My first time trying shrooms i took 2.5 grams of cubensis, along with a small bottle of black currant juice (maoi) and lemon juice (maoi). I had tryed acid before, so i wasnt totally unprepared. After taking a couple of hits from a bowl o' greens i got a great body high, and the shrooms started coming. We were at a campsite at the time. I was sitting donw looking at the sky through the branches when they started to glow, my friends looked like they had wierd halo's around them, and the next thing i remember i was walking in a straight line through the woods. Thats the last part of the trip that i experienced from my perspective. i think the maoi really messed with me because i lost almost all of my capacity to remember anything. the rest of the trip is just scattered bits and peieces. I remember seeing myself sitting on a log at one point. My delusions set in around that time i believe, and i came to the realization that our entire race, was actually faceless, memoryless, cow like people, who simply meandered about this desolate grassy planet submerged in their individual realities. My world, all my friends and family, earth logic etc had simply been a creation of my own psyche. Because i had so little ability to remember anything I was constantly realizing the truth of what was going on, and worse, was that the aliends controlling the whole operation had caught on to my revelations, and began chasing me. I found that none of this was real, and it had simply been an moment of insanity... and i was really locked up in an insane asylum, despair set in as i remembered how much of a dissapointment i had been to all my friends and family. I tried to turn the trip around at this point, by looking on the brightside, this wasnt soo bad, although i was a prisoner of my own imagination I had free food, no work, and all the time in the world to explore my mind, it didnt really help and I was seized by panic, as i thought about my desperate situation.
In reality we had tried to go to the beach to watch the sunset, but i couldnt make it because i sat down on a log and refused to move until someone told me what was going on. My friends repeatedly complied, alerting me that we had decided to go to the beach, and that we were still on our way. Though i remembr only parts of this, my friends tell me that i would sit and listen to there explanations, say "ok i got it...what the fuck are we doing?" They eventually got fed up and threw me in the tent, where i finally gained lucidity 8 hours later.
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