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Anonymous #1
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Suicide?
#7466829 - 09/29/07 10:02 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ever considered it? I currently am!
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Anonymous #2
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if you figure out an easy way to make it happen - lemme know
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Anonymous #3
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buy a brand new yamaha R1.
=)
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Anonymous #1
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Dude, so many easy ways..
fill the sink up with hot water and breath in? shotgun? rope off the balcany, snap of the neck.
wow. when i wrote this thread i was seriously considering it, now i'm just stoned out of my mind.
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Anonymous #4
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Sure, I've entertained a few suicide fantasies. Mostly they involved a very public place and a long drawn out 'talk down session' when I announce that I'm going to do it, then I shoot myself in the head and my limp body fallls off something high.
But I'd never do it. I don't want to die.
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Anonymous #5
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the majority of people who kill themselves rarely talk about it with a large number of people (or even a few)
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Anonymous #6
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i have considered it but i look at it this way if your not in jail for the rest of your life its not worth it there are so much shit in your life that you will still experience that you don't know about yet and you would miss it all
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Anonymous #7
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I've considered going on a killing spree that would probably end in my death
but never suicide, no.
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Anonymous #8
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Yes I've thought about it many times. It never made sense to me though...
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Anonymous #9
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suicide is fucking hilarious
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Anonymous #10
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I've considered suicide, still do, and likely will continue to.
What keeps me from turning that consideration into possibility is the guilt I would instill on those around me. Having dealt with suicide personally, from train dismemberment to guns to the head, if you're actually going to go through with it, try to be as polite about it as possible and don't leave a mess for somebody else to clean up. It's one thing to be suicidal, it's quite another to be a dick about it
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Anonymous #11
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I've came pretty close, I had bought the rope n' everything. But I changed my mind, I wanna see what happens, who cares if life sucks right now, don't be a pussy and suck it up, it won't always be this shitty, and that's what I don't want to miss out on.
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Anonymous #12
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I have read that few people are 'jumpers' because the thought of not being able to back out at the last minute really scares them... lol go figure... But, it is a pretty fail safe method to die.
Intentional overdoses rarely work.... Shots to the head are often miscalculated, or the recoil changes the angle of the ballistic. Bleeding yourself out isn't really that great of an option if there is a chance someone will find you.
But no matter the method, it should be clean, and leave a decent amount of your face for an open casket funeral. Also, consider the people that will have to clean up your suicide. Be considerate of them. Doing it in the tub is a good option. Most of your fluids can be washed down the drain....
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Anonymous #10
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Anonymous said: Also, consider the people that will have to clean up your suicide. Be considerate of them. Doing it in the tub is a good option. Most of your fluids can be washed down the drain....
Dura matter and bone don't wash away into a bathtub. Trust me, I've had to wash the blood off my two hands... there's plenty. There's left to think about after the blood's gone.
I'd recommend what I'd do to myself but I don't want to encourage anybody or give ideas. If you really want to you'll figure it out. There's not much anybody can say to somebody who's going to go for it, be considerate and clean. To anybody sitting on that ledge... you're living in a very exciting time and you should wait to see what's going to happen next. There's people who don't even know you yet, waiting to show you love you don't yet know.
Wait for us, please
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Anonymous #1
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This is the thread starter.
I think there's something wrong with me. I woke up crazy, took drugs and felt happy... now i'm crazy again.
it's not that i'm an addict, i just happened to have some xanax lieing around.
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Anonymous #13
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Anonymous said: This is the thread starter.
I think there's something wrong with me. I woke up crazy, took drugs and felt happy... now i'm crazy again.
it's not that i'm an addict, i just happened to have some xanax lieing around.
crystalg is that you?
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Anonymous #1
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negatory.
My life is just fucked.
I had a 60 year old man confirm my suspicions the other day. He said to me: "dave, don't ever trust any body and you'll be a happy camper. anybody you help or treat the way you want to be treated is just going to fuck you over. I suggest getting a cabin in the woods and hunting your food"
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Anonymous #14
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wow
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Anonymous #1
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i'm serious. this is shit i've thought all along, and he just confirmed that it doesn't get easier when you get older.
my best friend tried to mac on my girlfriend (who was there when we found out the day earlier she was pregnant).
my roommate's stealing 2k from me and threaten to call the cops about my cultivation.
my gf and i are now over, i can't even tell you how she's fucking me over.
my shit is fucked and all i can think about is the $200 shotgun and $12 box of shells i can get at walmart 24 hours a day.
