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bcolumbia
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My First Bad Trip
#7394473 - 09/10/07 11:31 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ok so last night I had the ride of my lifetime and for some reason reason I feel like I have to get it off my chest.
It was my fourth time doing mushrooms so I thught I would step it up a little. I think I took about 5 grams in total. I was over at my buddies house with his brother that I have never met in my life. I took them and for the first hour or o everything was great, we were watching some funny YouTube stuff and just laughing. Then for some reason I started thinking to myself about how I had to go to school tomorrow and had to face life in general. It was about 1:30 in the morning and I had to get up in like 5 or 6 hours. It went downhill from there.
I couldnt stop thinking about school and I kept telling myself this wasnt going to wear off. I could hardly make out what my friend was telling me and I was pretty much ignoring him and just thinking to myself. It still wasnt so bad at this point. I remember standing up and telling my friend I need to go home, now, and that I think somethings wrong. I was frantic, I went up the stairs of my freinds house as he followed me asking whats wrong. I told him was starting to get uncomfortable and had to go home. He told me to give him a call when I got home. When I got home I imediately when to my room and tried to go to sleep. Its like it wasnt possible, I had a million things going through my mind. I was telling myself Ive lost my mind, im psychotic. I could ly still so I started pacing in my room tryng to calm myself down. I told myself im trapped, this will never end, I must have had a reaction or something. I went and grabbed my phone and called my friend and told him, there is something wrong, come over please. I went and grabbed an orange, hoping it would make me come down faster. I then came downstairs and started pacing in my boxers. My friend came in and asked where my clothes were, embarrased I went up stairs and through on some pants. He told me he couldnt stay long. We just talked for a bit and I actually started to feel better until he left. The second he left this sense of fear came over me again. I couldnt even control it. I started breathing heavy and thought myself, what can help. My first instinct was to come on here and ask for a solution but Ijust couldnt think straight, I was sittingin front of the computer confused. I opened up the internetbut didnt know where to go from there. I coldnt even control myself, it felt like the mushrooms were controlling me. I went to my room once more, I prayed for this to end before I climbed into to bed. I turned on my TV, but with the same rabbit ears Ive had since I was 5, I didnt have much of a choice as to what to watch. The only thing on was an infomercial on classic 70's music. It was seriously what saved me. I watched and listened to this music for over an hour, slowly calming down to a point where I could actually sleep.
Well that was my trip, and I seriously dont know if i could build up the courage to ever consume another mushroom again. Probably someday, but not in the near future.
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Re: My First Bad Trip [Re: bcolumbia]
#7400023 - 09/12/07 09:27 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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bcolumbia said:
Well that was my trip, and I seriously dont know if i could build up the courage to ever consume another mushroom again. Probably someday, but not in the near future.
That's a shame. I'm sure you realize that you had a bad trip because you ignored the rules of set and setting. Don't take mushrooms at night when you have to get up at 7am. I don't know what you expected
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amatuer5352
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Tisk Tisk Tisk... Shouldnt have eaten shrooms if you had something to do. When did you trip? cause youll probably want to trip again after atleast a week or two
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bcolumbia
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WhiskeyClone said:
That's a shame. I'm sure you realize that you had a bad trip because you ignored the rules of set and setting. Don't take mushrooms at night when you have to get up at 7am. I don't know what you expected
Of course I know that, I just really didnt expect it could ever happen to me. Ive done worse, my second time I took 3.5 grams on my lunch brek at school and it probably was the funnest of em all. I just got to big of a head, it was stupid and I regret every bit of it. Im just scared that next time it will be all I think about and it will force me into another bad trip. Definitely something I will have to consider.
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Re: My First Bad Trip [Re: bcolumbia]
#7402592 - 09/12/07 09:08 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I find a lot of comfort in knowing I picked a good time and place to do them. Maybe that's all you were missing.
-------------------- Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it. ~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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Mourningdove
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Time and time again, there are people on here who talk about eating these mega-doses of mushies and wonder why they have such a hard time. I think the Shroomery is a great place to learn about cultivation of these sacred fungi, but many of the trip reports don't seem to be too much of a learning experience for a lot of these young guys who seem to put away high doses merely to look brave to their friends. Five grams is a big dose for a lot of people and will leave you on the floor crying if you don't pay any attention to what you can handle and what kind of setting you are in.
Even three and a half grams at school is a pretty stupid idea. Sorry guy, you are gonna get burned if you put yourself if these stupid situations...
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Mourningdove said:
Even three and a half grams at school is a pretty stupid idea.
Hehe... ANY amount at school is retarded. Why even go to school that day? I've never understood that. Why not go to the park instead?
That said, I've heard some hilarious stories about people tripping at school.
-------------------- Welcome evermore to gods and men is the self-helping man. For him all doors are flung wide: him all tongues greet, all honors crown, all eyes follow with desire. Our love goes out to him and embraces him, because he did not need it. ~ R.W. Emerson, "Self-Reliance"
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I had my first bad trip last night. The stuff was one of london undergrounds herbal e's, and it was really trippy, but I was far too tired and exausted from work to enjoy it, so it gave me a panic attack and stopped me from sleeping.
I wouldn't say the substance was bad (although I'm reluctant to try it again) but it set me off. I hardly remember much of it, patterns, objects, fevered dreams about work, becoming an electron on a printed circuit board track that I was fixing that day, and I felt as if I was going to be drowned and loose my sanity.
Fortunatly that was temporary, I got a psychedelic kick in the stomach to say "Stop punishing yourself." and when my mind is up to it, I'm going to think how to sort my life out, and how to deal with stress.
Sorry, I wish I could have glowing praise for it, because it definatly worked, but I overdosed, and stupidily smoked kanna the night before, which is an SSRI, which means instead of tripping for a few hours, I'm still hallucinating now, 24 hours later. Next time, just because it's legal, I won't think it's piss weak.
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