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Found my ego, now what.
    #7571979 - 10/29/07 06:23 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

Ok.. here is the deal..

I was having a light trip and decided to take a bath. Filled the tub with very warm water, turned off all the lights in the bathroom (still had some filtered light from the window) and soaked.

As I was there i kinda drifted in to myself and at one point i actually found my ego. It was very weird. It was deep inside and it was me. Its like i stripped away everything around me and the last thing that was left was this "I".

I realized what i mean when i use the word "I". What I found Saturday is my "I".

I dont expect everyone to understand this but, im wondering whats next. I was thinking about about taking a much larger dose and letting go. Im a little apprehensive about this because i would want someone there but dont really have anyone to do that.

Im not afraid of a "bad trip", just wanna cover my bases in case i need to be talked down.


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Re: Found my ego, now what. [Re: Slimz]
    #7572005 - 10/29/07 06:34 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

what's next is figuring out what it means to you, why you just discovered it after so many years, and what has been in the way of seeing it before, or what kind of stuff (the stripped away everything you talk about) is blocking it from coming out. Self knowledge = key :laugh:
Enjoy discovering yourself!

good to hear you had an insightfull trip, enjoy the afterglow and gained knowledge:thumbup:
also wait a while before tripping again, give yourself tiome to process and digest what you found out.


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Re: Found my ego, now what. [Re: stefan]
    #7572059 - 10/29/07 06:52 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

My ego is not hidden under much. It was very easy to get to, i just never looked before.

I want to know what its like without it..

I relized that it is my ego wich keeps me from being one with anything.


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Re: Found my ego, now what. [Re: Slimz]
    #7572461 - 10/29/07 10:19 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

when i take larger doses i lose my "I". :shrug:


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Re: Found my ego, now what. [Re: zoombie]
    #7572515 - 10/29/07 10:40 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

I think i want to loose my I.. and then rebuild it on the way back.


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Re: Found my ego, now what. [Re: Slimz]
    #7572556 - 10/29/07 10:48 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

read the psychedelic experience by timothy leary slimz, when i was at where you are and started to realize these things, that was the first book i read and it really helped. =)


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Re: Found my ego, now what. [Re: LedHead]
    #7573033 - 10/29/07 01:38 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

+1 on that. The Psychedelic Experience gave me a solid footing on something that would have lost me otherwise. Since I read it (skimmed every page, really... ) I haven't had any confidence issues on going into a trip. Even when things start looking grim, just a flash of memory from that book and what it taught me clears everything right up. Makes me feel invincible almost (but you won't see me dosing like 5 hits or 8 grams in the immediate future...).

I remember my first junction with my ego. I thought I had had it before, but once it really happened I was blown away. Eventually I got up once I was one again, and I saw that I had been laying in my room tripping my ass off in silence for almost two hours. It felt like five minutes!


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