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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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I Am Depressed
#7535516 - 10/19/07 01:34 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well, I deserve it, I guess. I lost the love of my life last night because of stupidity. She is a member on here and I hate the fact that I also hurt the feelings of a fellow shroomerite. I feel disgusted about myself and I miss the hell out of her.
I dont know why I am posting this in here, because people are going to jump on the ban wagon and make fun of me and some are going to support me. I dont deserve any support and I deserve all the insults that will be hurled at me. I need them. I ended up getting mad last night over a pointless arguement and said a name to someone so very special to me that it is depleting my feelings rapidly.
I hope that she will forgive me one day and be friends with if we cant work anything out, because I love her that much. Everytime I was feeling down she would cheer me up by just the smile on her face. There was nothing in the world that could hold me down for a long period of time that she couldn't cure for me. I LOVE! the way she made me feel and supported my feelings. Not only that, but the sex was incredible! LOL! There was a great connection between us despite the disagreements we had. I just hope some people can talk to me and help me get out this slump that I am in, hopefully she will too, but I am not counting on it.
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Thin White Duke
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Sucks when you end it with a loved one.
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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Sure does, because I really truely feel in-love with her.
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boxcarguy07
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Cheer up, dude. I just went through a break up myself, and it's like the worst thing in the world right now. Try to look forward, and forgive yourself as well.
One thing though, I don't know you, and I don't know the girl you were with, but I certainly wouldn't be too happy if who I was with posted about our sex life on the internet.
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2FiNiTe
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Thats probably the worst feeling a person can feel. Been there before man, what I always told myself was this :
If it was meant to be it'll happen
I'm engaged to that person now, we seperated for almost a year but fate brought our paths together. If you 2 are suppose to be it'll happen regardless of the things you say when your mad. Cheer up, get out and do something fun to get your mind off it. Theres nothing good that will come of beating yourself over it.
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Hyper_Panda_GO
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: 2FiNiTe]
#7535577 - 10/19/07 01:43 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sucks and stuff
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shamantra
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what did you do? .. sorry im curious like that
anyways, hope things works out for you, i know how difficult a break up can be, when i broke up with the mother of my first child my world fell apart, i felt like a failure as a father and that was hell. but after a while i realized it was for the better, we simply did not go well together and we both got happier and now we are great friends.
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: shamantra]
#7535629 - 10/19/07 01:53 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Id rather not say, but in was a name said inspite of an incident that occured that was minor, and I couldn't say anything nice at the time because I was flustered and drunk.
I wish I could take it back.
I met this girl after I got a DUI and wrecked my precious car(yea, Im a car enthusiast, want to fight about it?) and she made me forget all about it, well most of the time, and she made me feel so incredible, and if anyone has had a DUI they know it is hard to feel good anytime, because the lawyers are going to rape you. I am just so shocked that someone could make me feel so GODDAMN GOOD! I loved getting off of work and seeing her smile, it was wonderful! I picked her up from the airport Sunday and brought her roses and to see the smile and recieve the affection that I got from her, was simply amazing!
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wps
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get over it, wuss
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JunkFood
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AlCapwn
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: JunkFood]
#7535731 - 10/19/07 02:21 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Boo frickety hoo, you fucked up. That's what you get if you can't control yourself.
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: wps]
#7535737 - 10/19/07 02:21 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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wps said: get over it, wuss
It's about goddamn time! I was starting to wonder if the hate wagon was going to arrive.
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Iolaa
iolaa, not lolaa
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yeah, you pretty much suck! i can't BELIEVE you did something like that. i guess.
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mushroomplume
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: Iolaa]
#7535817 - 10/19/07 02:45 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Blowing something like this off is a bad idea and so is wallowing in it for too long.
Cry if you gotta cry, then move on.
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: Iolaa]
#7535818 - 10/19/07 02:45 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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You sound like someone I know......
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ImaWonderwall
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: Iolaa]
#7535823 - 10/19/07 02:46 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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yea that sucks man. Maybe it will work out or maybe not.
Time heals all wounds either way.
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GbBaker
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its only a braud, just forget about and go get laid. Also dude dont kid yourself with the love crap, love is an overused sham ass word. Love has lost all of its definition because of being over used to drunk sluts, or 15 year old girls with their boyfriends. Trust me, if you loved someone you wouldnt be on this website posting about how you did love her, you would be going to win the girl back.
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Toddo
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: PJDIDDLE]
#7535891 - 10/19/07 03:05 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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really... thats exactly what I was thinking. Are you guys little kids or something? Its fucking word, learn to let things go and forgive each other. Life is way to short for this sort of BS.
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WhiskeyClone
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: Toddo]
#7536328 - 10/19/07 04:54 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah how bad a name could it be to break you up? Couldn't be a very solid relationship if a sincere apology isn't going to do anything.
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adrug

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I ended a long-term relationship because occasional name calling led to repeated mental abuse. Maybe she's never been called a name like that before to her face? Words can truly hurt, if you let them...
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PJDIDDLE

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Re: I Am Depressed *DELETED* [Re: adrug]
#7536573 - 10/19/07 05:49 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: PJDIDDLE]
#7536710 - 10/19/07 06:35 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well guys, thanks for the support. I hope she reads this and overlooks the name calling and we come to terms. We are both being hot-headed right now and have talked since and it hasn't really worked, even though she asked me to come back. I thought it may have been to soon of a decision to go back and she insisted that I didn't love her. I just didn't want to make a decision that fast without thinking first(kinda redundant to my thread).
I want to get back with her, only if she really wants that. I love her a lot and I hope she knows this.
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TrancedShroom
Mr. Hanky



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Well today I am going over to see her, hopefully it will be a good encounter and everything works out.
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WhiskeyClone
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Re: I Am Depressed [Re: adrug]
#7538888 - 10/20/07 10:54 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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adrug said: I ended a long-term relationship because occasional name calling led to repeated mental abuse. Maybe she's never been called a name like that before to her face? Words can truly hurt, if you let them...
I know, I've known couples who call each other names regularly, and it's not pretty. There is a huge difference, though, between repeated name calling and a single incident. Sometimes tempers boil over, and even nice people act nasty. If this isn't one of many name callings, I'd think it could be worked out.
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Merkin
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this girl broke up with you just because you called her a "name" ?
how gay
on both your parts.
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