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JustFootsteps
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healing?

#620195 - 04/27/02 05:07 AM (22 years, 4 months ago)

here's something different for Swami to make fun of.

during my last mushroom trip, which was in amsterdam with another Kid who i love dearly and was a meeting with the 'strongest' shrooms i've ever had (digression: i really dislike using that word, strong, like taking a shot of vodka is stronger than drinking a beer, in relation to psychs. it just doesn't relate. these were really the 'softest' and 'fastest' vehicles i've found; i like saying that better)

so anyway, during my last trip, which was amazing in all sorts of ways (confirmed the shared space thing so perfectly with my friend that i'm still giggly), i started to feel like a pain in my left jaw. it wasn't bad, so i just sort of idly started working my jaw in tiny circles, feeling the pain concentrate and then slide out of my jaw bone and into my cheek, where my tongue started to work on it of its own accord... eventually what felt like a small pit worked its way out of my cheek, and so i spit it out. this happened a few more times over the course of the night. later that week, after smoking some uncommon kind, i felt a pressure near my, um, scrotum... i tried the same thing, and eventually used my fingers to pull out what felt like a long hook attached to a rope of negativity. i repeated the process on my lower back and neck before dancing with my devil sticks some more.

now, several years ago, i had a girlfriend who saw a spiritual healer who performed a process on her that she described as pulling out hooks. these were hooks placed by others, emotional and spiritual hooks to bind her to them. i noticed a definite effect on her during the time they spent together; she was calmer, happier, relieved almost, and was spurred into a period of great change (much needed) and growth. at the time i wasn't a believer, but i did want to be open minded, so i went with her to a workshop and (while totally sober) had various energy transfers demonstrated and even did some in such a way that i was never able to seriously deny it. it was one of several Moments in my awakening for which i am the most grateful.

anyway, since i've discovered that i can do this work on myself, i've felt a sense of profound ease. i am becoming more daring about talking to friends about my experience, about (for instance) hitch-hiking around Europe, which i will be doing starting next weekend, and about being goofy, free and wrong. i find i'm less concerned with past mistakes, especially those with girlfriends, and also that my body feels loose, limber, and strong. i do yoga; i have been struggling to regain the flexibility i lost after ego made me tear a muscle. after working on myself, i found i could easily stretch in ways that had eluded me for some time. my devil sticking was also more beautiful than usual, as though i were being played along with pink floyd by a certain giggly godfrog.

anyway, just thought i'd share so's to leave a permanent record of my dementia/awakening/evolution. and curious if anyone has similar experiences to report on, and maybe more info about this from the voices that seem to whisper in certain heads around here winky wink wink :wink:

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in peace,
just footsteps
http://www.whyvegan.org

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