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dutchmushroom
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everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off
#7493925 - 10/07/07 10:34 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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so anyway i had a shit childhood because of my fucked up mom, she beat the fucking shit out of me when ever she got the chance (which was allot) and it fucked me up for most of my teen years, but the one thing that she did that pisses me off more then anything she has ever done to me, more then her beating the shit out of me more then her treating me like shit for no reason more then her running away with my sisters when i was 9 (havint seen either one of my sisters since then either ) the thing that pisses me off most is... i would be one hunderate percent european (dutch) if it wasint for her, she was like mostly russian, fucking bitch spoilled my pure blood with fucking ruskie, i do not see what my dad saw in here, she wasint my mother she was the person who gave birth to me but she wasint a fucking mother, fucking russians!
peace out Its Dm
-------------------- "Comes a time when the blind man takes your hand says: don't you see? Gotta make it some how, on the dreams you still believe, Don't give it up, you've got an empty cup, only love can fill, only love can fill" < Grateful Dead! The bus came by and I got on, and thats when it all began GROWLIGHT KIT, 250w HPS Digital ballast, + Enhanced Spectrum bulb and Reflector Sale Or Trade!
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danlennon3
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: dutchmushroom]
#7493954 - 10/07/07 10:48 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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thats a fucked up relationship... your mother sounds like a wacko, but it seems you got your head on straight. just remember, you got the rest of your life to enjoy... Many people who had fucked up relationships end up being stronger in the end. I don't know how old you are, but if you are 18 get the fuck out!
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kidaihuan
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: danlennon3]
#7493968 - 10/07/07 10:51 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Slip some acid in her water next time you see her...
Maybe if she has a real good trip, she'll be a totally different person.
And if she has a real bad trip, well, that's revenge for you.:)
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dutchmushroom
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: kidaihuan]
#7493978 - 10/07/07 10:55 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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nahh i dont hold any grudges man life is to short for that shit, ill be 24 this december and i havint seen her or either one of my 2 sisters since i was 9, i just dont see how someone can just beat the shit out of a kid till he can barely move and not feel like total shit, i dont even like fighting and try to avoid getting into fights and being forced to hit another person thanks an adult much less a child i just couldint imagine what the fuckin bitch was thinking
peace out Dm
-------------------- "Comes a time when the blind man takes your hand says: don't you see? Gotta make it some how, on the dreams you still believe, Don't give it up, you've got an empty cup, only love can fill, only love can fill" < Grateful Dead! The bus came by and I got on, and thats when it all began GROWLIGHT KIT, 250w HPS Digital ballast, + Enhanced Spectrum bulb and Reflector Sale Or Trade!
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: dutchmushroom]
#7493979 - 10/07/07 10:55 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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You are who you are. Just don't give your mother even more power then she deserves by holding a grudge against her for years and years. That's a lot of negativity you don't need to carry.
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Stymee
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: dutchmushroom]
#7493996 - 10/07/07 10:59 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear about your harsh childhood. Did you ever report her to the authorities? Child abuse is one of the most heinous crimes imaginable.
Perhaps you could dedicate your life to helping other abused children. It would probably do your soul well.
ps. I wouldn't worry too much about your bloodline. Just about everyone of us here in America is a mixed breed and nobody cares.
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dutchmushroom
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: Stymee]
#7494272 - 10/07/07 12:34 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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im not holding a grudge against her, i would love to get involved in some sort of anti child abuse program of some sort, no kid should be put thru what i was, i was like 3-9 when it was really bad and i was afraid to call the cops i didint think they would beleive me,
the only grudge i carry against her is fucking up my european blood line, that means my kids are gonna be part russian, i just gotta move to the netherland and find a cool dutch chick who likes psychedelics as much as i do (yeaaaaahh riiight i dont think there is one)
haha, what ever its a beautiful sunday in virginia and the skins are beating the shit outa the lions, fuck all these negative vibes! hows it goin everybody?
peace out Its Dm
-------------------- "Comes a time when the blind man takes your hand says: don't you see? Gotta make it some how, on the dreams you still believe, Don't give it up, you've got an empty cup, only love can fill, only love can fill" < Grateful Dead! The bus came by and I got on, and thats when it all began GROWLIGHT KIT, 250w HPS Digital ballast, + Enhanced Spectrum bulb and Reflector Sale Or Trade!
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: dutchmushroom]
#7494303 - 10/07/07 12:42 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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you are probably in her will, so tell her to spend all her money on property.
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dutchmushroom
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Re: everytime i think about this it gets me pissed off [Re: druqs]
#7494582 - 10/07/07 02:16 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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i havint talked to her in almost 15 years bro, she took my sisters and split i dont know where any of them are
peace out Dm
-------------------- "Comes a time when the blind man takes your hand says: don't you see? Gotta make it some how, on the dreams you still believe, Don't give it up, you've got an empty cup, only love can fill, only love can fill" < Grateful Dead! The bus came by and I got on, and thats when it all began GROWLIGHT KIT, 250w HPS Digital ballast, + Enhanced Spectrum bulb and Reflector Sale Or Trade!
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