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Anonymous #25

Re: Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #26]
    #11273839 - 10/18/09 09:08 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

:rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes:


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Anonymous #30

Re: Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #26]
    #11274901 - 10/18/09 11:36 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

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Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.




Kind of like the movie Man On Fire? Unoriginal douche. :crankey:



I'm not sure what movie your talking about cause i haven't owned nor watched T.V. in close to 8 years and last "movie" i watched was at a friends over 6 years ago. "It was an old copy of Smokey and the bandit on VHS for the record"
So keep your stupid insults to your self!
I put the loaded 12G under my chin pull the trigger the shotgun went click after inspecting the round i found the fire'n pin depression on the primer and that the primer had failed to go off. It changed MY life YOU don't have to believe me.



If this is really true, then u my friend, are blessed.
I was heavily contemplating last week, but i decided not too. Things feel much better at this moment. Maybe there really is happiness out there, just maybe.


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Anonymous #26

Re: Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #30]
    #11274934 - 10/18/09 11:41 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

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Anonymous #25 said:
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Anonymous #26 said:
Tried once. Pulled the trigger. Gun went click. Only time in my life ive had a factory round fail to fire. Kinda figured after that maybe im here for a reason.




Kind of like the movie Man On Fire? Unoriginal douche. :crankey:



I'm not sure what movie your talking about cause i haven't owned nor watched T.V. in close to 8 years and last "movie" i watched was at a friends over 6 years ago. "It was an old copy of Smokey and the bandit on VHS for the record"
So keep your stupid insults to your self!
I put the loaded 12G under my chin pull the trigger the shotgun went click after inspecting the round i found the fire'n pin depression on the primer and that the primer had failed to go off. It changed MY life YOU don't have to believe me.



If this is really true, then u my friend, are blessed.
I was heavily contemplating last week, but i decided not too. Things feel much better at this moment. Maybe there really is happiness out there, just maybe.



Yes i am. It wasn't tell this exact point in my life i relised how good i had it how much i adore my children and how happy i actually could be if i wanted to and just took the time to look around.


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Anonymous #31

Re: Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #30]
    #11274955 - 10/18/09 11:44 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Damn, there is alot of other people contemplating suicide right now..
What a depressing time..
I wish I had the guts


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Anonymous #32

Re: Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #31]
    #11275377 - 10/19/09 01:18 AM (14 years, 3 months ago)

yeah. there were definitely a few times in my life when i seriously considered just letting go of the steering wheel and going off the road. i might have, too, if i wasn't driving my family's only car.

i was a stupid teenager with no foresight. i don't know how, but things turned around.


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Anonymous #33

Re: Suicide? [Re: Anonymous #32]
    #11286863 - 10/20/09 07:35 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I've thought about it a lot. I've come very close to doing it a few times.

I'm 24 and I have always done what the older and more wise adults told me I should do. I went to a tech school, graduated with a 4.0. I worked for a few years without gaining anything before deciding to go to a real college and get a real degree. Now I just feel like I've wasted 6 years of my life and gotten myself in over 40K worth of debt from school loans for nothing. Not once have I ever been happy or actually felt like I was enjoying life. I have nothing to look forward to but a minimum wage job and studying for test after test for the next 4-6 years. By the time I graduate I will probably be over 100k in debt. Sometimes its hard to keep pushing yourself when you never see any rewards. I hope I get an easy good paying job after I graduate or I will probably end up giving up in one way or another.

Just think of something that you could do that you would enjoy. Every time I really came close to doing it I always thought about how much I would rather get high. Many times I've sat there thinking I could pull the trigger or I could sell everything I have and go on a drug binge for a few months. I always decided I would rather have fun for a few months before I ended it. Of course I never ended up doing either one.


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