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Offlinekriminalelement
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masochism
    #7567887 - 10/27/07 08:31 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

For some reason I am really into pain. I don't know why I like hurting myself. I don't do out of suicidal impulses, and I don't cut. I like a dull sort of pain, like when you pick at a scab too much or bite yourself or bang your head on something or roll your eyes so far back in your head that it HURTS.

I don't get a sexual thrill out of this. It's some sort of compulsive issue. I can't stop thinking about it or avoid the impulse to do it. Pain is like a narcotic to me. I constantly try to inflict some sort of damage to myself.

Does anyone have any clue what this is about? I see a therapist and he doesn't have any answer that makes sense. Is this a symptom of some larger illness? I'm trying to stop because the compulsive thought cycle is really starting to drive me nuts, plus I have a bunch of little scars.


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Re: masochism [Re: kriminalelement]
    #7568167 - 10/27/07 10:17 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

I have no idea, but I think I'm kind of like you but to a much lesser degree. It's sort of compulsive for me, and I certainly don't get any sexual satisfaction from it, but...

There are certain pains that just feel really good to me. An example is if you were to push against a tooth really hard, especially with another tooth. I did that all the time when I was a kid, but now hardly ever.

If I have a bruise, I'm likely to push down on it so it hurts, stuff like that.

I dunno. I'm just weird.


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Re: masochism [Re: kriminalelement]
    #7568190 - 10/27/07 10:26 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/6971592#6971592

This is a very good thread about self injury.


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Re: masochism [Re: MushmanTheManic]
    #7569032 - 10/28/07 07:45 AM (16 years, 3 months ago)

Pain stimulates the pleasure centre of the brain. It doesn't have to be done in a sexual context. I wouldn't worry about it, just accept that for you, some physical pain provides relief.

I get the same thing from spanking and eating chillies.


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