YES!
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: yageman]
#7581374 - 10/31/07 03:43 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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So you seen god while looking at yourself in a mirror?? That could only mean one thing, YOU ARE GOD.
You obviously turned that water in the syringe into holy water, and now its producing mycelium. Expect yields of biblical proportions my friend!!
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: enesi]
#7581392 - 10/31/07 03:47 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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enesi said: So you seen god while looking at yourself in a mirror?? That could only mean one thing, YOU ARE GOD.
this is true of course! God is everyone and everything.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: enesi]
#7581402 - 10/31/07 03:50 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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thats going in my sig.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: blacksun]
#7581409 - 10/31/07 03:53 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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blacksun said: thats going in my sig.
damn beat me to it
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: blacksun]
#7581418 - 10/31/07 03:56 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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thats going in my sig.
awesome
i wish i could get all of the worlds leaders together, rent out a club for the night, and make them all eat an 1/8th or two and just figure shit out.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7581524 - 10/31/07 04:30 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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well damn, i'm famous now!! lmao. Feel the love lol
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: enesi]
#7581678 - 10/31/07 05:18 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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ahaha. do the mushroom jig
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: blacksun]
#7581888 - 10/31/07 06:27 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva, any more stories? what else did god say?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: sleepy]
#7581998 - 10/31/07 06:54 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wrote a journal with accounts of the "talk" but most of it was far to personal for this thread and having it happen not so long ago.
One really awesome thing i didnt mention was this blending of senses. Im just happy about the fact i quit smoking because my smell has returned
I cant really discribe it, but god refered to love and had me put my hands out, i looked in them and i was holding this heart made out of my own energy / emotion. It was about 12" by 12" and wieghed nothing. It was redish pink, however sometimes it wasnt really there, or translucent. I was able to set it on the bathroom counter. I thought i could keep it forever as a gift, but no dice. It just faded back into thin air.
at several points during the convo, i became wholly frustrated (pun intended) because i couldnt understand the topic we were discussing. I found my self wishing for the knowladge of 1986343 people smarter than me, and i didnt want to ask to many annoying questions out loud. Sure i asked alot, but i really felt like god was thinking i'm kindof a cool guy, and we were having a good man to man. Luckily though i realized the voice answered not only the questions i had spoken outloud, but also the ones that poped in my head. I think god laughed a few times at my thoughts!! That was very self-endeering. Anyway the conversation was carefully crafted along the lines of god knowing everything that was going to happen anyway. Any time i got confused the voice stoped and let me reflect, or if it was hopless it elaborated. Cool stuff.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7582267 - 10/31/07 08:20 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva i have been following this thread the whole time its been up now..
i haven't myself had a trip on any mushrooms yet (but look forward to it a lot) and i must say that this story of yours
true or not is very interesting. you're very good at retelling your trips. i'm not sure how easy it is to remember what happens during them... but you're good at giving me a picture of what you experienced. real cool.
edit: um, error.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7582272 - 10/31/07 08:23 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva said: I found my self wishing for the knowladge of 1986343 people smarter than me
Oi, what do you think Infinity is, good man?
What better a thing to want? ALL KNOWLEDGE
It's a dangerous place to go.
But you're more than welcome to head there, who's to stop you? Who's to stop anybody? Who's to stop?
I'm just lettin' you know.
'Course none of this will make sense until ya get there! Soooo.... good luck!
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"explain infinity"
Haha
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Infinity is east to explain, it simply means "without end"
We use the word to try to explain things that it cannot so we therfore think it is hard to explain. But infinity is not hard to explain. "Nothing" is much harder to explain and so is "Everything".
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: Slimz]
#7583281 - 11/01/07 09:16 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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you knocked up them jars yet rodfarva??
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: yageman]
#7583640 - 11/01/07 11:13 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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dude take that shit to heart man that was fucknig god... that shit makes crazy sense
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Ok I for one am down for prints of the "God" strain!!
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: gmuralid]
#7583688 - 11/01/07 11:27 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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If they actually fruit i think this will become a very popular strain
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7584545 - 11/01/07 03:56 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Welcome to the machine.
Its comforting to hear about your experience. In the last few years it seems there hasnt been much activity reported. If you want to go deeper, it doesnt end here.
