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PeterGriffin467
Dirt Grub


Registered: 09/18/07
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I smoke pot everyday and I get realy irritated without it but how is 70 days in jail worth it. Now you lost your freedom for 70 days and you cant smoke for that long to.
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Kamin



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habitat0789 said: i suggest you dont come into a pothead thread and tell us to do something constructive like its actually going to happen.
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andrewss
precariously aggrandized

Registered: 08/17/07
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Re: Without weed [Re: Kamin]
#7534929 - 10/19/07 11:09 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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would have a lot more money
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habitat0789
Insomniac



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Re: Without weed [Re: andrewss]
#7535493 - 10/19/07 01:30 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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i would have alot less money
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Jadian
Ninja



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Without weed I'd still be hungover
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a_guy_named_ai
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For several years I hadn't smoked at all, except a few times. I really wanted to live life completely sober, I felt like before that weed had somehow messed up my life, and I wanted to experience life totally sober, and not numbed down at all, experiencing life to the fullest.
Now I've realized that being sober is ultimately the best, but cannabis has it's purpose for sure. This life is so rotten that it's not bad to be numbed a little, even helps some.
And I have a lot of trouble dealing with anxiety and depression. I understand now why I smoked it so much, it helped a lot. It's just unfortunate my parents didn't understand that (and still don 't) and I had to go and mess up my life in other areas and steal from my parents to support my habit.
Now I'm smoking again, well actually I'm not right now because I can't find any but I hope to soon.
It's rough, before I had such a tough time dealing with stress and body aches. I get so stressed out sometimes the only thing I can do is lay down and hold myself, and have this aching pain in my chest. It's terrible. SOmetimes I feel like throwing up, and I get these terrible cold sweats. I feel like an open nerve. I also get this pain in my back real bad, I'm so skinny and my body has a hard time supporting itself it seems.
It helps a lot with my attention. I was diagnosed with a.d.d. when I was a kid, and whether I really have it or not, I really have a hard time paying attention in some ways, and sometimes. Without weed, it's hard to read some things, real hard. I just sit their and rock back and forth, sometimes repeating the words out loud, and alot of times I have to re read words over and over again.
I've tried to convince my Dad so much, but he doesn't care.
Sometimes I even have a hard time thinking. Sometimes I'll just sit there and I can hardly think or do anything. And I'll just sit there for a long time with minimal, fleeting thoughts.
I get overwhelmed with lots of people around and loud noises. But sometimes I don't, it just depends on the situation.
I honestly feel so overwhelmed with life in so many ways, besides the world being totally rotten and evil I mean. Someone I knew suggested I'm an idiot savant, I don't know, but I'm starting to consider it. But everyone I know knows I'm not an idiot, and they don't see the pain and struggle I deal with inside. My dad doesn't recognize how hardit is for me in school in some areas. He just tells me to try harder, try harder. Maybe not everyone was meant to learn in all areas to the same degree. ever think of that Dad? Ever think special ed and ritalin wern't the solution? Why not support me in the areas I excel at and recognize my struggle. It requires humility and compassion, something very few people have these days.
I've come to realize so much to be careful to come to conclusions about anyone, it's so hard to determine what's inside, what they deal with. I know that a lot of times you can determine people pretty easily and fairly quickly in some ways, but in others, it's tough.
There's experiences people have, that are so powerful and will shake your reality to the core of your being and through experience give you a new understanding. And then you wake up the next morning, and the world continues on just as it had before, and you meet someone new and they just don't understand.
I really think that cannabis can be used as a tool to help people condescend to one another, to help one another grasp each others experiences to a greater degree, and help reveal the inner man. It's just a thought. Maybe I'm going to far with that one.
If I had never tried weed, then my life would be so different than it is now. And I would still need that medicine, but I wouldn't know where to find it.
Now that I have found cannabis, It's even more difficult to live without, but oh how it helps.
Sometimes, what people really need to help them get through in life, is a little bit of comfort.
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Brugman
antisobrietarian



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Woah, you need to see a shrink or something. serious father issues!
Just kidding.
I love marijuana.. I smoke it pretty much daily. Time to go get a 1/2 ounce!
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a_guy_named_ai
Stranger

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Re: Without weed [Re: Brugman]
#7536799 - 10/19/07 07:03 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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And split it with me?
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squidhead
senior citizen stoner


Registered: 12/23/03
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I'm the same way. I've been tokin since 1969...never took a break from it, except when I'm asleep. When I worked [retired], there was no such thing as 'piss-tests', so I never had to refrain from partaking. I've got a lotta pals who are growers, so I get different kinds sent to me & never get burned-out on 1 particular strain. I've given up on ever seeing it legalized, though. I think we were closer to legalization in the 70s than we are today. Sad really.
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CaptainLinger
A Fungus Amongus


Registered: 05/25/07
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i suggest you dont come into a pothead thread and tell us to do something constructive like its actually going to happen.
I'd consider myself highly productive, and when not, it's more the result of my chronic depression impacting my drug abuse, not the other way around. Today I crafted a beautiful easel for my girlfriend's painting, fixed two bikes, called my family, listened to a few hours of NPR, and read half a book. All heavily intoxicated on marijuana.
Good call, I'm smoking a resin bowl.
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CaptainLinger
A Fungus Amongus


Registered: 05/25/07
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Now you lost your freedom for 70 days and you cant smoke for that long to.
Obviously you've never been locked up in Cook County.
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Skunk420


Registered: 06/13/04
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Loc: inside
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Atleast you have a resin bowl, I smoked my resin last night.. I might have a hit or 2 left...maybe. I hate waiting on weed, I could call someone else, but I trust a certain individual, because it is always a fat sack, and it is always killer chronic..I like to wait for the good stuff. Besides I went 13 months without pot, but I was on court probation and was getting drug tested...i will be okay, I have my other alternative, beer. I always like my beer...i drink beer when I am stoned too.. BTW I know friends that have been locked up for years in jail and in prison..that I went to school with and partied with, I mean like 5 years plus...
Edited by Skunk420 (10/19/07 08:20 PM)
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