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slamdunk
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HBWR+Mushrooms+Syrian Rue
#6720395 - 03/28/07 01:57 PM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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I had the craziest dream last night. I ate the seeds around 6:30. About 2 hours later some friends came over to jam, I don't play guitar so I just stayed upstairs and waited for the seeds to kick in. I was definitely feeling them by then. Then for some reason I thought this would be a good time to try some Syrian rue. So I went to my room and ate about 5 grams of it, anything less usually doesn't work for me. That rue really made me feel nauseous. After a few minutes I decided to chill out on the couch in my living room. Then while I was sitting there I had the greatest idea. I said to myself, "I'm going to eat mushrooms!" So I went to my room, grabbed my stash and ate all 4 grams. I felt as if the mushrooms were calling to me, they wanted to be eaten last night.
The events afterwards cannot be accurately described with words. I saw the transcendental object at the end of time. I saw myself peaking through the cracks, peaking at MYSELF! This was normal because I've seen this before. I thought, "Show me something new, show me something I haven't seen." The mushroom then did exactly that! I was really enjoying for myself until I died. I woke up in the bathroom and realized that I'm still alive.
After that point, around 11, 2 hours after I ingested mushrooms, well into the peak of everything. I began to think about everything, polarization.. ideologies.. females... It all made PERFECT SENSE! "My god!" I thought, "I'm going to DIE" But I did not want to die. Because I knew that what she wanted. The goddess of my dreams. I realized that she's always been there. In me, in my girlfriend, in my friends. WE are all just reflections of herself. I saw how she knew everything about me, whenever I'm alone, she is there watching through my eyes. She knows my greatest fears, and my favorite pleasures. She told me that I can either die now, or die later. I chose to die later, I didn't want to die on mushrooms in this filthy house. It's just not FIT for death. I decided that the time to die is 2012. She told me I could die then if I wished it. I spoke to her through my friends and through my head. It was all very strange, everything the people around me were saying was just her talking to me. All of my thoughts and ideas are not merely my own, they are hers.
This dream was exceptionally weird, all I can really say is.. be careful what you wish for, because if you're on mushrooms you'll get just that...
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StreetFreak
smellin' like a plant
Registered: 02/10/07
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Re: HBWR+Mushrooms+Syrian Rue [Re: slamdunk]
#6720543 - 03/28/07 02:39 PM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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The best part of it is that none of it's realistic and it was all in your head, happy tripping!
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Hypercube
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Re: HBWR+Mushrooms+Syrian Rue [Re: StreetFreak]
#6720574 - 03/28/07 02:49 PM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Curious that you note this: " I saw myself peaking through the cracks, peaking at MYSELF!"
Because on the same combo of stuff I had a similar experience. I was actually split into two and conversed with myself on a very weird level. It was like I was in communication with another 'me' in another parallel universe who was tripping too!
Also, at the peak I was having not one, but TWO trips at the same time. Sounds weird but my conscious experience was observable as two discrete sets of experiences that were simultaneous. Instead of my consciousness flipping from one trip to the other I experienced them at the same time......jesus....fucking blew my mind.
This combo KICKS ASS. Just watch out for the dietary restrictions on the MAOI part.
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AroundtheSon
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Re: HBWR+Mushrooms+Syrian Rue [Re: slamdunk]
#6721014 - 03/28/07 04:20 PM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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um, wow.
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slamdunk
MexicanGang-Banger
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Re: HBWR+Mushrooms+Syrian Rue [Re: Hypercube]
#6721263 - 03/28/07 05:15 PM (16 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
Hypercube said: Curious that you note this: " I saw myself peaking through the cracks, peaking at MYSELF!"
Because on the same combo of stuff I had a similar experience. I was actually split into two and conversed with myself on a very weird level. It was like I was in communication with another 'me' in another parallel universe who was tripping too!
Also, at the peak I was having not one, but TWO trips at the same time. Sounds weird but my conscious experience was observable as two discrete sets of experiences that were simultaneous. Instead of my consciousness flipping from one trip to the other I experienced them at the same time......jesus....fucking blew my mind.
This combo KICKS ASS. Just watch out for the dietary restrictions on the MAOI part.
I think the strangest thing was that everything came together. All of my friends symbolized different parts of myself. It was very similar to when I dream, dream characters are not the characters in this life, but symbols of my inner self. Like each idea, person, or object is just a reflection of my inner self. It was really weird/confusing, and I don't think I'll need to repeat that for quite a while. Now that I think about it, I DID notice how the three different teachers were felt simultaneously.. very fucking weird. I heard music and voices.. reminded me of experiences I've dreamed on DMT. The music is so bizarre and fitting for it. The more I think about it, the more I remember.. and the more I forget. I should have written some of this down, but even if I did, I don't think it would make much sense today.
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