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blkjkrabbit

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fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me
#7540928 - 10/20/07 10:05 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm broke, and my friend who I've only known for a few months now at school tells me he can get some mushrooms. Being broke, and being an idiot, I paid him in gas on credit BEFORE I got the shrooms - noobie fucking mistake. God damnit, I'm so tired of getting burned. And of course, he can't get them because people can't keep their shit straight - you either have something, or can get something, or you can't. It's pretty god damn black and white. Now I'm staring at a bottle of robotussin wondering whether I'm that dedicated to tripping tonight 
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7540938 - 10/20/07 10:08 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I feel your pain. But robo? Shee-it. Even sobriety is better than that. No, wait. What am I saying? Chug that shit.
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7540943 - 10/20/07 10:10 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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If you're broke don't buy drugs.
Robotussin? Come on man, let it go. You were not meant to trip tonight.
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some1whoisntme
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7540972 - 10/20/07 10:25 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
blkjkrabbit said: Being broke, and being an idiot, I paid him in gas on credit BEFORE I got the shrooms - noobie fucking mistake.
the magic mushroom begins teaching before it is even eaten. pay attention.
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SneezingPenis
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: WhiskeyClone]
#7540979 - 10/20/07 10:28 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
WhiskeyClone said: If you're broke don't buy drugs.
Robotussin? Come on man, let it go. You were not meant to trip tonight.
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7540994 - 10/20/07 10:35 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Live, learn then get luvs
A similiar thing happened to me once, and I often wonder what I could have done with those $8
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blkjkrabbit

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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: Hyper_Panda_GO]
#7541133 - 10/20/07 11:35 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I know it's a learning thing but I thought I was better than that. Total rookie mistake, haven't made one of those in a long ass time. I'm just having a really bad day today - lots of little shit keeps accumulating and aggravates the fuck out of me. For instance my dad took my car without asking me and put me out about another $15. Being generous is all fine and dandy unless you're fucking broke and making it worse trying to buy drugs. God damnit I should've stayed moved out, fuck this. Gahhhh 
I haven't done much dxm, only used it 3 times, so I really don't feel guilty about trying to have a little fun with it especially after I busted my ass this week. Plus, watching the matrix on dxm is really, really awesome - the dreamy state you're in plus the dreamy state in the matrix reality meshes really well! Ah well, I'm feelin' better already.
Edited by blkjkrabbit (10/20/07 11:37 PM)
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blkjkrabbit

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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: WhiskeyClone]
#7541141 - 10/20/07 11:36 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
WhiskeyClone said: If you're broke don't buy drugs.
my roomie could've learned from that. he spent about half his student loans on weed
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SneezingPenis
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7541159 - 10/20/07 11:41 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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when I went to school at full sail, a guy in my apartment complex, who also went to school with me, spent his entire 10,000 dollar assisted living loan in 3 weeks on cocaine and prostitutes.
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blkjkrabbit

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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: SneezingPenis]
#7541177 - 10/20/07 11:45 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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YawningAnus said: when I went to school at full sail, a guy in my apartment complex, who also went to school with me, spent his entire 10,000 dollar assisted living loan in 3 weeks on cocaine and prostitutes.

holy crap, now that's pretty fuckin bad. at least my buddy spread that shit out over a few years and he smoked me out all the time so I wasn't complaining
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: some1whoisntme]
#7541346 - 10/21/07 01:10 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
some1whoisntme said:
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blkjkrabbit said: Being broke, and being an idiot, I paid him in gas on credit BEFORE I got the shrooms - noobie fucking mistake.
the magic mushroom begins teaching before it is even eaten. pay attention.
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blkjkrabbit

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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: WScott]
#7541371 - 10/21/07 01:28 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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downed a bottle of robotussin at 2am 
well i'm still fairly awake so i hope shit gets rollin soon. i love the dreamy state on dxm, and music is absolutely amazing [i have some goa trance and psytrance rolling in the background til it kicks in]. ah well tomorrow is a new day and i'm sure i'll find new ways to spend my hard earned money on material shit i don't need besides enlightenment
<---holy crap these people are dancing to the beat in my psytrance radio broadcast
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: SneezingPenis]
#7541457 - 10/21/07 02:46 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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YawningAnus said: when I went to school at full sail, a guy in my apartment complex, who also went to school with me, spent his entire 10,000 dollar assisted living loan in 3 weeks on cocaine and prostitutes.
Dude, that's crazy... He must have been fucked up. What happened to him?
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: m.v2]
#7541459 - 10/21/07 02:47 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Herpes and dropping out of college, a double whammy
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: Hyper_Panda_GO]
#7541578 - 10/21/07 04:17 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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If you're going to spend money, you might as well go to Home Depot and get a San Pedro or something.
I was wanting to trip tonight, but plans fell through and it was no big deal. you just have to be patient and wait for the right time, because it will be worth the wait, and the right set/setting makes the trip that much better. Peace.
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7541715 - 10/21/07 07:01 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah, it is best to just shrug it off if you can't get drugs one evening. It is also important to never give money up front. There are very few exceptions to this.
Maybe you should try growing mushrooms instead? Be a bee not a buyer.
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: MrKite1]
#7541865 - 10/21/07 08:31 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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btw you "paid him in gas" ?
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7541938 - 10/21/07 09:11 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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What you need to do is GROW YOUR OWN MUSHROOMS. If you use the PF Jars method its very cheap, easy, and very sure to yield you results.
Once you have mushrooms, you have more spores than you'll ever need.
Fuck DXM. Its not tripping.
1gr shrooms > 1gr DXM
The DXM will get you fucked up more, but tripping isn't about getting fucked up. If you want to trip you're going to need the particular serotoning/dopamine action only things like shrooms, LSD and mescaline cactus can provide.
DXM is a dissociative. I rather see you use 5mg PCP than 500mg DXM for health's sake.
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7541996 - 10/21/07 09:30 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've never trusted anybody else in the drugs world because they will always let you down.
It takes years to meet a good few that are honest and can always provide....
I've always got shit myself, you know? If you want shrooms go out and pick them or grow them. I wouldn't trust someone who wanted money not to rip me off or kill me!
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Re: fucking stupid dealers, and fucking stupid me [Re: Asante]
#7542023 - 10/21/07 09:44 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: tripping isn't about getting fucked up.
Wrong. For some people, that's all tripping is... just an excuse to get fucked up. This guy doesn't care about mushrooms, lessons or learning. He just wants to get stoned.
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