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third trip
    #7517678 - 10/14/07 10:01 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

I am a computer programmer. I work in a tall grey building. I wear a suit and tie. At first glance I may be just another drone in this increasingly grey world. But something exists inside of me that seems to be totally alien from the world as I see it.

The whole mushroom thing is just another way of fighting back to retake my soul. I had never taken psychedelics, or any drug besides alcohol in my life. But after a month I had the first ten mushrooms from pretty much unlimited supply.

Though I may be new to psychedelics, I am not new to the deeper inter-workings of my own mind. I was not afraid after the first trip, no matter how small a dose it was. It was actually, kind of a disappointment. The movie I watched, however, was not! I now think Dark Crystal is one of the best fucking movies on the planet!

For my second trip, about a week later, I ramped it up to about five times what I had for my first trip. The celling moved, and my colorful apartment looked intense. I also experienced what I have heard called "Ego death". I stopped existing for an unknown amount of time. I remember looking down at the rest of my body, and it seemed cold and not of any special significance from the other objects in the room. I remember thinking to myself, "I am just an energy sensory being floating in front of a faceless ape's head."

Last night was my third trip. It was one of the most significant moments of my life. I took a slightly bigger dose than I had the week before(my second trip). Totally unafraid, I wanted to direct this one inward, which is why I began tripping in the first place. I did nothing but watch the visuals and listen to music until I felt the top of the trip come on. After several moments of ego death, I got up and went into my bedroom. When I walked into the bedroom, It felt like walking into a temple of sorts. I remember looking up and the celling fan and thinking "Every room has a god. And this celling fan is this ones." I immediately recalled this as a thought I had when I was very young, for some reason.

I put on the ear plugs, turned off the lights, closed the curtains and door, and put a pillow over my eyes.

I am not going to whore out my inner mind to you people. What happened to me was completely profound and sacred. I probably wouldn't make any sense to you if I did. All I want to tell you is to try it if you think you are in command of your own minds.

Tomorrow I am going to get up early and go back to work in my tall grey building with my suit and tie. Another victory has sustained me a little longer.


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Re: third trip [Re: fushock]
    #7521728 - 10/15/07 11:49 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

Though I may be new to psychedelics, I am not new to the deeper inter-workings of my own mind.

how did you go about realizing the inner-workings of your mind before psychedelics?

also, you say you experienced ego-death. did you have any memory of your past? how about your name, could you remember that?


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Re: third trip [Re: onlynow]
    #7525924 - 10/16/07 10:41 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

I have trouble sleeping at night. I sit in bed and think about everything that comes into my head. Its amazing what you can learn about yourself just laying down and thinking for a couple hours every day. Ive also played with sensory deprivation a bit.

I guess I'm prone to altered states of consciousness. Sometimes I would lay in bed and close my eyes, and I would see pictures flashing fast. It would be like someone was channel surfing in my mind.

But most of all, I try to never lie to myself. That is, I think, the only way to really learn about yourself.

The "Ego Death" thing is, well, I don't know. I could feel a slight heavy feeling in side the front of my brain. Ive felt something similar when Ive been meditating. Then it was like everything stop. I cant really describe it as I don't even think I was there. I know I was, but it was like I wasn't.


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Re: third trip [Re: onlynow]
    #7544231 - 10/21/07 07:33 PM (16 years, 3 months ago)

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Though I may be new to psychedelics, I am not new to the deeper inter-workings of my own mind.




This makes sense to me. Tripping usually only tells me what I already know...yet I still learn from it. If that makes any sense...


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