Although it gets more complicated from now on, the knowledge you will gain in the coming years will completely blow your mind. The thing is you will more likely than not have one more experience with communication being clear, so think about relevant questions and thankful commentary for being chosen.
After that they make you work for anything you need to know, but there is an art to interpretation.
Funny how its always in the bathroom.
Peace.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7584563 - 11/01/07 04:01 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva said: im going to answer a few of these at once. It was god; the catholic one.Quote:
lol It was God the Father, but I would never call him a catholic. The REAL Holy trinity is highly opposed to the catholic faith, in every way shape and form.
When Jesus comes which is going to be sooner than later, he is going to tear apart that church and its believers first.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7584679 - 11/01/07 04:36 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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the only thing that could inhabit a sterile syringe that fast and look like myc would be cobweb mold. and that too is from "god" along with everything else in this physical reality more pics please lets see a close up put some under the microscope and if its myc you will see the chain also if it does turn out to be myc maybe you manifested it into being through the power of the mind yourself??? sounds more plausible to me
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: cpw1971]
#7584745 - 11/01/07 04:55 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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or it could just be the fluoride they put in the water supply
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: enesi]
#7584819 - 11/01/07 05:16 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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enesi said: So you seen god while looking at yourself in a mirror?? That could only mean one thing, YOU ARE GOD.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: sandman_130]
#7585154 - 11/01/07 06:44 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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sandman_130 said: Welcome to the machine.
Its comforting to hear about your experience. In the last few years it seems there hasnt been much activity reported. If you want to go deeper, it doesnt end here.
Although it gets more complicated from now on, the knowledge you will gain in the coming years will completely blow your mind. The thing is you will more likely than not have one more experience with communication being clear, so think about relevant questions and thankful commentary for being chosen.
After that they make you work for anything you need to know, but there is an art to interpretation.
Funny how its always in the bathroom.
Peace.
what......... you sound like a master of mushrooms who is welcoming rodfarva into the religion or something. thats sounds pretty deep to me. im going to the bathroom when i take shrooms
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: IncenseTool]
#7585579 - 11/01/07 08:52 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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skcorrelyt
: I would offer the advice they give you when you try to remember a dream, which is write everything down as soon as your capable and keep it in note form, at least untill you get good, because you can forget while your writing. A level 5 trip trancends: i dont know if you concious brain takes a back seat or what, but sometimes its alot like dreaming.
sandman: interesting stuff Quote:
Welcome to the machine.
Its comforting to hear about your experience. In the last few years it seems there hasnt been much activity reported. If you want to go deeper, it doesnt end here.
Although it gets more complicated from now on, the knowledge you will gain in the coming years will completely blow your mind. The thing is you will more likely than not have one more experience with communication being clear, so think about relevant questions and thankful commentary for being chosen.
After that they make you work for anything you need to know, but there is an art to interpretation.
Funny how its always in the bathroom.
Peace.
You are really nailing things when you talk about interpretation. I Had the hardest time with being the student in this case because my frame of referance is so narrow as a limited entity. Opening my perception of the infinate, or an infanite being is something that i had to experiance as a precursor.
ofcoarse i will persue deeper meditations, and eventually another mega trip however today is too soon. Im still kind of in shock. ( not in a bad way. ) I go on last night, and it was mellow, so i think i can ease my way back into this. To be honest, i didnt take the shrooms that night to do anything but party, however half way through the trip i decided to go crazy and eat bunches. Any ways im rambling. I appreciate smart ass remarks and skeptisism to. the floride comment had me thinking, but let me ask this on a serious level: what are some intuitive and relevant questions i may seek answer to when i feel like i can go back and try what happened again?
I will Pm everyone back when i have more time to be at the computer.
