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Shlumpeet
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I really don't know what to do...
#7442084 - 09/22/07 10:41 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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So tonight I got my ass kicked by my dad. He found my bong in my closet, and my step mom was freaking out. This is the 4th time he's caught me with weed, after every time promising him that I would stop, including tonight.
Almost a year ago I went to the hospital. I was out at my grandmothers and I had somewhere between 5-7 Klonopins, two meperidines, two 7.5mg Lortabs, and two shots of whiskey. My family couldn't wake me up, so I went to the emergency room and had to drink charcoal. Definitely not a good night, and ironically it was on the day my mom died eight years before, and she had a bad pill addiction before she died in a car accident. This was the first time I was caught doing any drugs at all, so as you can imagine it was a pretty big shocker. The other times were just the normal, dad found the weed and got mad. But tonight he flipped out, because now he knows that I probably wont ever stop smoking pot.
And my grades aren't so great. Ever since 5th grade I've been barely sliding through school. My dad thinks there's no way I could make good grades smoking pot, which I haven't been able to prove this year since school just started. It's my junior year, and I'm really busting my ass the rest of high school to make good grades.
He's more mad about my compulsive lying though. I lie about everything. Everything. About my pot smoking, where I go at night, my grades, who I hang out with, and it's to cover up my antics.
And now I'm wondering whether I should live with my grandmother or not. He thinks I wont change, which I'm going to have to if I live in his house (which my grades will be better this year). Apparently I'm a very bad influence on my brother and step siblings, who have all had very good starts in their lives. My step mom is a real bitch, she thinks she's better than everyone else because she was the valedictorian and reads a lot. Now, as you can imagine, the pot smoking really, really gets to her. She wants me out, she doesn't want me to fuck up her kids or be in "her" (my dad's) house doing the shit I do.
And now, my grandmother. She's a sweet old lady living with her husband of forty years. Grandpas never home, and when he is he treats her like shit, her only daughter who lives down the street ignores her along with her grandkids, and simply she doesn't get what she deserves. She gives everyone all of her love straight from her heart, and everyone gives her shit, except for me.
Now I really can't stand living in my house. I hate having to sit in my room, and not be able to so much as go down and eat a snack so I can avoid my step family. See my step family is this holier than thou family from Michigan, who read a lot and make good grades. They think they're oh so much better than all of the scum on this earth because they think they're more educated, polite, cleaner and well behaved than everyone else. Pretty much every comment they make is about how they're above everyone else. Now I really, really, really hate these people. I'm talking I wouldn't do anything for them, ever. My step mom obviously married my dad for his money and to feel like she has control over a real family (she's pretty much as far as a feminist can go). She treats my dad like he doesn't have anything to do with raising his family, like he doesn't bring in 75% of our income, like he doesn't work hard so he can keep his family happy. I never talk to my stepfamily, never say hello, never look at them, anything.
So here I'm stuck wondering whether I should live with my grandmother in a town 45 minutes away from here or not. It would be better for everyone if I did, my grandmother would have someone who would appreciate her, my step family wouldn't have to deal with some strange kid who they're afraid to be around, and I could finally have the right to be happy in my home. But the trouble is I simply can't leave my dad. I love him very much, and my brother. I just don't think I could leave my dad like that, he would always think that his son left his house just so he could go be a pothead and hating him after he's done all that he has for me. I myself want to live out with my grandmother, I love the town she's in. But I just can't leave my dad, I'm too afraid that he will always think that I ran away from him for wanting to help me out.
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meatcakeman
the search for bodhisattva



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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: Shlumpeet]
#7442105 - 09/22/07 10:50 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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just stop and wait for college that's when shit gets buck wild and you get blowjobs and shit
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dirtworshipper
Sitting in the heart cave



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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: meatcakeman]
#7442128 - 09/22/07 10:57 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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meatcakeman said: just stop and wait for college

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meatcakeman said: that's when shit gets buck wild and you get blowjobs and shit
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blkjkrabbit

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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: meatcakeman]
#7442151 - 09/22/07 11:05 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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^^what he says. just ride that shit out, but whatever you do don't burn your bridges you might want to cross them again. if you get good grades, work hard, and do all that productive type of shit then a lot of parents look the other way if their kids smoke. Half my parents know and don't care because I'm a hard working son, the other half would kill me if they knew - but aren't suspicious because I don't lay around like a lazy pothead. I wake up in the early, early AM everyday and bust my ass I just choose to do it baked most of the time 
edit: i say "half" my parents because my parents are both divorced and remarried as well
Edited by blkjkrabbit (09/22/07 11:07 PM)
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Nemo_Hoes
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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: Shlumpeet]
#7442162 - 09/22/07 11:08 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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You should fire up a blunt and punch your dad!
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HeadTripVertigo
at least I'm housebroken




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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: Shlumpeet]
#7442167 - 09/22/07 11:11 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Shlumpeet said: It's my junior year, and I'm really busting my ass the rest of high school to make good grades.
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meatcakeman
the search for bodhisattva



Registered: 07/03/07
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no he hasn't really caused any trouble
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FecalDildo
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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: meatcakeman]
#7442205 - 09/22/07 11:20 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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That didn't stop me from reporting him as an underage member.
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ToTheSummit
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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: FecalDildo]
#7442211 - 09/22/07 11:23 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Maybe hes just a dumbass who got held back once or twice. I've known some 18 year old juniors...unfortunately.
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meatcakeman
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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: ToTheSummit]
#7442218 - 09/22/07 11:26 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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that is a possibility
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scout24
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Re: I really don't know what to do... [Re: Shlumpeet]
#7442279 - 09/22/07 11:43 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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