Home | Community | Message Board

Out-Grow.com - Mushroom Growing Kits & Supplies
This site includes paid links. Please support our sponsors.


Welcome to the Shroomery Message Board! You are experiencing a small sample of what the site has to offer. Please login or register to post messages and view our exclusive members-only content. You'll gain access to additional forums, file attachments, board customizations, encrypted private messages, and much more!

Shop: Unfolding Nature Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order   PhytoExtractum Buy Bali Kratom Powder

Jump to first unread post Pages: 1
OfflineJPAtanat
member
Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 101
Last seen: 21 years, 5 months
Childhood moments of clarity
    #620927 - 04/28/02 12:47 AM (21 years, 10 months ago)

I remember having an experience when I was about 9 or 10.
I was in the playground at school during lunch, walking by myself. And suddenly it struck me that it was real. My thinking just completely stopped, possibly for the first time since i was a baby, and i just had an acute sense of "this is real." It scared the shit out of me. Many times later in life I would induce the state by repeating to myself "this is real, this is real, etc." until it sunk in and i got that feeling again. It always scared the shit out of me, and it never lasted long, but I was always curious about it and kept doing it occasionally. Since I began meditating, I access that feeling more readily (and without repeating "this is real"), and it is not so scary any more.
I was just wondering if anyone had any similar experiences (as a child), or if they have anything to say about it....

Peace.

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
OfflinecHeMiCaLbLuE
member
Registered: 04/07/02
Posts: 158
Last seen: 21 years, 10 months
Re: Childhood moments of clarity [Re: JPAtanat]
    #620961 - 04/28/02 01:22 AM (21 years, 10 months ago)

your right it is real, the feeling is telling you take advantage of the situation, for your earthly exsistance is limited, you know this as well as i. it is saying stop fuckin around with society and become your own person, set your soul free. I rarelyhad this feeling cause mostly i have lived in the moment, i didn't give a shit about anyone else, or my parents cause i know we are all going to the same place, it is a matter of becoming who you really are, the free spirit, just give up your so called reality and run free as i.


--------------------
insanity with a plan, a plan to stop exercising truth as compared to breathing thin air, but to experience truth as all there is to experience, for what do i not already have that exsists? All i can do is enjoy the ride.

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
InvisibleJared
Stranger
Folding@home Statistics
Registered: 04/22/01
Posts: 8,783
Re: Childhood moments of clarity [Re: JPAtanat]
    #620963 - 04/28/02 01:26 AM (21 years, 10 months ago)

When I was younger I used to have orgasms spontaneously. Things like lending toys to friends, or playing tag would give me an intense feeling of great pleasure. I only ever got the exact same feeling during an oragasm later in my life.

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
OfflineJPAtanat
member
Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 101
Last seen: 21 years, 5 months
Re: Childhood moments of clarity [Re: cHeMiCaLbLuE]
    #620992 - 04/28/02 01:53 AM (21 years, 10 months ago)

i dont know about most of what you say, chemblue, but i definitely agree with those words.

Peace.

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
OfflineInsomniac
Stranger
Registered: 03/17/02
Posts: 35
Last seen: 13 years, 8 months
Re: Childhood moments of clarity [Re: JPAtanat]
    #621020 - 04/28/02 02:30 AM (21 years, 10 months ago)

Oh man, I know EXACTLY what you mean. I think it's an absolutely amazing feeling. You explained it nicely and reading your post just revived that feeling once again. Thank you man, I needed that :smile:

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
OfflineJPAtanat
member
Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 101
Last seen: 21 years, 5 months
Re: Childhood moments of clarity [Re: Insomniac]
    #621724 - 04/28/02 09:05 PM (21 years, 10 months ago)

Right on


Peace.

Extras: Filter Print Post Top
Jump to top Pages: 1

Shop: Unfolding Nature Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order   PhytoExtractum Buy Bali Kratom Powder


Similar ThreadsPosterViewsRepliesLast post
* the How and Why of spiritual clarity Moonshoe 720 3 05/10/06 09:20 PM
by ShroomDoom
* Exsistance
( 1 2 all )
spudamore 1,098 21 12/06/04 01:45 PM
by Swami
* Confusion - Clarity Sole_Worthy 1,592 10 05/26/03 11:49 PM
by Strumpling
* Exsistance is pointless... (prove me wrong, plz)
( 1 2 3 all )
ShrooomKing 4,311 45 04/22/11 08:20 PM
by jjdiggincrates
* Total Clarity
( 1 2 all )
Moonshoe 1,666 22 10/26/04 02:14 PM
by WhiteRussian
* If you could choose one moment...
( 1 2 all )
Swami 1,829 31 06/29/03 10:59 AM
by Boppity604
* The moment Gomp 505 12 10/26/04 06:06 PM
by lovelight
* Zero doesn't exsist.
( 1 2 all )
MAGnum 2,471 35 02/27/05 01:38 PM
by PhanTomCat

Extra information
You cannot start new topics / You cannot reply to topics
HTML is disabled / BBCode is enabled
Moderator: Middleman, DividedQuantum
1,049 topic views. 1 members, 19 guests and 42 web crawlers are browsing this forum.
[ Show Images Only | Sort by Score | Print Topic ]
Search this thread:

Copyright 1997-2024 Mind Media. Some rights reserved.

Generated in 0.025 seconds spending 0.008 seconds on 14 queries.