The jars are inoculated however there is no growth i can show in a picture with my camera yet. The Lc jars are showing classic growth, the rye is about to be PC'ed and the god jars may or may not have mini growth, a day or two will certainly tell. Quote:
what......... you sound like a master of mushrooms who is welcoming rodfarva into the religion or something. thats sounds pretty deep to me. im going to the bathroom when i take shrooms
I appreciate the welcome because damn it i never felt anything so intense before anyway I havent felt like myself since. ( again not in a bad way )
A couple of you expressed interest and knowladge that may be relevant to my first thread on the shroomery. Its off topic slightly, but if you take a look maybe the two stories relate? -=-LINK-=-
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7593821 - 11/04/07 09:05 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva said:
The jars are inoculated however there is no growth i can show in a picture with my camera yet. The Lc jars are showing classic growth, the rye is about to be PC'ed and the god jars may or may not have mini growth, a day or two will certainly tell.
Well it's been 3 what's up?
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well there are mini signs of growth in the test jars but nothing from god yet. I am shcoked at the slow colonization times. I will post a side by side picture soon, i was busy partying!
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7594057 - 11/04/07 10:27 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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LOL that is awesome! I have never shot energy, but I once shot blue lightning through my fingers. It wasn't voluntary though, that would be cool to just be able to control it.
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i'll post about your red orb experience here because that old thread is dead and i hate breaking (any) rules.
i was walking down a road in AZ and having a repeating dejavu experience and i saw this red glow that looked like a fire far off 2 miles down the road(the roads in northern AZ are long straight and gently sloping, very beautiful place). it looked like someone had started a fire in the middle of the road, a big bonfire that i could see 2 miles away. anyway, as i reached where i had seen the fire, it wasn't there, yet i looked further down the road and another fire had apppeared. this happened probably 5 times, and that whole month was one long strange sober trip.
as to what your experience meant? i am no professional, uh, whatever, but i'd say if you didn't feel it was a malevolent presence, then maybe its just that, a presence. Hanuman's color is red, and it seems to me to symbolize passion, activity, rajas guna.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7642852 - 11/16/07 02:28 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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just a couple weeks ago i looked up at the night sky and there was thin cloud covering the entire sky so you could still see the moon clearly, nd there was this black, ring, taking up 5degrees of the sky or so, so a little wider than the moon, and it extended as far as you could see in either direction like a long ribbon with perfectly straight edges. i got my mom to look and she said it looked like a cloud, i said no way she said its just a cloud i said "you're just not very interesting" and she smiled.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: sleepy]
#7643114 - 11/16/07 06:54 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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The only way out of "hell" once you peek inside is alllllll the way through.
VERY TRUE
Any thing yet farva?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: ZShroom]
#7643196 - 11/16/07 07:48 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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i think god is fucking with him.
the devil has all the trippiest shrooms
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: ZShroom]
#7643321 - 11/16/07 08:44 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would say they're probably not growing, we would've heard something by now eh?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: opensaysme]
#7643327 - 11/16/07 08:47 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: ZShroom]
#7643534 - 11/16/07 10:07 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Unfourtunatly.. no no growth in the G jars . i suppose i saw this comeing. The syringe that had the myc tissue floating in it has mysteriously reverted to just plain water.
I showed a clueless friend an LC and the mystery syringe side by side and he agreed whatever was floating in the bottle was in the syringe to. However, now the liquid is perfictly clear. Bummer.
I am going to Benny Benasi tonite so maybe something crazy will happen if you know what i mean. Thanks for the renewed interest.
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7643547 - 11/16/07 10:12 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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you just have to BELIEVE. jesus turned water into wine so water into super spores should be nothing, right?
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Re: Mushrooms from god? [Re: rodfarva]
#7644026 - 11/16/07 12:40 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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rodfarva said: Unfourtunatly.. no no growth in the G jars . i suppose i saw this comeing. The syringe that had the myc tissue floating in it has mysteriously reverted to just plain water.
I read through this whole thread and I think I found your problem:
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It was god; the catholic one.
Did you really think the same god that's against using condoms to slow the spread of AIDS would leave you with viable mycelium? I am soooo glad that guy is just the figment of undersexed priests' imagination.
LOL Don't get pissed... just having some fun at your expense. Seriously, though, you're close. The problem is that you imposed what you hoped, believed, and desired into your vision. This prevents you from observing it as it is.
Next time you try, when you feel it come on, tell yourself "OK give it to me, whatever it is I can accept it. If what I've always believed is wrong, so be it."
The point is that you have to let go of your preconceived notions to get the most of it.
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