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thethcdragon
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I have felt the power of the gods
#7457198 - 09/26/07 07:31 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have been "studying" these little guys for a little while. It's been a long road to a successfully "study". I procured a some sacrament. I[image]http:// [/image] have pictures, lol. These little puppies, whoa, I do not have a scale so I am not sure of the weight, but I consumed all of what you see on the box, the little ones are dried. I started to eat them at about 11:00 am, I had a day off and I thought I'd have some fun. It took me about 15 minutes of strait chewing time, downed with Gatorade on an empty stomach, completely empty. I had never had a large dose before so I was hoping to do some tripping like jack black in the pick of destiny. I was so anxious, so I lit up a doobie to calm myself.
It was now 11:45am and I decided I needed more drink. I stood, everything around looked like there were mice, under the first layer of everything. bumps just moving around the entire surface. I had seen this before on mescaline, I laughed and went for my drink. I had somehow instantaneously I already had a new drink in my hand. I decided to lay down for a while. lol
I made my way to the couch, sat.My dog, who is a wolf. wolf is also his name, lol(I know I'm unimaginative). I saw wolf next to me, so I decided to pet him and he stood up, like a person right in front of me. I started to kinda freak, I thought somehow I had hurt him and I started having a really bad mind rush my brain was going so fast my body couldn't understand. I started freaking out like, I thought I would be stuck like this until I died. Then a bright light shown and my mind cleared, like the eye of the storm. I opened my eyes and there was wolf again, he looked at me and smiled, and said, "everything will be OK, I am your spirit quest companion. you shall not be hurt as long as I still draw breath." This cleared my mind completely. My body instantly fell asleep, well tried to, lol.
I was in complete emptiness. All of a sudden I saw two supreme beings, long heads kinda alien shaped, aliens basically. But I felt a great energy, a crippling energy from these beings. One looked at the other and each smiled. The one on the right reached across space and time and across all boundaries and touched my human brain with one finger, outstretched and intentional. When he did. My mind started to race again. At this point I felt my brain waking up, for the first time. I had been introduced to a whole new world, I did not know who I was, I did not know what the world or anything was. I was reduced to a ball of energy.
I, as a ball of energy was assigned to this body, me. I knew nothing. Nevertheless my brain activity was increased vastly, it was running at 90%+ My brain was overclocked, I had to learn everything about me again I had to learn everything about senses, and had to learn about everything around me. I had to learn that I had a body. I open my eyes to see if it was cool. Bad idea! the second I opened them it felt like some one threw a wrench in my finely tuned, master machine. But it quickly recovered and my brain was taking in all this information, even then I could look at myself, 3rd person. I beleive it was my soul's view, I realized then I have a troubled soul, I broke down crying, realizing that every descion I've ever were all mistakes, foolish mistakes. My soul wants to leave so bad, but I'm still emotionally connected to certain people. This went on for a good while. I do not remember alot of it. I do remember that I realized taking a large dose will hurt if you hurt at all before you take them. you must be in complete mental calmness and ready to look at all those repressed memories. Some people cannot achieve this, for them I weep.
Well, you know how a come down happens, oh yeah, as I was coming down I thought there was an alien space ship trying to land in my yard. It was like a giant wind gust, that sounded like a plane. so I called my friend right down the street. He heard it too, I wasn't tripping. It lasted from about 3:00pm to about 5:30. I have read many trip reports and alot mention aliens. and especially aliens flying around them, and envisioning them as gods.......Maybe this sacred fruit is just some teenage aliens messing with us giving us some awesome drug, that makes it possible for us to interact. Or maybe it's scientists, aliens trying to communicate with us but they haven't quiet got it right. OK well, sorry for writing so much. For those of you who are still with us, thank you for taking a look into my life.
Peace Love Dope
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DimensionX
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Re: I have felt the power of the gods [Re: thethcdragon]
#7457367 - 09/26/07 08:06 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Cool report. Ive have read of other people who have tried mushrooms who thought of them as some kind of alien element while tripping. I havent tried mushrooms yet, hopefully i get the chance too. Once i went to this psytrance concert in the city, it was space tribe and it was amazing. I took an e before i went in, and don’t know if the e trigged an acid flashback or if there was something else in it. But the music was blowing my mind, and i felt this kind of telepathic connection going through the crowd, i felt so euphoric and the feeling of connection felt really amazing. And then i felt this flash of insight, and kind of saw this amazing image in my mind, it was of this psychedelic being, and it was emanating this amazing power and i knew it was one of the gods which people have been worshipping for thousands of years. It made me ecstatic. And i had this epiphany. This thought popped into my head "The old Gods have come back to earth!!!" and we are worshipping them through the music and the drugs like people have done since the beginning of time. It opened my mind so much, i always look back on it and smile.
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gmuralid
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Re: I have felt the power of the gods [Re: DimensionX]
#7458325 - 09/26/07 11:59 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
DimensionX said: "The old Gods have come back to earth!!!" and we are worshipping them through the music and the drugs like people have done since the beginning of time. It opened my mind so much, i always look back on it and smile.
That makes me smile. Thanks.
Although, I think they have been here the whole time, its just that the ones who have seen, have been very few, and this continues today. However, I can see the trend changing.
There is def. something changing and more and more people are embracing a spiritual way of life, even non-drug users.
-------------------- Wilderness. It defines me.
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Re: I have felt the power of the gods [Re: thethcdragon]
#7458426 - 09/27/07 12:41 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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nice report
keep it up, keep learning
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thethcdragon
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Re: I have felt the power of the gods [Re: indica]
#7464189 - 09/28/07 12:32 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yes! I did feel that I was in the presence of gods and in a deep part of myself, I knew that there were many more of these powerful beings traveling space, and time and I now understand when people refer to god's they always say they are everywhere and nowhere, until this experience I thought that this was a statement that made no sense. it, makes sense to me now. Oh and man, while I was reading DimensionX post, I was smiling like a Cheshire cat, lol. good times
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thethcdragon
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Re: I have felt the power of the gods [Re: thethcdragon]
#7464221 - 09/28/07 12:42 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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tonight, I'm going to become a god myself. I've done this before, I am a very lucid "dreamer" lol. I almost have complete control with mesc. at lest, I've had some extensive experience with the great cactus. My grandfather, who was an American Indian, had me go on a spirit quest, at the appropriate mindset/age. and he taught me how to control even a bad trip. well, control to soften the blow at least, sometimes there is no way, lol. like this trip. I consider it a bad trip, but I do not regret a thing I learned alot. And I'm doing it again tonight, with 2 friends though.
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