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Silvermind
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Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself)
#7468004 - 09/29/07 06:43 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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So, I got thinking that maybe I did some really bad shit in my pastlife and whatever I must have done I was making up for it in this life and then I suddenly got the bright idea that "Oh, dont worry, Adam... Your next life will be better :-)" and I was fine with that for a couple of days. Until today, haha. I got thinking about it and Im basically fucked physically, but just imagine if I screw up in this lifetime how bad I might have it in the next. I might be born w/o arms, or legs... Or I might get blown up and be stuck in a wheelchair and be a vegetable for the rest of that life having to rely on everyone else to take care of me. And now Im just plain afraid to do anything at all.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468056 - 09/29/07 07:08 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hmmm  How do you really know that there are future lives for us? Maybe it's all just a story. And anyways, you're still living this one, and this life should be of your concern. What are you afraid of? To be honest, your post is kind of confusing cause I really don't have a clue on what you're talking about. So... what are you talking about?  How is your life fucked?
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468087 - 09/29/07 07:23 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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You would have to do some pretty evil shit to have that happen to your "future self". Unless you are a closet serial killer I think you'll be fine.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468114 - 09/29/07 07:32 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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How about you worry about the life you're living now instead of some pipe dream of future lives?
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Silvermind
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: DNKYD]
#7468145 - 09/29/07 07:42 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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To be honest, I have no idea man. Haha. But these are the things that run thru my head all the time. Hhmmm... I'd say more but its really pointless, I guess?
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468165 - 09/29/07 07:47 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I don't know... you usually post here if you think you need some advices... And of you do, then you have to say to say to say what's bothering you so you can get an adequate response. This is basic stuff.  Otherwise, why would you ask for help in the first place?
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: MushroomTrip]
#7468172 - 09/29/07 07:50 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Because I just realised that nothing anyone says or does can help me. So, anyways, I'm just gonna forget about it, I guess?
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468190 - 09/29/07 07:56 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Look, all I know is that if I knew what was going on I wouldnt be feeling like this and its really fuckin weird because no one else understands whats going on either.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468223 - 09/29/07 08:03 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Is anything really going on at all?
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7468237 - 09/29/07 08:07 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Your fantasy of past and future lives is just a way for your mind to rationalize whatever is happening to you, which I'm going to assume is bad. The only answer I can give you is that life is life, the universe has a strange way of doing things, and all you can do is deal with it and move on. If you're too busy worrying about what might happen to you in some imaginary future life or reincarnation how the hell are you supposed to do anything meaningful with this life? My suggestion is to get some more concrete, down-to-earth ways of thinking about life and you won't have to worry about some bullshit that, even if it were real, is out of your control.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: DNKYD]
#7468271 - 09/29/07 08:17 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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the best thing you can do is improve yourself. study taoism, bhudda, krishna, the i-ching is an easy place to start. you cant trust most things people here say sadly. what you would actully benefit from is finding a master in one of the eastern religions, a yogi, a guru, a master and learn from them. this would benefit you in all ways, health, mentally and spiritually. if you are ejaculating, this is contributing to how you are losing your life force and becoming weak. it is hard to understand yourself because you are surronded by people who do not understand themselves; for your whole life. your family, the public, your friends. how old are you? if you have an unhealthy diet and do alot of drugs this will also make you not understand yourself. if you are really intrested in getting better email me cerebralflower2@hotmail.com love always
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: CerebralFlower]
#7468311 - 09/29/07 08:30 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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CerebralFlower said: you cant trust most things people here say sadly...
if you are ejaculating, this is contributing to how you are losing your life force and becoming weak.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: DNKYD]
#7468329 - 09/29/07 08:35 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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smoking joking choker dont you thnk the joker laughs at you. this is the truth. this culture spends 30% of its energy making sperm, if you do not release it that 30% goes into creativity, love, etc.. i wont argue no more though live your own lives
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: CerebralFlower]
#7468349 - 09/29/07 08:40 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well it sure is hard to argue with facts like 30% of our culture's energy is spent on "making sperm".
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: DNKYD]
#7468565 - 09/29/07 09:50 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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This thread makes me LOL! 
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts don't make sense (even to myself) [Re: MushroomTrip]
#7472587 - 10/01/07 12:31 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah... I this is indeed a strange thread.