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Anonymous #15
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I heard Banez is a gay fag.
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Anonymous #16
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Tried it twice and failed unless your serious dont joke do us all a favor.
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Anonymous #15
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Anonymous said: Tried it twice and failed unless your serious dont joke do us all a favor.
I think its even worse if you fail at at suicide. Shows how pathetic you truly are. Pretty sad when you can't even kill yourself right. Man... no wonder you tried twice.
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Anonymous #17
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Anonymous said: my best friend tried to mac on my girlfriend (who was there when we found out the day earlier she was pregnant).
my roommate's stealing 2k from me and threaten to call the cops about my cultivation.
my gf and i are now over, i can't even tell you how she's fucking me over.
my shit is fucked and all i can think about is the $200 shotgun and $12 box of shells i can get at walmart 24 hours a day.
Much worse could be happening. You have all of your limbs and senses. You aren't retarded or insane. Ditch your grow and make that $2K back. Tell your girlfriend and best friend to go eat shit and make new ones. Just because this happened now doesn't mean it will keep happening. How old are you? 20? 30? If this is all it takes to make you want to scatter your brains all over the ceiling, that's weak. I'm amazed to think how many people would rather have your life than theirs right now, and they are still fighting. Be a man about it and move on.
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Anonymous #18
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Anonymous said: Also, consider the people that will have to clean up your suicide. Be considerate of them. Doing it in the tub is a good option. Most of your fluids can be washed down the drain....
Dura matter and bone don't wash away into a bathtub. Trust me, I've had to wash the blood off my two hands... there's plenty. There's left to think about after the blood's gone.
I'd recommend what I'd do to myself but I don't want to encourage anybody or give ideas. If you really want to you'll figure it out. There's not much anybody can say to somebody who's going to go for it, be considerate and clean.
There is no considerate or clean way to kill yourself.
Suicide is incredibly selfish and inconsiderate. One might as well do it an a crowd of children if they're that much of a fucking selfish coward.
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Anonymous #12
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Only selfish people say suicide is selfish.
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Anonymous #19
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Ahhh the irony of suicide. For God only knows how many generations of your ancestors bust their ass just trying to make it from day to day, fighting life vs death. Not sitting around on the internet contemplating suicide. More like hard labor every day just so they don't die in the coming winter. Now that we have it easy, any kid that gets grounded or has a mild depression episode wants to suicide. Wow.. like do you see a bigger picture anywhere at all? Theres a much bigger world going on than most people even fucking think about. Get real or go emo I guess.
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Anonymous #20
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suicide is a viable option i will consider only once my organs have begun to fail, or if i lose a limb or two, or if i am diagnosed with terminally ill cancer, or i am so deep in debt i could never crawl my way back out.
in short, if you are under your 50's and still fairly healthy, have a decent roof over your head, and am contributing to society in some way, you have no reason to kill yourself.
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Anonymous #20
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Anonymous said: Tried it twice and failed unless your serious dont joke do us all a favor.
I think its even worse if you fail at at suicide. Shows how pathetic you truly are. Pretty sad when you can't even kill yourself right. Man... no wonder you tried twice.
Yes, it does take a truly strong person to die.
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Anonymous #21
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Don't kill yourself. You never know what good may come tomarrow. . God loves you, don't give up.
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Anonymous #22
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You didnt add stal, kill yourself.
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Anonymous #23
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ok I'm not some freedom fighter clinically trained doctor/psychiatrist/psychologist/whatever here to tell you how great life is. this is to anyone who sees it. I've attempted suicide twice now, and I should be dead. I'm not going to get into it. I've been to the depths of pain. I see it all around me. It tormented my mind for years. But I've also seen things, felt things, around me that are too important to leave behind. This is after years of psych wards, drug treatment centres, half way homes, drugs, booze ( I'm drinking pommegranate coolers right now) confusion, TOOLS, methods, reason, logic, insanity, boredom. All I know is this. If you experience the world the way I do, you should be told about it. It might not be an answer that will pull you out of the Matrix, but I can tell you things that might make you think more about things that won't lead you to death. Maybe into curiosity, or affirmation. Belief, or emotion that will pull you from your personal abyss. Anyway, if you want to die and see this. At least get in contact with me before you do cuz I have something to say. I might not agree with everyone on earth, even feel disgust for some. If you're not a monster who deserves to die you need someone. So get back to me.
kylegrant1985@gmail.com
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Anonymous #24
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Make a big ass plate of tacos, see if your contemplating suicide after that, Jerk
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Anonymous #25
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I choose not to do it because it would mean that all the douche bags in the world would win. It's hard not to hate everyone on the planet, but if I hate myself more then what does that say about me?
