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arrowhead
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Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =]
#7415172 - 09/16/07 12:53 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey i was wondering if any of the people on this site can help me.
Something is bothering me. I tried shrooms once toook bout half an
eighth like 5 months ago. I'm not sure if its just me or maybe the
shrooms? Well, u know how wen u are on shrooms, u look at people
differently, like kinda
paranoid feeling that they are looking at you. So like u keep ur eyes
on there eyes or sumthing. im not explaining it that well but i hope
any of you can understand me. Well now im in my sober life, and like
im still doing the eye thing. Even wen im sober im kinda like loooking
at other peoples eyes even my close friends. Its really bugging the
crap outa me kuz i think people think im dogging them wen i do this. i
do it unintentionally. In school its really awkward for me kuz there
are so many peoeple, and i guess people think im dawging them. like i
gota look in there eyes to see if they are looking at me. OMG this
habit or watever is really bothering me. Does anyone else do this, or
is it just me? Is it the shrooms? Its sure making me annoyed and i
really wanna stop doing the eyes thing. ugh please reply to me
Thankks!
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Spiritual Seeker
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: arrowhead]
#7415185 - 09/16/07 01:00 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I keep hearing about trips in which people thinnk that others are staring at them. Its happened to me before as well. It makes sense to me also. If you think about it, Its what we all are trying to do in life. Everytime we look in the mirrior, every time we see a beautiful girl, everytime a girl puts on some make up.......We are preparing ourselves to be looked at by the outside world. Part of ego death is not knowing HOW you look in front of others. In reality.....you dont think that everyone is looking at you on shrooms. YOu think that people are staring at you everyday! Its why the majority of people these days try to not act like an outsider. No one wants to be viewed as odd. No one wants to be disliked or an outcast.
I do have something similar. However I stare at "people" (Including myself), because humans now amaze me. We are facinating...like animals, and our behaviors are more insane then a monkey throwing shit at the viewers at the zoo. I dont look them in their eyes directly because that can be taken as rude. However it sounds like some after paranoia from your trip. Could wear off eventually....who knows.
Hope this helps. and makes sense, I dont know if it even makes sense to me fully. GL!
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Edited by Spiritual Seeker (09/16/07 01:02 AM)
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liveby
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: arrowhead]
#7415186 - 09/16/07 01:00 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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sounds like paranoia from other drugs , did you grow the shrooms yourself ? could be anxiety depression syndrome its common , do you have a family history of metal disorders? anyone of these could be it , its better to see your gp
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arrowhead
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: arrowhead]
#7415191 - 09/16/07 01:03 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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shiett thanks , but is there any way to stop doing this??
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liveby
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: arrowhead]
#7415194 - 09/16/07 01:04 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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stop drugs , eat well , be happy , see your gp
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today mylove



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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: liveby]
#7415231 - 09/16/07 01:31 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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how well do you preform in starring contests?
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jamesb
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: today mylove]
#7415260 - 09/16/07 01:44 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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You are too young to use entheogens. It will go away in six months maximum and then dont touch anything until you are age 25 minimum. By that time, you wont worry about any of this crap you are worried about.
You'll have bills to pay, job shit. Seriously, relish the fact that you are so young that you worry about bullshit that you are complaining about. It only goes downhill from there. People want money for this, you need to pay for this that and the other thing. The last fucking worry on your mind when you grow up is if some other dipshit is thinking you are dawging them by the way you look at them.
So just grow up a bit, it'll sort itself out. Seriously, when you actually have responsibility. You will laugh at how fucking gay this thread is
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arrowhead
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: jamesb]
#7415266 - 09/16/07 01:49 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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daym dude, thx for that, i really hope this habitlike thing will go away sumday. sighh its been bugging me for a while now, i tell myself everyday to stop and be koo, but its weird. like, i feel like i was in the shroom trip again from b4, and yeah... i duno. the way u look at people
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redgreenvines
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: arrowhead]
#7415598 - 09/16/07 06:39 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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when you become intoxicated with a psychedelic (or when you become emotional or when you are dreaming) signals linger longer all kinds of signals linger longer, so they fade more slowly:
somebody looks at you, then they turn away. the mind still sees them looking at you, after they turned away. the image is interesting all images fade more slowly, but the interest in this one, keeps it suspended even longer.
the mind sees the frozen image and the actual ones too. the deer in the headlights phenomenon...
the higher the dose of psychedelic, the stronger the eye contact image lock routine, the longer lasting, the more perplexing.
once you do it for a few hours, you become very very good at this habit, and unless you see it for what it is, and stop adding interest (fear, bewilderment, concern, desire - these are all aspects of interest) to it, it will be encorporated into your personality even when you are not stoned.
to become disentalgled from the routine, observe the processes that contribute to it: fading images, freeze frame overlays, interest-complexes, ongoing images that are not frozen... breathe through it.
you are not alone in this, nor does it mean you are sick.
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mushyflushy
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Re: Is sumthing wrong with me? Please repond and help. =] [Re: redgreenvines]
#7415842 - 09/16/07 08:20 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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makes sense
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