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ZippoZ
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I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now.....
#7497116 - 10/08/07 11:32 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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just sittin on my couch, nothing to do, nowhere to go............. I feel so....mentally askew
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Oracle Of Delphi
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Re: I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497121 - 10/08/07 11:33 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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It sounds like you need more drugs in your life.
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Oracle Of Delphi
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Re: I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497122 - 10/08/07 11:33 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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It sounds like you need less drugs in your life.
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Atheist
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Re: I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497125 - 10/08/07 11:34 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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HOW ABOUT DEM BEARS!
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xpl0de
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Re: I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: Oracle Of Delphi]
#7497126 - 10/08/07 11:34 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Oracle Of Delphi said: It sounds like you need less drugs in your life.
indeed
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Rustifer
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: Oracle Of Delphi]
#7497128 - 10/08/07 11:34 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I feel like this, I work all night, sit on the computer from 7 am until I get tired. And that's fucking it.
I need to get into school, or go live in the woods or something, living life like this is really making me not want to continue to do so.
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Clean
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Re: I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497131 - 10/08/07 11:36 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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don't sound so glum mr. nomad. you'll always have Up, Down, Left and Right!
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druqs
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: Rustifer]
#7497132 - 10/08/07 11:36 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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find something you suck at, and practice.
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Rustifer
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: druqs]
#7497141 - 10/08/07 11:38 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
mycelismymind said: find something you suck at, and practice.
When I try that shit it makes me very frustrated.
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Oracle Of Delphi
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: Rustifer]
#7497153 - 10/08/07 11:40 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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seriously.
its about quality of life, not quantity.
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Hyper_Panda_GO
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Re: I dont seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497154 - 10/08/07 11:41 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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me2, hi5
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druqs
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: Rustifer]
#7497155 - 10/08/07 11:41 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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fine, the alternative is just masturbating till chaffing occurs
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ZippoZ
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: druqs]
#7497390 - 10/08/07 12:30 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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i kind of wonder why im still alive, about half a year ago i almost died alone in the desert thanks to my car breaking down and my own lack of preparation.
And now im still alive.... but why, was there some sort of divine grace that managed to get me saved... was there a reason for me to be alive? What am i doing here?
meh, im sure that this shitty feeling i have been having has alot to do with the fact that i just quit drinking, and am a little off base.
-------------------- PEACE
zippoz "in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption" "People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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fapjack
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497473 - 10/08/07 12:53 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Wanna make a suicide pact?
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MOTH
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ZippoZ]
#7497491 - 10/08/07 12:58 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Capatalistc nomad said: i kind of wonder why im still alive, about half a year ago i almost died alone in the desert thanks to my car breaking down and my own lack of preparation.
And now im still alive.... but why, was there some sort of divine grace that managed to get me saved... was there a reason for me to be alive? What am i doing here?
meh, im sure that this shitty feeling i have been having has alot to do with the fact that i just quit drinking, and am a little off base.
Quitting anything that you've been using habitually will create that effect. Like for example, I just quit pot, so I've been feeling similar. Any period of non-activity seems to bring on very unsettled feelings. It'll get better though...just got to get through it.
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: fapjack]
#7497492 - 10/08/07 12:58 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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haha, AYOOO!
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PDU
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7497705 - 10/08/07 02:26 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah, i find its troublesome choosing a worthwhile direction to choose. I've definately found that acquiring skills and experiences more worthwhile than *credentials* (such as diplomas,etc.) although im sure many people would argue.
Im caught in a rut right now, between comprimising my lifestyle and doing what society/parents want me to do, or travelling/festivalling/living in a van type stuff.
I want to go to school, but fear that it wont satisfy the emptiness in my life and will be a negative experience. The other option, is getting the balls to MOVE to a new stimulating environment and reconsider the options.
Being caught in a comfortable atmosphere (such as your couch) is sure to breed apathy. I have the same, with an easy life, good source of income, good health, nice house, good credit, nice car, attractive girlfriend, etc.
However - really im immensely unsatisfied with my life.
Im kicking an addiction (or being an addict!) - and trying my best to keep my head up but anti-inspiration everywhere.
Seems like the only thing that motivates me (or has weigh on my life decisions) is the mediocrity or blind sheepism i see all around me. It is this, that drives me to pursue gatherings and world travel, etc. (for the most part, this seems unsustainable.)
My current plan, is to stick where im at until ive got a set amount of Savings plus a reasonable amount of spending money, and then to initiate a change.
all im sayin' is that i can sympathasize.
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ravin0ff
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: PDU]
#7497734 - 10/08/07 02:34 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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i wonder why so many people's plans always seem to be "save now, have fun later"
is doing what you want NOW really that hard? i find it to be the absolute simplest thing in the world
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Rustifer
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ravin0ff]
#7497737 - 10/08/07 02:35 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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A little fun now, or no fun now, and a whole lot of fun without worrying about money later. I choose the latter.
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UlcerPentacidis
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Re: I don't seem to have any direction in my life as of right now..... [Re: ravin0ff]
#7497744 - 10/08/07 02:38 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
ravin0ff said: i wonder why so many people's plans always seem to be "save now, have fun later"
for some, yeah it probably is pretty hard.
not everyone has responsibilities in life they can just put on hold.
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