well, i just dosed some cyans. Im gonna try to do a sort of trip log, depending on how it goes. We shall see. SO far - dosed at 10:15. plan to think about redosing around 11-11 30 pending on trip. right now i have an energetic buzz. stoked!

11:00 update. Decided i would go take a piss and possibly re dose. All of a sudden while i was looking in the mirror it hit me and is coming on strong. I know the mirror is there, but i definently want to reach into it. Its like the mirror has its own world. Its own surrounding. I also have this painting, BLUE NUDE, by matisse. Its amazing. dont think the re dose will happen. Im feeling pretty good right now. I think im gonna trip hard. ****11:23 UPDATE**** Im trying to type but its hard. My mind wandersMy hands are like little people! they smile back at me. i wish every thought in my head was printed oout on paper for you guys. Like a reciept for everyone to see. this trip log is my reciept guys. Dont forget your reciept.
12 07 i was watching the endless summer, a surf flick, but it was wierd. time is like an odd perception to have. i unplugged one clock in my room but i like having the clocks maybe i should urn it back on i think i will go turn the clock back on typing is wierd what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
******1:44************ I dosed so long ago. HAHA. could you guys imagine if i had re dosed???? I need to think about shit Im still kind of high.
****Final Update**** Well, i've had about a day and a half to think about my trip now. Between the midnight and and 1 44 post, i hit my peak. It was pretty insane. At this point, i was in my room, and i felt like i was trapped in a terrarium, like an iguana. My room had become a huge expanse, and i was afraid to walk all the way to the door of it, because it looked so far away. At some point, i turned off the music, the movie, and my light, and shit got kind of fucked up. I began to trip insanely hard. First off, it appeared i had no fingers or toes, just blobs at the end of my limbs. I knew this wasnt true, but it was odd. I began to freak out, because i didnt know where the floor was, and i couldnt find the end of my bed. I tried to pull my blanket on me, but i got lost in the blanket. Everything went really dark all of a sudde; i think this is because either A) i pulled the blanket over me, which is why i felt lost, or B) i hit a point i never had on shrooms before. Features of my room such as my desk, my closet, my dresser, all disappeared. It was just one massive room. I finally managed to get out of bed to look outside, and the fucking rhodendron bush had become a giant tree full of green snakes hissing at me, so i went back to my bed. I kept trying to find the wall next to my bed, but never could, and then my bed appeared to have folded up, so that i was trapped in it. I kept trying to turn the laptop on, because i wanted to know what time it was because i was tripping WAY to hard and a little bit freaked out. Next time i will remember to keep the lights on, i feel like this helps me stay in a more enjoyable state. Anyways, i got tangled in the fucking power cord of the laptop, and started to think i was never gonna stop tripping. my other friend who had been tripping disappeared, so i was all alone. I fucking finally got the computer on, and that is when i made the last post at 1 44. I cant tell you how relieved i was when the lights went back on, it was like coming back to reality. I was still tripping, but i finally realized i wasnt consumed by my bed. I began to come down rather quickly around 2 15, and went to bed at 3. I still had some CEV's, and my eyes still were off kiltered in the mirror, but sleep was possible. I had been reading the great dialogues of plato, and during my trip, i kept thinking about how "learning is remembering", that you already know everything, you just how to remember how to do it. That was kind of my motto during my trip, cause i couldnt figure out how to do jack shit, and then i would suddenly remember and get super happy. Anyway, i realized when i woke up in the morning that i somehow mangaged to take more than an eigth of cyans, when i had only planned on taking 2 grams. I have no clue how this happened, but it did. It was definently my most intense trip yet. I think i'd like to approach the level of hallucination that i reached again, but i definently want a couple more people around, and if im gonna trip that hard i want to do it during the day. I just dont like the dark that much while tripping. Or at least it being dark while indoors.
Edited by IslandShroomer (10/13/07 04:40 PM)
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