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OfflineGreat Scott
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I'm dosing tonight
    #7424173 - 09/18/07 03:02 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Solo Trip
2 hits of LSD
My last experience with L was at a festival this summer and it really kicked my ass... I had an inter-personal crisis meltdown, complete with paranoia and anxiety attacks.
It really took me by surprise, because my whole mantra with tripping is...
Nothing matters...It's all in the mind...Change is the only constant...Love conquers all...Follow the music...Don't Panic
None of these inherent truths were enough to calm my worried mind though.  I was very scattered and paranoid that night.
During the peak I experienced some very intense past-life regression.  The floodgates opened and I could see everything I had ever done.  All the thoughts I had ever thunk.  All the decisions that I have made.  It kind of felt like divine judgment.  I was in a mystical heaven and hell realm and It felt like God himself was testing me to see what I was made of.  I saw the roman empire.  I saw Jesus.  I saw Eastern-religious-inspired deities.  I saw all the symbols, archetypes, demons, metaphors, etc. that make up the story of life.  It was very biblical.  My catholic background was resurrected within me. 
Now, I've tripped a lot and I  have never experienced anything *quite* like that before.
It was a threshold ego-death experience, and I resisted.
Despite all that I felt I knew or believed about myself and this whole existence thing... I wasn't ready for the ultimate test.
God (the higher power of love n' light or what-have-you)  told me that he loved me anyway, and that the gates of heaven would always be wide open when I'm finally ready.

Now this all sounds like some serious tripper babble, I realize.
But I just wanted to write it all down as uninhibited and unedited as possible.
These are the things I remember experiencing that night.
Fast forward to now...
I have a couple of whites left over and I feel like I should revisit this alkaloid in the comfort of my home.
I have become somewhat unceremonious about my psychedelic usage as of recent and I'd like to get back into intention-setting/trip preparation again.
My ultimate weapon for guiding trips in ecstatic or otherwise interesting directions has been my music collection.  :jamming:
So I am definitely stacked to ceiling with good tunes that I'll be jamming on.
Does anyone have any advice to impart?
I want my trip to go like this  :tripping: Not this :toomuchacid:
Thanks for taking the time to read this (I assume you did, if you're reading this)
Peace

:dying:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: Great Scott]
    #7424192 - 09/18/07 03:06 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Well I guess now you realize that everything matters, and that it's not close to being only in the mind by a long shot :yesnod:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: StreetFreak]
    #7425043 - 09/18/07 06:41 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Yes intention makes all the difference. Hope its a good one! :laugh:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: gtpen]
    #7425059 - 09/18/07 06:43 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds good. I wish you the best for your upcoming experience


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: boxcarguy07]
    #7425742 - 09/18/07 08:57 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Goood vibes your way man. I'm sure you will be more ready now than ever before, specially after such an amazing first experience you had with lucy. now you know - welcome everything and enlightnment will overpower all :psychsplit:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: letsmakekill]
    #7425803 - 09/18/07 09:11 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

may the force be with you :smile:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: notapillow]
    #7425825 - 09/18/07 09:16 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Hope it's going well man. :smile:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: TripityDooDaDay]
    #7425983 - 09/18/07 09:49 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

I decided to postpone it till tomorrow. :crazy:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: Great Scott]
    #7426036 - 09/18/07 09:59 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

lol
some how i had a feeling you may have oped out :shrug: i dunno wht i just felt it in my gut. tomara feels good for you tho :grin:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: notapillow]
    #7426047 - 09/18/07 10:02 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

dude i hope to maybe trip this weekend

good luck tomorrow..

here are the vibes in advance:psychsplit::mushroom2::psychsplit::mushroom2::psychsplit:


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: usefulidiot13]
    #7426054 - 09/18/07 10:04 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Thank you Thank You  :grin:

May you all live long, joyous, sex-filled, and adventurous lives!


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Re: I'm dosing tonight [Re: Great Scott]
    #7426308 - 09/18/07 10:55 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

hahah sex-filled, eh? Will -you- pay for my hooker? :P

Anyways, I'm sure you'll be fine. Bad trips are never fun, but they're always a learning experience! And after doing drugs for a while I've learned that if you have a bad time now, it'll pass sooner or later, and it'll just be a memory in a day/week/year. Just remember that and you'll be fine :smile:
Good vibes your way! I'll be tripping this Friday too, so let's have some vibe-sharing, eh? ;-)


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