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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #7417315 - 09/16/07 05:34 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

I've tripped about 40 times in the last two years, and I can't say I've had any persisting hallucinations. Weed has gotten a bit trippier, but when the effects of the acid or shrooms wear off, so do the visuals. Completely.

Though I have noticed that the visuals from my acid trips seem to be lingering longer and longer after the come-down, but that might be the potency of what I've been getting recently.


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Sophistic Radiance]
    #7417327 - 09/16/07 05:37 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

My last few acid trips were approx.800 mics, 600 mics, 700 mics, and 1500 mics. I might do another intense dose once or twice more.


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #7417429 - 09/16/07 06:14 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

I get fat visuals all day, every day.
Its not like normal psychedelic visuals though. It like seeing where they come from, their roots.
Reminds me of lsa actually.

So if I were ever going to pile a psychedelic ontop of that underlying structure I trip atleast 3-5 times harder than most people. Thats why I get some really cool visuals off of .1 grams these days.
It was not always this way. After effects just added upon the last until my last experience with ayahuasca.

So ya. If I stare at some carpet I can see it change texture and crawl if I want. I can see intense geometric patterns in the dark, if I want. I can see pixilated patterns in woodgrains or make a tables texture appear to give and receed. I see tracers.

Psychedelics changed the way I think forever.
What I have now is not something id consider to be hppd, because it does not get in the way of my day to day life.
I had actual hppd for about 1.5 years after my last dose(2.5 years ago). It was very difficult, but one of the most intense learning experiences of my life. I saw things during my last ayahuasca session that are really hard to believe. I couldnt help but allow "it" to inhabit my soul.
It was the most amazing thing, but it was scary at times.
I was like a puzzle that was taken appart and mixed up and I had to put my self and my reality back together as a coherent picture even though I now had a great many extra pieces. Metaphorically, It was hard to make the puzzle feel whole again. So I had to keep rearranging it until I could fit all the new pieces in.
Sadly, I had to throw a few of the new pieces away actually. I did this because I did not feel it was safe for me to keep them. The ideas were very real, but closely resembled mental illness.
I knew they were good tools, gods tools, but I almost felt bad about keeping them. So for some unbelievable reasons other than my own mental safety I tried to avoid them.
If you dont use it you loose it.
I lost some of those things and miss their amazing and divine majesty. It was for the best though. Im pretty sure anyways.
Atleast I still have my thick-ass notebooks full of writing and strange graphs.
I will read them again one day.


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Spiritual Seeker]
    #7417457 - 09/16/07 06:27 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Like TTT's post said, I have all of these things: I get after images, static, coloured blobs in the dark, things shifting, and see weird things in the dark or when I close my eyes.

But I also remember thinking as a kid why it wasn't actually dark when the lights were off. My parents looked at me funny and no one knew what I Was talking about. So, I don't really know what it is.


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Kreuzkopf]
    #7417631 - 09/16/07 07:29 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

HPPD....learn it, live it, love it :grin:


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: notapillow]
    #7417736 - 09/16/07 08:04 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

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notapillow said:
HPPD....learn it, live it, love it :grin:




So many people would ask you why you feel that way if they were here today.
Thats because it interupted their lives, and all they wanted was for it to stop.

  I just dont think many people take this very seriously.
If you actually have it(and didnt see it coming and didnt invite it into your life), you may just want it to stop because you dont know how to deal with it.

Im just not so sure many people actually know what it takes to be diagnosed.  Thats what the words "HPPD" is made of, and comes from.

There are many forms of it because it only takes a few symptoms to form a diagnosis.

So not all people can "learn it, live it, love it".

I guess its really hard for some people to understand how serious this can be.
  It sure as hell is not just some joke, or something all people can just "walk off".

Lots of people learn alot from hppd, and some just get really depressed because they didnt see it coming, dont know how to work with it, and dont feel at home in their own heads anymore.

I personally know a person who is a casualty of some very serious hppd.
  He was not mentally ill, but had a really unfortunate transition back into reality.
  He lasted for a few years and everybody knew the difference between his present state of mind and his originally strong personality.
  DXM, he always took too much, and I didnt know him back then.
One day he took a MASSIVE DOSE after I got to know him.  He was never the same after that.
He would talk about it with friends.  It made him very sad, and also made his friends very sad because he was just was a shell of his former self.  He was still really cool and funny, but he was a fucking alien.  He never was very bright, and he became more of the same with a touch of "really shitty and misunderstood psychedelic insanity).  Insanity that he didnt know how to work with.
  People who didnt know him well started making fun of him at little get togethers.  I almost got in a fight because I defended him one day, and the person spewing vocal vomit on him needed to have a reality check.  So in front of everyone, I told him what an annoying little hippy he was, and how he is just a bully at heart.  He wanted to kick my ass for sure because everyone laughed at him(after having laughed at this shit heads comments toward my weird friend).
  Fucking sheep.

He killed himself 4-5 years later.
  They first found his skull in the woods somewhat near his house after a 2 year search.
He killed himself in the worst way too.
Almost like he wanted to feel the pain.  He was angry with himself.  I can tell you that.

Sure dxm is not like the more typical tryptamines.  Without telling another really long story id have to say, that they can do similare things.


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[quote]Me_Roy said:
You moron. Material is material is material.  No 'thing' fixes any situation.  If anything were so simple we would be living in a much better world.[/quote] <-----the dumbest thing I have ever read in my life.
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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Infested]
    #7418296 - 09/16/07 10:39 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

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I am use to it.

Static vision is like everything is covered with fine colored noise.

I see shit move (breath). The darker it is the more effects come up i can see bright colored spots appear and go away. Everything is covered in patterns. Many other unusual visual distortions.



i have that but i wouldn't call it hppd because i've had it for as long as i can remember, long before even using recreational drugs for the first time.


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: maggotz]
    #7418400 - 09/16/07 11:05 PM (16 years, 4 months ago)

My eyes have played tricks on me, but not my mind


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #7418822 - 09/17/07 04:05 AM (16 years, 4 months ago)

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Apollyphelion said:
My last few acid trips were approx.800 mics, 600 mics, 700 mics, and 1500 mics. I might do another intense dose once or twice more.




And how spaced out were these trips? cheers!

*wonders if she'll be gettign HPPD very soon*


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: redpoppy]
    #7418875 - 09/17/07 05:37 AM (16 years, 4 months ago)

Like I said, I get migraines when mine comes in (usually in bright daylight) but it's something I've had all my life and childhood.  I never heard of HPPD until this thread, it's still entirely possible my symptoms are from something else.  :shrug:


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Re: HPPD....how you feel about it. [Re: Spiritual Seeker]
    #7419144 - 09/17/07 09:13 AM (16 years, 4 months ago)

I noticed light geometric patterns, tracers, and haloes for a year or two after i first started tripping.
I think i just got used to them.
Now its an emotional thing, my mind is craving a trip, and i started to feel as if i were coming up hard on mushrooms the other day.
It was a bit unerving, and hard to handle as most of my doses have been in recent years.


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