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shack_grows
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Re: more on synchronicity *DELETED* [Re: TameMe]
#7216688 - 07/24/07 01:47 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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MushroomTrip
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: shack_grows]
#7216716 - 07/24/07 01:58 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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Well first of all... can you tell if this is just you getting paranoid, or is it that the people you hang out with aren't trustworthy for real?
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TameMe
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: shack_grows]
#7216730 - 07/24/07 02:03 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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listen to me when i say...
talking about it to someone is the best thing you can do. someone you can trust. if you don't have anyone to trust....who better than an anonymous stranger like myself who has had a similar experience. i'm not specifically meaning myself...but it is a lot easier to "talk" about this kind of thing online to someone you don't know rather than a therapist or someone you are close to/care about and are unsure of how they will react or view you.
btw: i still get delusional thoughts every now and then....the thing is now i don't obsess on them and i find them to be funny and sort of interesting and curious as to why i think of such things. it's almost as if the thoughts are "put" into my brain rather than myself creating or conjuring them up.
Edited by TameMe (07/24/07 02:06 AM)
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shack_grows
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: TameMe]
#7216753 - 07/24/07 02:17 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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lol
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TameMe
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: shack_grows]
#7216770 - 07/24/07 02:32 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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you gotta tell me what you are laughing at when you are laughing....i'm sorta being serious here with you...and it's all good to laugh...just hoping you're not laughing AT me.
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shack_grows
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: TameMe]
#7216844 - 07/24/07 03:43 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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TameMe said:
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shack_grows said: lol
why are you laughing?
and why are you deleting your posts?
my answer is still the same, altho i deleted it. don't try getting me all paranoid
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shack_grows
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: TameMe]
#7216846 - 07/24/07 03:47 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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yo dude.. what would u do if everyone you know found out about this post:
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TameMe said:
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shack_grows said: hey "TameMe", at what age did these delusions start happening, did you go seek counceling, and how are you right now? pls respond
almost exactly two years ago when i was 21. i'm fairly sure it was brought on by a cocaine binge but the episode lasted for 6 months while being sober. i was admitted into inpatient rehab for a week but i never let anyone know of my delusions. part of me knew it was all fake and another part honestly believed them..it was very strange. i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder put on some pretty heavy antipsychotic meds for a couple months (which didn't do shit)...got "fired" by my psychiatrist for not following his orders. eventually the delusions faded but i turned into a recluse...feeling really stupid and ashamed. then i saw a new doc...got on lexapro for anxiety and depression...and lamictal to act as a mood stabalizer (now i only take the mood stabalizer). the last 8 months have been really good as far as how i feel mentally.
oh and one thing that i think helped the most...was reading. i think reading helped by stopping my "self talk" and reconditioning it to something much healthier.
and this is a hypthetical question, i don't know you n u sure as hell dont have to reply or care about what i say
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Booby
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Quote:
redgreenvines said: This is about mind, and mind over mind without the addition of any wands or external influence.
its about making waves and crossing your own wake.
Yes crossing your own wake as in repetitive holocausts and Crucifixions. It seems there is but one mind hooked on these substances.
(I don't think this is an occaision to remark "We are all one.")
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Edited by Booby (07/24/07 07:17 AM)
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redgreenvines
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Re: more on synchronicity [Re: Booby]
#7217122 - 07/24/07 08:03 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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we are all habits and glimpses
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redgreenvines said: we are all habits and glimpses
Candles in the wind.
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Re: more on synchronicity *DELETED* [Re: shack_grows]
#7217224 - 07/24/07 09:16 AM (16 years, 6 months ago) |
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This thread has been closed.
Reason: The original poster continues to delete all of his posts, but then keeps asking if anyone else wants to discuss a topic that is not there. This thread is hereby locked.
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