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wearejellyfish
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#7232206 - 07/27/07 10:18 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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Post deleted by wearejellyfishReason for deletion: because i felt like ranting, but unfortunately it was looked at as a pity post.
so fuck it.
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nightkrawler
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if drinking and smoking by yourself lead you to cutting or burning yourself...maybe you should try to quit drinking and smoking?
nothing wrong with being sober.
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rawtoxic
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don't worry about the money and have a good time.
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Helixx
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nightkrawler said: if drinking and smoking by yourself lead you to cutting or burning yourself...maybe you should try to quit drinking and smoking?
nothing wrong with being sober.
get your shit in order,then just drink and smoke alone to relax without having to have somone over that you don't want over.
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aDoS
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yea don't use alcohol or pot as a form of escapism...its really fucking lame.
and cutting yourself?? wtf?
no one on here is going to feel sorry for you...and you shouldn't feel sorry for yourself either. cutting isn't going to make anything better...so why do it..?
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wearejellyfish
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Re: well [Re: aDoS]
#7232268 - 07/27/07 10:44 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. i was just wanting to rant. maybe i should just delete this. i don't want pity. i just wanted a fucking rant.
you know how people use drugs/alcohol as an escapism anyway? well i use cutting sometimes. and it does make me feel better. release of endorphines..blahblahblah. whatever. i'm deleting this post.
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aDoS
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wearejellyfish said: i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. i was just wanting to rant. maybe i should just delete this. i don't want pity. i just wanted a fucking rant.
you know how people use drugs/alcohol as an escapism anyway? well i use cutting sometimes. and it does make me feel better. release of endorphines..blahblahblah. whatever. i'm deleting this post.
confessing that you like to cut yourself on internet forums...your obviously looking for pity.
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wearejellyfish
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Re: well [Re: aDoS]
#7232272 - 07/27/07 10:46 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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i don't want your god damn pity.
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aDoS
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wearejellyfish said: i don't want your god damn pity.
thats a start
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nightkrawler
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wearejellyfish said: you know how people use drugs/alcohol as an escapism anyway? well i use cutting sometimes. and it does make me feel better. release of endorphines..blahblahblah. whatever. i'm deleting this post.
you should deal with problems as they arise. don't try to escape. using anything as a way to escape isnt good.
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wearejellyfish
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i don't do it everyday. i mostly drink on weekends. and not even every weekend.
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aDoS
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and just because other people use it as a form to escape doesn't mean its ok to do. Like I said...LAME.
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does cutting yourself really alter your mind...i wouldnt know.
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aDoS
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keystonelight said: does cutting yourself really alter your mind...i wouldnt know.
I wouldn't know if it does...but would it really be worth directly hurting yourself for a buzz?
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wearejellyfish
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it gets me to calm down.
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Re: well [Re: aDoS]
#7232294 - 07/27/07 10:52 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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aDoS said: and just because other people use it as a form to escape doesn't mean its ok to do. Like I said...LAME.
i do what i want, because i want. i want to escape my sobered mind for a few hours. let me be.
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why is it that most people that cut themselves are female? i'm being completely serious. i've never once known a guy who cut himself (not saying there aren't any, i just don't know any), but i personally know at least 4 girls IRL who do.
is it a chemical imbalance more prominent in women or what? it's very strange.
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You don't get the most out of drugs if your using them to escape from things. And people using them as a form of escapism is why recreational drugs are not socially accepted. Thanks for contributing
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tiny_rabid_birds said: why is it that most people that cut themselves are female? i'm being completely serious. i've never once known a guy who cut himself (not saying there aren't any, i just don't know any), but i personally know at least 4 girls IRL who do.
is it a chemical imbalance more prominent in women or what? it's very strange.
99% of the people i know in real life, do not know i cut. i don't do it for attention, but i feel no need to censor myself on a message board like this. my best friend, who was a guy used to cut and burn. mostly burn. but he was always drunk or high on someting. he was never happy, no matter what.
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Papaver
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wearejellyfish said: i just wanted a fucking rant.
Ranting is fun!
Like when I start going off about the crypto-fascist cop-state; and about how there's no room in amerika for free men and women; and how we're all a bunch of fucking sheep being led to slaughter by late capitalist powers that be, but that's okay, so long as we have our televisions and our internets and our SUV eco-destroyers to keep us pacified -- and then people start moving away from me, diagonally, searching for the nearest exits; flat against the walls, brailling for the first open door. It's lots of fun! Good times!
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Re: well [Re: Papaver]
#7232317 - 07/27/07 10:58 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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i'm glad you enjoy ranting as well. it's unfortunate that some don't enjoy other's rants. but i enjoy yours, even though it was quite short.
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wearejellyfish
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Re: well [Re: aDoS]
#7232321 - 07/27/07 10:59 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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aDoS said: You don't get the most out of drugs if your using them to escape from things. And people using them as a form of escapism is why recreational drugs are not socially accepted. Thanks for contributing
no, you're right. i don't. and most of the times i do drugs is for the experience. it's rare that i use it for escapism.
thanks for being a complete dick.
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Helixx
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Re: well [Re: aDoS]
#7232322 - 07/27/07 11:00 PM (16 years, 8 months ago) |
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aDoS said: You don't get the most out of drugs if your using them to escape from things. And people using them as a form of escapism is why recreational drugs are not socially accepted. Thanks for contributing
lol i completely disagree with that. there are many dissasociatives that are commonly used just for that purpose. and who really cares if they are socially accepted or not, if people want to judge, let them judge. you won't be able to change their mind.
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i do what i want, because i want. i want to escape my sobered mind for a few hours. let me be.
fair enough- no more flaming necessary : P have a fun night
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I've learned that brevity is key in a good rant. Unless, I'm drunk, and then I tend to go on, and on, and on...
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i wasn't accusing you of seeking attention, and i wasn't saying that guys don't cut/burn either. i was just merely stating that there seems to be a much stronger affinity towards the habit among females than males, and i'm curious why that is.
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aDoS
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yea I am a dick...so what...rate me.
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tiny_rabid_birds said: i wasn't accusing you of seeking attention, and i wasn't saying that guys don't cut/burn either. i was just merely stating that there seems to be a much stronger affinity towards the habit among females than males, and i'm curious why that is.
i don't know. girls are more emotional statistically, i guess.
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Helixx
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lol someone rated you 0/5 for being "Admitted homosexual" .. thats pretty retarded.
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wearejellyfish said:
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tiny_rabid_birds said: i wasn't accusing you of seeking attention, and i wasn't saying that guys don't cut/burn either. i was just merely stating that there seems to be a much stronger affinity towards the habit among females than males, and i'm curious why that is.
i don't know. girls are more emotional statistically, i guess.
Yes, and more complex biologically, neurophysiologically, and endocrinologically -- especially in relation to the opioidergic and oxytocinergic neuro-pathways necessary for childbirth, lactation, and mammalian offspring-bonding...
Or, as more simply stated, in a song by Alice Cooper, "Only women bleed."
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