To the poster: We all go through those times when nothing makes sense. Try your best to explain it. Do some reading. I guarantee you many others have felt the same feelings you are feeling now.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts don't make sense (even to myself) [Re: Toddo]
#7473308 - 10/01/07 10:06 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Searching for the truth makes one weary. Reading burns ass loads of calories. Using your eyes is counter-productive to healing your body and mind. Take a break from time to time.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts don't make sense (even to myself) [Re: Fraggin]
#7473779 - 10/01/07 12:17 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Haha, all I do besides going on the internet is sleep so I doubt I'm harming anything.... but... I dunno really? Im 20 years old and all my hair is falling out, Ive got this crazy ass receding hairline that no one before me in my family has seemed to get this early in their stage of life and its really bothering me. For awhile I thought it was just stress, so I tried to not worry about stuff as much, and then it still kept falling out, so then I started eating more and it still is falling out, so Im about to just say fuck it and wear a hat all the time. You know, it really fucking sucks... All the time I lived at my moms, she'd never let me grow my hair out and the moment I move to my dads, and he lets me do whatever I want with it, it starts falling out! 
So, anyways, its just that, and not having any energy to get outta bed, and having nobody to talk to anymore and nobody to hangout with. It sucks you know? The whole time I was living at my moms, everyone wanted me to hangout and take me places with them, and now that I am free to do that, nobody is around anymore, it just doesnt make sense. And YES, Ive tried calling people up, sending em emails and messages, the read them, and dont write/return my calls.
So, its this whole isolated feeling that I cant stand. And its weird because, I used to live out in the suburbs and now I live right in the middle of the city and Ive never felt more alone in my life.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts don't make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7473854 - 10/01/07 12:36 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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try meetup.com
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts don't make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7474077 - 10/01/07 01:41 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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I don't mean this in at all a mean/"parenting" way, but have you thought at all about getting a job? Even a shitty fast food job... I find that the employees in food service tend to be more socializing than those of what one might call a more "sophisticated" workplace, plus you'd be making money which is usually useful...
But hey man, good luck in whatever's up/down.
The best advice I have is that everying is alright.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts don't make sense (even to myself) [Re: Querjek]
#7474108 - 10/01/07 01:48 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Querjek said: I don't mean this in at all a mean/"parenting" way, but have you thought at all about getting a job? Even a shitty fast food job... I find that the employees in food service tend to be more socializing than those of what one might call a more "sophisticated" workplace, plus you'd be making money which is usually useful...
Great Advice. Also try applebees, chilis, or any bar/restaraunt kind of place. The late night food Server network is extensive and their partying knows no bounds.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7474419 - 10/01/07 03:14 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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like in that movie "Waiting"? haha. that movie was funny... but na, i cant work. Im physically handicapped and all. (But I dont have a wheelchair or a walker) I wobble alot though, haha. i doubt they'd hire me and stuff because of that, dont wanna fall into the fryer, haha. And Im on Social Security too.... My dad said that if anything happened to him, he wanted me to have $$$ so I could learn how to count and all, go places, buy stuff. but they told me I wasnt allowed to have a job and all while Im on it. And that doesnt bother me really, cause I can barely stay awake all day and on my feet anyhow... I just wish I had some friends to hangout with... it just seems pointless to go places by myself all the time. Malls are the worst lemme tell ya.
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7474490 - 10/01/07 03:36 PM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Silvermind said: like in that movie "Waiting"? haha. that movie was funny... but na, i cant work. Im physically handicapped and all. (But I dont have a wheelchair or a walker) I wobble alot though, haha. i doubt they'd hire me and stuff because of that, dont wanna fall into the fryer, haha. And Im on Social Security too.... My dad said that if anything happened to him, he wanted me to have $$$ so I could learn how to count and all, go places, buy stuff. but they told me I wasnt allowed to have a job and all while Im on it. And that doesnt bother me really, cause I can barely stay awake all day and on my feet anyhow... I just wish I had some friends to hangout with... it just seems pointless to go places by myself all the time. Malls are the worst lemme tell ya.
Get yourself a CNC router, and a Stool and crank out wooden trinkets to sell on ebay...
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Re: Insight into why my thoughts dont make sense (even to myself) [Re: Silvermind]
#7480539 - 10/03/07 11:19 AM (16 years, 3 months ago) |
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Silvermind said: Because I just realised that nothing anyone says or does can help me. So, anyways, I'm just gonna forget about it, I guess?
Thats not a good way in helping to aid yourself in improving. Maybe nothing has worked thus far, that doesn't mean any suggestions someone may make in the future won't help.
Start thinking more positive. As with your thought process, i don't know honestly. my mind does it's own thing, but i do my best to keep myself sane.
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