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LightningShroom
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Why couldn't I control myself?
#7414960 - 09/15/07 11:11 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yesterday me an my friends tripped on a split 5 grams of dried Cubes and had an awesome time tripping but I had an urge to destroy and kill things; for example my friend was beside me and he pointed to what looked like plants in the grass near him saying that they were new to this place, I agreed and asked the name of one,and then not soon after i punched them into the ground even though I didn't really want to. Anyways what made me feel weird was that I was mashing up the grass beside me but I had no control over myself; my friend said I was asking him why I was doing this. Does anyone have an idea why I was so destructive and couldn't control myself?
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implee
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No controll of your physical body on 2.5 grams? =-O dont trip around babies.
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Seventy
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..if I were you I'd be careful with your doses. does this happen all the time?
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: Seventy]
#7414987 - 09/15/07 11:23 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Im still a noob so yesterday was our first time, I was here at the shroomery preparing for a long time for our trip reading up before we did em.
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redgreenvines
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when you are really stoned or resonant, you can go in different directions at the same time seemingly.
this is totally as it is supposed to be this is not a reflection upon sanity or insanity ... it is natural.
a sod beating forked-off-self-tangent was criticized by a separate concerned but hypochondric forked-off-self-tangent, and the ornery part of the criticized component seemed to rebel against any shred of (internal) criticism.
while the resonant selves, that forked off from some earlier self, continue their dance, all other bits of attitude are hovering waiting for enough interest to engage.
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: Seventy]
#7414991 - 09/15/07 11:23 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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asking questions only the one asking can answer.
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: redgreenvines]
#7414995 - 09/15/07 11:25 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I didnt hurt my friends but I just found it odd that i wanted to pull and destroy practically everything I saw when I tripped, I remember seeing a pink whale in the balloon then stepped on it an killed it.
Edited by LightningShroom (09/15/07 11:30 PM)
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redgreenvines
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: redgreenvines]
#7414998 - 09/15/07 11:26 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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oh, by the way, to get some semblence of control all you do is relax, relax any part of the body that is tense, and keep relaxing. then what happens is you release forks of the self that are interested in relaxing you have to keep doing it then the waves of relaxation overcome the other resonances
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? *DELETED* [Re: LightningShroom]
#7415001 - 09/15/07 11:26 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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LightningShroom
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yeah I think I should have relaxed more because I was really excited about doing them and it made me super happy during the trip; my friends said I was scary looking though like a zombie with a kind of mischievous face.
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Seventy
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just please don't dose really high and end up like the other guy, who jumped naked in front of a cop car screaming he needed jesus or something. its those people who give mushrooms a bad name.
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: Seventy]
#7415024 - 09/15/07 11:34 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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lol I wasnt going mad like that, I chose a pretty cool place to do them too, a clearing in a forest with a bench; but I really wanted to know why I couldn't stop myself from ripping the grass out the ground and being so destructive, it didn't really feel like I was the same person.
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HugaDeadHead
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: Seventy]
#7415026 - 09/15/07 11:35 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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people dont give shrooms a bad name. society gives people a bad name.
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: HugaDeadHead]
#7415036 - 09/15/07 11:39 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wish someone had a similar experience; I only felt like destroying my hallucinations and I had control over everything except for when I was ripping the grass.
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redgreenvines
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why do you think nobody else experienced that. I have. I told you it's natural just begin to relax and keep on beginning to relax, and watch what happens as you maintan that effort rather than watching yourself seem to go beserk.
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Seventy
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I know, I'm not saying that you're going to end up being a raving lunatic if you dose again, but it just seems that from the way you said you had no control, you might be in danger if you do large doses.
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: Seventy]
#7415055 - 09/15/07 11:48 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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thx red, I think your right I gotta be more relaxed next time, I think this might have happened because of the surge of excitement I felt before the trip. Anyways the shrooms were great and we had a great time lol trying to race the picnic tables.
Edited by LightningShroom (09/15/07 11:57 PM)
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LightningShroom
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I think the dosage was okay but I have to relax more like Red said, but I wont be an idiot an go too over what I had last time I really take tripping seriously and try to be very responsible.
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Edited by LightningShroom (09/16/07 12:16 AM)
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redgreenvines
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oh yeah if you do go beserk watch that and begin to relax and keep on beginning to relax.
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: redgreenvines]
#7415163 - 09/16/07 12:48 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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GRATZY MY FRIEND! I remember your thread from yesterday and it looks like ya made it back. 
As for why couldnt you control yourself....thats to be expected. Thats why trip sitters are Very important. Sometimes your aware of what your doing, and other times your perception of what your doing is completley diffrent then whats actually taking place.
Why you wanted to dystroy the grass i dont know. You have your inner reasons, maybe shrooms have theirs. But gratzy on having a decent time.
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learysprotoge
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Quote:
LightningShroom said: I didnt hurt my friends but I just found it odd that i wanted to pull and destroy practically everything I saw when I tripped, I remember seeing a pink whale in the balloon then stepped on it an killed it.
How did seeing the pink whale make you feel?
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learysprotoge
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: Seventy]
#7415750 - 09/16/07 07:41 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seventy said: just please don't dose really high and end up like the other guy, who jumped naked in front of a cop car screaming he needed jesus or something. its those people who give mushrooms a bad name.
Im sure that was a pretty profound experince for that dude. And Im guessing that if that happend for you, you would not like to be used as an example of how not to act on mushrooms.. Especially since that guy came here for help.. Wheres your empathy?
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: learysprotoge]
#7415763 - 09/16/07 07:45 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Having visions of leprechauns attacking you and you wake up in a orphanage with a shotgun.
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LightningShroom
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Re: Why couldn't I control myself? [Re: clemens]
#7415818 - 09/16/07 08:07 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seeing the pink whale made me laugh and gave me a happy feeling lol, even though I stomped on it. Thx Spiritual, it was pretty awesome, I was just alittle concerned about the grass pulling part after I punched the leafy things.
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LightningShroom
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Yeah I wanted to bring my friend yesterday to watch us because he has done shrooms before, but unfortunately he was setting up his new computer.
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Edited by LightningShroom (09/16/07 08:20 AM)
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practice
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