Killing Spree > Suicide
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Anonymous #24
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Tacos=FTW
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Anonymous #26
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Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.
Edited by Anonymous (10/17/09 11:22 PM)
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Anonymous #25
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Anonymous #26 said: Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.
Kind of like the movie Man On Fire? Unoriginal douche.
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Anonymous #27
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i wouldnt kill myself but if i was going to i would buy some blackmarket guns walk into a police station and then smoke as many pigs as i could before i died
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Anonymous #28
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Anonymous #4 said: But I'd never do it. I don't want to die.
I lover hearing people say they dont want to die. Dont want to die? too bad. Its not in your hands. Really gets me off.
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Anonymous #29
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The DEAD only know one thing, thats its better to be ALIVE.
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Anonymous #26
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Anonymous #26 said: Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.
Kind of like the movie Man On Fire? Unoriginal douche. 
I'm not sure what movie your talking about cause i haven't owned nor watched T.V. in close to 8 years and last "movie" i watched was at a friends over 6 years ago. "It was an old copy of Smokey and the bandit on VHS for the record" So keep your stupid insults to your self! I put the loaded 12G under my chin pull the trigger the shotgun went click after inspecting the round i found the fire'n pin depression on the primer and that the primer had failed to go off. It changed MY life YOU don't have to believe me.
Edited by Anonymous (10/18/09 03:04 PM)
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Anonymous #26 said: Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.
Kind of like the movie Man On Fire? Unoriginal douche. 
I'm not sure what movie your talking about cause i haven't owned nor watched T.V. in close to 8 years and last "movie" i watched was at a friends over 6 years ago. "It was an old copy of Smokey and the bandit on VHS for the record" So keep your stupid insults to your self! I put the loaded 12G under my chin pull the trigger the shotgun went click after inspecting the round i found the fire'n pin depression on the primer and that the primer had failed to go off. It changed MY life YOU don't have to believe me.
If this is really true, then u my friend, are blessed. I was heavily contemplating last week, but i decided not too. Things feel much better at this moment. Maybe there really is happiness out there, just maybe.
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Anonymous #26
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Anonymous #26 said: Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.
Kind of like the movie Man On Fire? Unoriginal douche. 
I'm not sure what movie your talking about cause i haven't owned nor watched T.V. in close to 8 years and last "movie" i watched was at a friends over 6 years ago. "It was an old copy of Smokey and the bandit on VHS for the record" So keep your stupid insults to your self! I put the loaded 12G under my chin pull the trigger the shotgun went click after inspecting the round i found the fire'n pin depression on the primer and that the primer had failed to go off. It changed MY life YOU don't have to believe me.
If this is really true, then u my friend, are blessed. I was heavily contemplating last week, but i decided not too. Things feel much better at this moment. Maybe there really is happiness out there, just maybe.
Yes i am. It wasn't tell this exact point in my life i relised how good i had it how much i adore my children and how happy i actually could be if i wanted to and just took the time to look around.
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Anonymous #31
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Damn, there is alot of other people contemplating suicide right now.. What a depressing time.. I wish I had the guts
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Anonymous #32
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yeah. there were definitely a few times in my life when i seriously considered just letting go of the steering wheel and going off the road. i might have, too, if i wasn't driving my family's only car.
i was a stupid teenager with no foresight. i don't know how, but things turned around.
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Anonymous #33
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I've thought about it a lot. I've come very close to doing it a few times.
I'm 24 and I have always done what the older and more wise adults told me I should do. I went to a tech school, graduated with a 4.0. I worked for a few years without gaining anything before deciding to go to a real college and get a real degree. Now I just feel like I've wasted 6 years of my life and gotten myself in over 40K worth of debt from school loans for nothing. Not once have I ever been happy or actually felt like I was enjoying life. I have nothing to look forward to but a minimum wage job and studying for test after test for the next 4-6 years. By the time I graduate I will probably be over 100k in debt. Sometimes its hard to keep pushing yourself when you never see any rewards. I hope I get an easy good paying job after I graduate or I will probably end up giving up in one way or another.
Just think of something that you could do that you would enjoy. Every time I really came close to doing it I always thought about how much I would rather get high. Many times I've sat there thinking I could pull the trigger or I could sell everything I have and go on a drug binge for a few months. I always decided I would rather have fun for a few months before I ended it. Of course I never ended up doing either one.
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