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Anonymous #1
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My experimentation has me confused
#7382975 - 09/08/07 09:29 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ok, I had an insane night last night. I did some things that now make me question my sexuality, something I thought could never happen. I've never had homosexual thoughts until now.
Last night I met up with a girl that I've known for a while and we had some drinks. She gets a call from some of her friends while we are drinking and they want to meet up and hang out. So we decide to go over to these girls apartment. When we get there, I find out that these friends of hers are lesbians. These aren't the typical butch bull dike ugly bitches I typically think of when talking about lesbians. They are actually really good looking chicks.
Well we start to drink more and end up pretty drunk. Then out of no where one of the lesbian girls comes from a back room and ask if we want to do some coke. Well we are like "FUCK YEAH" so we proceed to do a few lines and, after doing so things really heat up. The lesbians start making out, and they move in on the girl I was with. She starts making out with them back. So I'm here sitting next to 3 hot chicks making out!! Well the girl I came with reaches over and grabs my cock while they are making out! This is the first time anything like this has happened between us. We have been only friends up to this point. Anyways, I get into it. I reach over to her and grab her tits and feel up her legs and eventually work my way into the make out circle. At this point the lesbians haven't done much towards me, but we have all been making out.
We all stop to do more coke and the girl I came with comes up to me and says, these girls are lesbians and they have never been with a guy ever. They are fucked up and want to have a 4 some and want you to be the first guy they've ever slept with, are you interested? With out hesitation I say fuck yeah! Then I grabbed her and stared making out with her again. She stops and says, I'm so fucking horny right now, I want you to fuck me so bad, I want your cock in my asshole and pussy and mouth, and I want to watch you fuck these hot girls. Well, these words are probably the most erotic words I've ever heard in my life at this point. I'm so horny and turned on I was about to explode. Normally I can get hard on coke, but no this night, I was rock fucking hard.
Well thanks to the coke I was able to fuck all three girls with out a problem. In fact I did cum for almost an hour and a half. Here is where my problem comes in. While I was fucking one of the girls, out of no where I say to the other girls, put a finger in my ass! I don't know why this turned me on so much or where this even came from. This isn't even something I've ever thought about what so ever. Just out of no where while fucking the idea pops in my head that this might feel good. So one does it. She starts to finger my asshole and it feels fucking great. She began with one finger and moved her way up to two. At this point im really aroused and finally think I might cum. I have to stop fucking the girl because it has become difficult to do while getting fingered. I stop fucking and the girl I was fucking starts sucking my dick while I'm getting fingered. Next thing I know, one of the lesbians pulls out a dildo, and asks if I've ever been fucked before. I'm like no but, it sounds like fun. So she gets some lube and lubes up my asshole and the dildo and slowly worked it inside me. To my surprise I fucking love it! I mean I just fucking go wild, my dick gets harder than its ever been before, and after just a minute of so, of getting fucked in the ass by this lesbian I have the best orgasm I've ever had in my entire life. I mean it was fucking amazing. I just kept cumming and cumming, the wave of euphoria lasted for almost 3 minutes and my dick just pulsated and pulsated. It was great.
Now you can see what my issue is. Ever since, I've been fantasizing about having anal performed on me. I've jerked off 2 times this morning while thinking about someone fucking me in the ass. I don't know if I want a man to do it or not, I just know I want it done. This is really messing with my head. I'm starting to question my sexuality. It feels so wrong to like this. I even fingered my self a few times while masturbating this morning.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Is there a community or group of people who are into this kind of thing? If so whats it called? I would like to research it on the web if so... I feel really weird about the whole thing.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7382981 - 09/08/07 09:33 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Junkfood?
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Anonymous #3
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7382989 - 09/08/07 09:37 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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it's not really that weird. I've never done it myself, but i've read that it's quite common for guys to ask their partners to finger them. obviously you're not actually straight up gay because you were still attracted to the women last night. but maybe you're bi. so what? lots of people are. i've teased the thought myself. or, maybe you're straight and just like anal stimulation. entirely likely.
don't try so hard to put a definitive label on yourself. just do what you love. be up front with your partners. who knows, maybe your next 3-4some will involve another guy.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #3]
#7382991 - 09/08/07 09:38 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said: it's not really that weird. I've never done it myself, but i've read that it's quite common for guys to ask their partners to finger them. obviously you're not actually straight up gay because you were still attracted to the women last night. but maybe you're bi. so what? lots of people are. i've teased the thought myself. or, maybe you're straight and just like anal stimulation. entirely likely.
don't try so hard to put a definitive label on yourself. just do what you love. be up front with your partners. who knows, maybe your next 3-4some will involve another guy.
Thanks man, this really makes me feel a whole lot better.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #2]
#7382992 - 09/08/07 09:38 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: Junkfood?
i doubt it. for one.. do you think he could manage a 4some with 3 hot chicks?
and if he did, do you think he'd really have sex with them? the guy is afraid of vaginas.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383001 - 09/08/07 09:41 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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So you are desiring to have some guy thrust his hard member into your butthole until you experience waves of sexual ecstacy? Or are you just thinking of shoving inanimate objects into the "danger zone"
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #2]
#7383005 - 09/08/07 09:43 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: So you are desiring to have some guy thrust his hard member into your butthole until you experience waves of sexual ecstacy? Or are you just thinking of shoving inanimate objects into the "danger zone"
I'm really not sure yet. This whole thing kind of freaks me out. I might just experiment the objects I have around the house. I think the idea of a girl with a strap on sounds fun.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383023 - 09/08/07 09:49 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow, man you should like a total fag to me. Have fun with your buttsecks.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383042 - 09/08/07 09:53 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would totally let Slater pound my willing butthole.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383050 - 09/08/07 09:55 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: She starts to finger my asshole and it feels fucking great. I'm getting fingered.
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Anonymous #4
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383091 - 09/08/07 10:04 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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OK man, sexuality isn't nearly as black and white as society claims it is. Your only obligation really, is that your partner is willing. Other than that, it doesn't really matter who or what you have sex with. As long as you're having a good time, who cares?
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #4]
#7383095 - 09/08/07 10:05 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow, man sounds like a crazy night. I've never let anyone stick anything in my ass!!!!
Hmm... how does it feel?
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Anonymous #3
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #4]
#7383096 - 09/08/07 10:05 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Anonymous said: OK man, sexuality isn't nearly as black and white as society claims it is. Your only obligation really, is that your partner is willing. Other than that, it doesn't really matter who or what you have sex with. As long as you're having a good time, who cares?
very well put
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383116 - 09/08/07 10:11 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Man, I wish 3 hot chicks would finger me and give me coke!
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Anonymous #3
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383127 - 09/08/07 10:14 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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i have no interest in ever doing coke.. but if it allowed me to have a similar experience, i'd do it in a heartbeat.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383156 - 09/08/07 10:24 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well, I think the coke did play a big factor in things. Good coke makes people horny as fuck.
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Anonymous #5
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383186 - 09/08/07 10:32 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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I would have totally done it. Anal play for a guy isn't gay at all...unless it's done by another guy.
Props to you. You fucked 3 lesbians and had them finger your ass. Sounds like one of my fantasies.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #5]
#7383190 - 09/08/07 10:33 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well it was really 2 lesbians and one straight girl that likes pussy. Ahh it was a good night. Now if I could get over this coke hangover and this sore ass....
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Anonymous #5
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383230 - 09/08/07 10:43 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Totally worth it man. 
I'm jealous.
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Anonymous #1
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Re: My experimentation has me confused [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7383266 - 09/08/07 10:50 AM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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Got pics?
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