Well ill start of saying i still have no clue exactly what the deal with this phenomena is but just slim ideas based on the events that transpired in correlation to it.
About a year ago after drinking a brew similar to ayahuasca combined with a brew of amanita, I slipped into a trance and while in it i experienced extreme pain in my head and heart causing me to use all my will to pull myself from it. the next day i drank the rest of the brew, the trance started i let my self slip into it (when slipping in i experience the extreme heart pain and feels like my souls being ripped or something) then im in this world that looks like ancient Greece but plain endless on all sides just Greek pillars and some steps, well at this point im witnessing myself from third person talking to a person in their early 20's and am explaining to him that he has died and now is in hell and telling him the reasons and what not. well shortly after he looks into my eyes then im in that body and he becomes me then bam i got the heart pain and was pulled out. at this time i received a phone call and had to go to a wake for a woman. a month later upon reading a news paper i realized that the guy i met was this guy i met 3 weeks earlier and only once. this was really strange. When i met him i advised him to drink tussin and milk according to his girl friend off of that he tripped for 3 days and went to places he couldn't describe and was drastically moved by the whole happening.
any who i just wonder what some other peoples thoughts on this.
A month ago i had a similar experience (extreme heart pain it makes me wish i would die its that horrifically painful) but just went to a different world and did things, i was certain that someone died i knew and i encountered them, later that night my friend calls and tells me about this guy we knew that got in a horrible motorcycle accident and was in the I.C.U. in a coma.
well today i had yet another one extreme heart pain its almost like getting sleep paralysis but far far worse and then felt as tho i was on ayahuasca and she came to me.
i was really just wondering if anyone knows of events like this or similar experiences. to be more precise has anyone had it were they kinda go into a sleep paralysis but with extreme heart or head pain it almost feels like a cerebral aneurysm and a heart attack the same time or something of that such. Its extremely unpleasant.
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  "You all are just puppets... You have no heart...and cannot feel any pain..."" you may think thats pain you feel but you must have a heart to feel true pain and that pain wont be yours
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